Emma Is Not My Name* · 9 years ago
Great quotes!
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desperado* · 9 years ago
HAPPY BIRTHDAY :~)
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lizzylizzy948 · 9 years ago
Thank you!
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FlyingWithoutWings · 1 decade ago
Thank you lizzy that means more than you know. I too feel like I took the sweetest woman for granite and i would do anything to change some of the ways I treated her. I would do anything just to have her back for a split second and tell her how i feel and how much she really meant to me. She was all I had. She'll be gone three weeks Tuesday and it still doesn't feel real, She was my everything. And Im honestly entirely lost without her. I still laugh and I have those times when Im happy.. but then a sudden overwhelming heep of guilt washes over me that I can still laugh and smile and be happy even though I know that the woman who gave birth to me and the woman that loved me more than anything is no longer living her life. She would drop anything to help someone and it was so sudden.. but she died in her sleep and I wasn't even home.. I wasn't home to find her lifeless body laying in bed. Instead I was with my birth father and my twelve year old autistic sister was left home with her and found it. I feel as if it's my fault and I could have helped her. I could have been there to tell her to put on her breathing machine before she went to sleep I could have woken her up sooner. If only I was home.. But now shes gone and I can't get her back.. no matter how hard I try. I still cry at night and I still hear her voice.. I can't even look at her facebook anymore it's like a shrine I can't bare to see because Im not ready to admit that she won't be on my fathers door step in the morning to pick me up and tell me she missed me and remind me she loves me over and over... I use to blow her off every time she would get all lovey dovey now I wish I hadn't i wish I still had her to lay in my bed and watch movies with me. I can't even watch my favorite show anymore because my mom adored it and it reminds me that im not sitting on her couch with her watching it.. that shes not there. I don't get those 6:30 phone calls that our show will be on at 7. i wish i could do something to bring back our mothers.. because it's true.. a mothers love is like no other. Im sorry that you're going through this... i know how hard it is. But I suppose our moms would want us to be happy and stay strong for them...
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lizzylizzy948 · 1 decade ago
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FlyingWithoutWings · 1 decade ago
i know im almost scared to go on without her.

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HeWhoMustNotBeNamed · 1 decade ago
Hi lizzy look i know what you're going through cause 've lost so many people i love and yes it does hurt but just think of how your mom raised you just think in the way she was " strong and courageous just like u said" im pretty sure you're just like her lizzy, you're going thru so much and i know what i say wont help take the pain away or bring her back but you'll always have people to talk to cause even if u dont know u i know you're in pain and you're not alone. no one is going to stay on Earth forever we will all at one point which we dont know just go to heaven so u have to make the best of it baby girl, when i lost my grandpa which was like my dad i was so confused u know i just thought how is this even possible i knew him and know his just a body but omg my grandpa was so strong and hated to see me cry so u know i took all the strength he had and used it to become the person he would want me to become, so u do the same lizzy! i know this is such a big chnge and it will take time for you to realize what happened but just think about this : you have a gorgeous beautiful strong loving angel she will watch every step you take and protect you in every way she is so proud of you because you're a strong girl, keep your head up and your heart strong just like your mommy. God gives his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers. and it will be the little things that you will remember, the quiet moments,the laughter,the smiles and although it may seem hard right now, it will be the memories of this little things that help push away the pain and bring the smiles back again. if you need someone to talk to im right here for you no matter what, and btw you're mom is such a beautiful Angel. <3
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lizzylizzy948 · 1 decade ago
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Rajsonkar · 1 decade ago
hi :) follow for follow ?
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l0ner · 1 decade ago
sorry for you lost ♥♥ :) stay strong
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Snowflakes113 · 1 decade ago
Hello my lovely follower! I want to thank you all for all of the followers I gained throughout writing Finding My Way, and I wanted to let you all know that I posted an introduction to a new story I want to start. I really like it, and I'm hoping you all do too; feel free to check it out!! Sorry for spamming (:
-Sydni
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ecawesomeness · 1 decade ago
thanks for the follow <3
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crazybananas · 1 decade ago
Thanks for the follow lovely <3 (sorry if you followed a long time ago, i just had this weird tingling sensation to do it now)
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grownsimba · 1 decade ago
thanks for faving my quote.
i see you dislike cats. well, i HATE them. lol.
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ilovechu5 · 1 decade ago
Yikes :p scary
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ilovechu5 · 1 decade ago
Because of what?
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ilovechu5 · 1 decade ago
yaw same here :p at least its homecoming week ^.^
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ilovechu5 · 1 decade ago
so thats like the same pretty much then

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ilovechu5 · 1 decade ago
Mine are each 80 minutes :p we start at 7:40 AM and end at 2:15 PM
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ilovechu5 · 1 decade ago
Same same! Ya know been busy with pounds of homework -_- ugh I hate it already
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ilovechu5 · 1 decade ago
OMG it's been toooooo long! whats happenin guurl??

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JustAnotherWittyStory · 1 decade ago
Thanks for the follow! I was sure to follow back! sorry for the spam, but would you mind checking out my story? it would mean a lot. favorite them if you like them (: thankyou so much, beautiful! p.s. happy late birthday <3 stay stronnng:3
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xxHelloLovelyxx · 1 decade ago
thanks for the follow (:
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ilovechu5 · 1 decade ago
Haii
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