me: doesn't really text anyone anymore. me: doesn't really go on facebook anymore. me: doesn't really go on witty anymore. me: doesn't really go on tumblr anymore. me: doesn't really leave my room anymore. me: doesn't really talk to anyone anymore. me: starting to fade away from the world.
Rest In Peace Kylie. ♥ even though we never really talked, and you probably didn't even know my name, I have known you for over half my life. you still meant something to me. you were going to be one of the prettiest seniors at Westby and now you are the prettiest angel up in Heaven. you were a great cheerleader, softball player, and most of all a great person. You will be missed by so many people. Westby will not be the same without their gorgeous Kylie. and remember, God only takes the best. ♥ this is what her boyfriend put on facebook: 'Lost the most important person in my life yesterday. She was the funniest, prettiest, nicest, most beautiful girl I've ever met. I was looking forward to spending the rest of my life with her. She was perfect. Even though this is not how I thought it would end, and if I can take anything positive out of this situation, I'm so happy that the last three words I ever said to you was I Love You. Miss you Ky.' it made me cry. R.I.P. Kylie. ♥ oh, and I might put a picture up of her, but I don't know how to, so I dunno. :b
You meet someone. You two get close. It's all great for awhile. Then someone stops trying. Talk less. Awkward conversations. The drifting. No communication whatsoever. Memories start to fade. Then that person you know becomes that person you knew. That's how it usually goes, right? Sad isn't it.
Everyone feels pain. Just because you haven't experience nothing extreme doesn't mean feelings aren't there. That sharp pain you get in your chest and the feeling when you try to hold tears back, those are feelings & their pretty painful. nmf
Even though we're not friends anymore, I will still be here for you, no matter what.. You're still my best friend. I'm sorry for what I have said, and things I've done. I'm sorry that I haven't been there for you. I'm sorry I never said the right thing. I'm sorry I wasn't good enough. I'm sorry I couldn't help you, when you needed me the most.I'm sorry I was mean to you, when you needed kind words. I'm sorry I never said I was sorry, when I truly was. I'm sorry you were hurt because I said something terrible to you. I'm sorry I couldn't give you the advice you needed. I'm sorry that I've been a bad friend. I'm sorry. But sorry doesn't mean anything anymore. so I guess this is goodbye. I just want you to know you'll always be my best friend. I'll miss you. Stay strong. I love you, Tyler.
I'm not going to cry over you. Not anymore. I'm sorry, I was a sh*tty friend for standing up, and saying what's on my mind. If you can't take me being blunt, and speaking my mind, than we can't be friends. That's it. I'm not going to put on a smile and say oh that's okay. When it's not.