I love you.
I need you. I just want to be yours. Everything you do just makes me realize over and over that I'm never going to get you out of my head. I want to be your everything, just like you've been mine this whole time. I want to hug you, kiss you, BE WITH YOU. I want to watch movies with you, laugh with you, joke around with you, and just be around you all the time. I want to mean this much to you. But first you should remember I exist. My heart just hurts every time I look at you. It's like living in constant pain. I can't take it anymore. I'm tired of watching everyone else's happy endings. Even though I'm happy for them, I just... I want mine with you. And it just breaks me inside when I think of you with someone else. Asking her to dance with you, laughing...I just can't do it. I just can't help it. Everytime you talk to me, it makes my day. You smile at me, laugh at something stupid I say, and my heart jumps out of my chest. It clouds my thoughts of everything but you, this feeling. I think I'm going through withdrawl not talking to you now. It's driving me crazy, hearing your voice from across the room and knowing you're not even thinking about me. And then every scenario I've ever had with you flashes through my mind, the good and the bad, and I pray and hope that there's more good there that outweighed the bad, or, God forbid, vice versa. And it's horrible because every single waking hour, every single day, I can see my chances with you getting slimmer.