Hello Fellow Wittians :)
I'm Alexis. But call me Lexy :p or Izzy.
My dad died on 12/26/2011.
I'm depressed, and a lot of other things.
I need a witty friend :3
Facebook is Lex Witty
Twitter is @lexy3788
I tried to kill myself quite a few times..
I do still cut(regrettfully) its an addiction that I can't stop.
I love all of you.
Stay Beautiful and I'm always here to talk. Love you guys <3
I don't know what to do... I don't think I have an eating disorder.. But whenever I put food near my mouth, I feel like I'm gonna be sick. I haven't eaten in three days.. I don't know what to do... Help?
So today in English, we got into groups.. We had to write a poem about forgiveness in the group. We then had to read it to the class. I was the only girl in my group The guys made me read the poem.. I know you guys are probably like "big deal, you always have to read" Well.. It is a big deal.. I suffer from all types of anxiety.. So when I had to read today, I turned beat red, started stuttering, and then i was being laughed at. I ran out of the classroom as fast as i could crying my eyes out.. My best guy friend, Alec is in that class. He chased after me and found me. He said "Lexy, you're the most amazing girl in the world, why the heck are you letting them get to you" I said "I am just an embarassment." He said "Well do me a favor" I said "sure what is it" He got down on one knee He then said "Do me a favor and be my embarassment at the Prom?" I cried.. He said "Oh and be my girlfriend too.. I think I am the happiest girl in the world right now...
This is a conversation between me and the guy I like(my best friend) Him- What Do you think about me? Me- Nothing Bad.. Him- Its okay, you can tell me what you think about me, I wont be offended or anything. Me- Honestly, you mean more to me than you could ever imagine. Him- Really? I didn't know :( you mean so much to me too. Me- Do you know how it feels to let go of someone you really love for a long time just for them to be happy? Even if it's with someone else? Him- No :( I'm super sorry though, like I don't wanna hurt you. Me- Well you did, but everyone else does too.. so... Him- is there any possible way i can make it up to you? you deserve it. Me- I just feel pathetic for thinking that someone as amazing as you would fall for someone like me. Him- I'm not amazing and I actually REALLY like you, but I have a girlfriend! If I knew you felt the same way I might not of even talked to her. Him- And I love my girlfriend so yeah... And that, ladies and gentlemen was the text that broke my heart to pieces </3
So, Today is February 1st, and I'm considering today the day that I completely start over. I'm gonna have higher standards, closer friendships, and spend less time on the internet, and hang out with my friends much more often. I'm gonna get my head out of the past and start a brand new future. No more cutting, no more dwelling about my dad. It's gonna be a new me. I'm gonna lose weight and always try and have a real smile on my face. Yes, I'll have my bad days, but everyone has those. I'm gonna get through them though. No more thinking about my suicide attempts. So, here we go witty, this is gonna be a brand new me! Anyone can join me if they want, I want someone to get through this with :) Love you all, Beautifuls <3
People Like Me Aren't Normally Loved Prologue(two main characters.) Hey. I'm Cassadee. People call me Dee, though. I'm seventeen years old. I'm a junior in high school. I've been singing since I was three years old. I have three best friends. They also have been singing for who in the heck knows how long. I'm 5 ft 4, I've got auburn hair with blonde highlights, and I'm the very sporty one in our group of friends. I'm one of those girls that no guy has ever liked, wanted, talked to or anything. Or anyways thats what I thought. . Aloha! I'm MacKenzie. My nickname is Mac though. I'm eighteen years old. I'm a senior in high school. I'm a big football player, but I mainly love to sing and I'm kind of the nerdy one in the group. I'm 6 ft tall, I have long-ish hair for a guy and I have nerdy glasses. I've known Cassadee since she was three days old. I've been in love with Cassadee since the beginning of fourth grade, too bad she'd never go for a guy like me.. Or will she? I hope you like it, it's my first story ever. :P
Just found out information that made me really wanna die.. I just found out that I'm the reason my mom and grandma hate each other.. I ruined my family. I just heard my mom and my cousin on the phone, my mom's crying because my grandma hates her. Ever since my mom got pregnant, my grandma hasn't said she loved her. I'm done. My family would be better if I didn't exist. Well I'm gonna find that out. I'll live to my 16th birthday, then I'm out. 22 more days to think about it. I'm sorry witty but I don't think I can take this anymore.
RIP Uncle Maurice.. You'll be missed. I'm hoping you're having fun with Daddy up there. I can't take the pain of another death in the family, but me and mom are gonna have to.. Getting that text message this morning absolutely broke me. We all knew you were gonna leave at some point, but i didnt think itd so soon. Stomach cancer is the worst thing ever, actually CANCER is the worst thing ever. My mom's work won't be the same without you. Why do the good die so young? Rest in Paradise to the Nicest Man in Columbia County. You will be missed <3
So I've decided that I'm gonna write notes to a few people to get my anger out.. Dear Mom, Thanks for marrying the worlds biggest a-hole. It really shows how much I matter. I love you too. You wonder why I'm never home, well thats why. I hate him, which is also making me build a huge hatrid for you, because you always side with him. Dear StepDad, With the amount of crap you put me through daily.. Is ridiculous. Then you ACTUALLY expect me to respect you? That's honestly the biggest joke I've ever heard. Don't you dare tell me to "treat me like your father, because you deserve respect" You're NOT my father. Nor will you ever be. I hate you. I wish you never were around. Dear Daddy, I really miss you. Hockey's going pretty well :) Mom's changed in the past months you've been gone. I wish I were up in Heaven with you. Our family isn't the same. Tyler's depressed. I'm suicidal, depressed and I'm bipolar. Daddy I miss you <3 Please come visit soon <3 Rest In Paradise, Lexy like, comment, whatever. No hate pls.
Wow, I always let my jealousy get the best of me, and I always end up hurt. I had a semi good day today, then I see things on his wall, and boom, I have that empty, sick feeling in my stomach, and want to cry. I hate jealousy.. Well I'll be crying for the rest of the night </3
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When you realize you haven't been with your dad for over a year and it just hits you.. that you won't be with him for the rest of you life.. Yeah, that hurts. Dad, I miss you. Please, come home. I hate this new guy mom's with. Tyler doesn't talk to people anymore. Chrissy doesn't know what happened. I'll see you in Heaven, hopefully soon <3
Okay, I haven't been on here in a WHILE but I have no friends, so tonight if anyone has no friends like myself, add me on skype(lexy.isabella) or oovoo(iloveyouboo7) and we can party the night away, virtually witty style :) you can also comment your usernames :P
hey ladies, i wanna write a story but i need characters! if you help me ill follow youu. :) so first i need 6 guys names and personalities and 6 girls names and personalities. ! looks and ages might be helpful too, preferably from 15 to 17 :) please help!!
Dear papa, it's been two months since you left me. I went to see you on my birthday, and i plan on seeing you tomorrow. I have a boyfriend now. His name is Adrian, he reminds me a lot of you. I feel like you're always here. Dustin hits me. He almost made me break up with me. I wish you could come back. I love you pappy. I'm at JMummy's (my grandmas) right now. She's moving into our old house in UK next week. I wish you were still here. </3 I miss you pappy. I hope to see you sometime soon.. :/ I havent hurt myself or even wanted to for 10 days. I'm proud. I hope you are too. I just wanna hear your voice one more time. I can't take it. But I'll have to deal.. I hope you're having a good time up there in heaven. We miss you, we all do. <3 Rip, 12/26/11