I'm done putting in the effort and you not caring at all. I'm done dealing with everything you put me through I'm done being your second option. i tried making you happy, but meanwhile i was a mess. so when you want me in your life let me know.
they all star out the same; you're so pretty and i want to get to know you! i think aw how sweet! but then i realize, yeah okay, how many other girls are you saying that to? oh you told my best friend that too? cooooool. ♥♥♥
*now you got a million reasons to go, but if you can find a reason to stay, i'll do whatever it takes to turn this around i know whats at stake, i know that i've let you down. if you give me a chance i believe i can change ♥//// ✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗✗ nmf ; lifehous , whatever it takes
I'm always there for everybody else. No matter what the situation. Now that i've hit rock bottom, nobody's here for me. Not even the person i thought i could talk to about everything. I started venting, and then he stopped answering my texts, and hasn't answered me in a week. Nobody even knows how bad i feel all the time. There's so much going on in my life that nobody even knows about. They all think that I'm happy and i act upset for attention cause i always end up smiling. If anybody actually took the time to talk to me, they would realize that there's more going on that what you see on the surface. Nobody cares about me, and i just don't know what to do. I'm not the best at opening up, because every time i do, the person ends up leaving. I'm just so done with everything. if you read that thankks.
People always say that i jump from guy to guy a lot, and I'm "obsessed" with so many guys. In reality, I'm just searching for somebody special that loves me back. So yeah , i switch up who i like a lot, but that's only because I'm trying to find somebody that likes me.
i hate the feeling; when you know your "best friend" talks about you to all of her friends at her school. when you know your drifting apart, and there's nothing you can do when you realize.. that honestly you have nobody. nobody at all ; to laugh with , go to for advice , tell all of your secrets , gossip about the latest boys; not even having a friend.