i guess you'll never really understand how much i actualy truly miss you. because everyday i have to look at you and pretend like im okay. and pretend like nothing hurts me. but thats not the case. yeah at one point i was doing alright without you. but not anymore. i cant tel anyone that though. i miss you. i miss what we had. i miss holding your hand, feeling your breath, the touch of your skin, the taste of your lips, everything. it meant the world to me. i never really said that though. i never told you how much you meant to me. so I guess this is all my fault anyway. i know it is. but why cant you just give me a chance? was i that horrible to you? everyday i have to wakl by my bestfriend whos completely happy an know that im not alright anymore without you. i ont know what happened but i love you. i always will you have a spot in my heart. everyday i wish and hope and wait from a text from you. even though i know its never gonna come. just please. give me a chance.