My life's a joke.
me and this kid just broke up. we met about 3 weeks ago, i know that sounds ridiculous but we both felt like we knew each other since forever. out of everyone i dated or liked, i have never felt this way with anyone else. so in those three weeks we went to movies, cuddled, hugged, kissed, and said we loved each other everyday. for the past few days i knew something was wrong i tried talking to him but he said he couldn't talk. i called him and he made excuses, so for two days i just let it go. then yesterday he said hey we need to talk. i asked what was wrong and he told me he would love to go out with me but he had a feeling it wouldn't work, that he thought he would flirt with other girls and he wouldn't want me to hate him, and that he doesn't want me hurt. i asked him if this was just a whole joke to him and told him i still loved him and i didn't know if i could ever stop. we talked about it for 15 minutes. he said he doesn't want to lose me, that he still wants to be friends, and that he still really does love me and maybe we could get back together someday in the future. i am broken. he was what kept me okay on my worst days. and how i feel is if he truly loved me, he wouldn't need to flirt with any other girls. please please please tell me what you think.
if you read this all..i love you<3
n.m.f