Yesterday night, I cried.
It wasn't pretty, and everyone was asleep.
I locked myself in the bathroom, looked in the mirror and started crying, I cried a lot. I banged my fist against the wall, I tried to hide my face in towels I broke down and curled in to a ball.
There really is no chance for me.
My stomach is huge, my boobs doesn't exist, my legs are fat and wobblly.
Who would love someone like me?
No one. Ever.
Why can't I be at least a little, tiny bit attractive?
My skin is terrible - I have spots on my jaw and cheeks, even on shoulders.
My eyes are too small and all togeather I'm just so damn disgusting.
A person needs to be at least a little bit attractive right?
Well I'm not.
Why wasn't I blessed with at least something, something to attract.
I'm disgusting, repulsive, ugly, dumb, nobody even wants to get closer to me.
Nobody wants to get to know me.
To be stuck with an ugly person like me for a girlfriend, who would want that?
Why can't I just be a tiny bit pretty, why can't I have the least bit of natural beauty.
Why did I have to be the ugliest one?
Why me?