For once I am happy. He turned my world around,turning darkness to light. His smile, his laugh, the way he furrows his eyebrows when he thinks, how he has a heart problem yet stays strong. The way he holds my hands inbetween his and blows on them to keep them warm.How he stays strong through all the problems he's going through. He was my bestfriend, I never thought I'd fall for him, yet here I am, happy for once. All because of Him.
Don't you hate it when you put all your trust on someone. They say they care, when in reality all they ever did was lie. They make you believe them that they geniunely like you,but really only wanted you for your friend. Every word they said was hateful. When they apoligize without meaning. Thinking you're over him but seeing that smile and it makes your heart melt. When he says he loves you.
Goodbye my almost lover goodbye my hopeless dream I'm trying not to thank about you Cant you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance My back is turned on you I shoud've known you'd bring me heartache Almost lovers always do..
On the last day of school I was dared to hug the most perfect guy you could ever imagine. When I did it was like sparks flew. When I got home we were texting and he asked me who i liked and I said "Him". He replied with "Really? Cus it was you" At that moment in time everything changed. We would text 24/7. When he saw what people were saying about me om social networks he always texted me making sure I never did what they said. He would send me texts while I was sleeping like "I love you beautiful" etc. When I told one of my closest friends (so I thought) about him, she decided to start texting him aswell. One night I texted him and he ignored me. I had a gut feeling inside but maybe i was over reacting. But the next day my so called best friend sent me a picture message of him and her kissing. It broke my heart. He never even called or talked to me after that night, and a little part inside of me still is thinking maybe its not true, maybe just maybe he still cares.. but all of what he said was a lie.
Today me and my little brothers 7 year old friend were talking, and he said "Has anyone ever called you pretty?" I replied "No, why?" Then he said the most sweetest thing I've ever heard. "Well they shouldn't because you're not pretty your beautiful". <3