Hi:) I'm Kiki, i love to dance and sing and i have some secret talents. I have alot of siblings.
Kiki is my name and rapping is my game. #JusticeForALEX❤ 1~24~17❤ RIP AFQ❤ SC: Keek_29... Twitter: itssskiki... Ig: itssssskiki
Before you date me... You need to understand that I'm damaged. I get triggered easily. I have struggled with things. There are nights when i'm curled up in a ball on the floor and i won't talk to anyone. I'll shut you out. I'm not going to be able to trust you for a while, because everyone has always left, cheated,or chosen someone else. I will need reassurance. I will need you, I will need you to keep choosing me, I'll need you to care when i text you saying I'm getting bad again. I'm a lot, i know this... So before you think i'm always happy, that i'll always be positive, that i'll always be smiling, know the reality before you get involved. Don't enter my life if you can't handle it, Lastly, don't you dare touch my heart if you aren't ready for that.
I can't take a pill without thinking about overdosing. I can't cross a street without wanting to jump in front of a car. I can't shave without wanting to slit my wrists. I can't walk along high things without wanting to jump. Every moment, every aspect, every vision of my life is changed by this depression and its killing me. It's made me weak and vulnerable and these thoughts are winning.
Do you remember me? I’m the girl who you called fat, the girl you called ugly, the girl you told to go kill yourself, the girl you told that no one will ever love. Guess what i already know that because my parents have told me that and i know no one will ever love me because who would love someone who’s ugly, who’s fat, who cuts at night, who cries herself to sleep, who never wants to wake up in the morning. Who doesn’t want to go to school but pretends that she LOVES going to school. Who pretends her life is wonderful. Who pretends that she is happy. Who smiles just because she’s tired of getting asked what’s wrong? The girl who hides her scars with an “I’m fine” The girl who hides behind a fake smile. The girl you think you know.
Kiki* posted a quote
November 15, 2016 12:53am UTC
SURVEY: Name: Kiki Single or taken: Single Gender: Female Birthday: Feb, 26,2000 Siblings: 41 siblings Hair colour: brunette Eye colour: Brown Height: 5'5" R E L A T I O N S H I P S Are you straight/bisexual/gay?:Straight Who are your best friends? Alex, Ryan, Jayden, Bri, You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Nope F A S H I O N | S T U F F Where is your favorite place to shop for clothes: Forever 21 Any tattoos or piercings?: 6 piercings What is your most comfortable outfit?: jeans and a hoodie What do you usually wear?: jeans and a hoodie S P E C I F I C S Do you do drugs? Yup What kind of shampoo do you use? Any kind What are you most scared of?: Being rejected, not accepted What are you listening to right now?: Broccoli Who is the last person that you called?: My brother Who is the last person that called you?: Jayden Where do you want to get married?: Somewhere warm What would you change about yourself: Everything F A V O R I T E S Colors: Purple, Black, Red, Gold Foods: Pizza, Hamburgers Movies: Disney, horror movies H A V E | Y O U | E V E R Given anyone a bath?: Yes my little sister Smoked?: Yea Bungee jumped?: No but i want to Made yourself throw up?: no Skinny dipped? No Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: NO Cried?: Yes Lied?: Yeah Fallen for your best friend?: NO Used someone?: No Done something you regret?: Everything Self-harmed: Yes L A S T | P E R S O N You left a message for: Jayden You texted: My friend Chris You cuddled with: Jayden A R E | Y O U Understanding: Yes Open-minded: Yes Insecure: Yes Hungry: Always Smart :Yes Moody: Sometimes Hard working: Heck yea i dont have 6 jobs for nothing. Organized: Not really Healthy: No Difficult: Most of the time Bored easily: Not always Angry: At myself Sad: Sad more like depressed Happy: Never Hyper: Yeah Trusting: Can't have trust issues
Kiki* posted a quote
November 12, 2016 11:54pm UTC
If you weren't important to me i wouldn't be thinking of you everyday. I wouldn't be talking about you, i wouldn't be crying my eyes out over you. Yet, you tell me that your not important to anyone. Your important to me.
To be honest with you i don’t have the words to make you feel better, But i don’t have the arms to give you a hug, ears to listen to whatever you want to talk about, and i have a heart; a heart that’s aching to see you smile again. Don’t depend too much on anyone in this world because even your shadow leaves you when you’re in darkness
Once upon a time there was a girl who just wanted to be pretty. She starved herself,cut herself, and cried every night. She prayed and prayed it would get better but it never did. This girl had no happy ending. This girl was ME.
The sooner it starts, the sooner it’ll be over. He’ll break your skin if you swear, Don’t swear. You’ll teach him a lesson later. Later. Biting your lip just makes your lip hurt. It’s like nobody else is even here. Like you’re alone in your own little world. And to hell with the rest of you.