cvnt*
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1 decade ago
really tho thank you for your dont be a baby comment. ive been praying, wishing, hoping, begging, crying for courage for weeks now, and i finally told this guy i like him. he hasnt replied, and im scared, but this is the first time ive ever told a guy i like them instead of giving up. without you being real with me, id have just let him go. and im glad i didnt, even if the result isnt the best. so thank you reply
InsertAliasHere
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1 decade ago
well, how did it go? what did he say? reply
cvnt*
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1 decade ago
no. i only follow people whose quotes i.adore. as you can see, that would be a grand total of 4 active people on this site reply
Vinita*
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1 decade ago
Ah, i see. Thank you anyways :) reply
cvnt*
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1 decade ago
i keep forgetting this site used to mean the world to me l o ll do u have instagram nikka reply
cvnt*
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1 decade ago
MAY I JUST SAY I HATE MY BEST FRIEND SO MUCH SHE LITERALLY JUST /RAGEQUIT AND SHE LIKES TO /KEYBOARDSMASH AND SHE SPELLS THO ALL THE WAY WITH THE UGH AT THE END AND SHE TYPES EVERYTHING LIKE A NEEDLE BUTT YET SHE STILL GETS ON TUMBLR NONONOSHE THINKS SHES GOOD AT INTERNET BUT SHE LAUGHS AND BAD THINGS AND TALKS ABOUT TUMBLR IRL AND ASKS ME WHY THEY TALK WEIRD AND DOESNT KNOW WHAT FANDOM AND SHIPPING IS I WANT HER TO GO AWAY reply
cvnt*
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1 decade ago
I JUST WANNA SAY HOW MUCH YOU ROCK AND LIKE. YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND ON THE INTERNET ALMOST LIKE EVER AND LIKE YOU JUST WE HAVE EVERYTHING IN COMMON AND WE'RE BOTH JUST GR8 WHY CAN'T EVERYONE BE LIKE US TO MAKE THIS SITE WORTH COMING TO. reply
cvnt*
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1 decade ago
All the good people I follow pretty much left and then you come into my life. Are u god bc this miracle cannot real. You=me ok bye reply
cvnt*
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1 decade ago
Ok so I've been seriously thinking about what you said and I hate it but you're right. I'm not mad, but you're very, very right, and I'm still kind of brooding over that.
But I'm trying now to seriously get over it and hopefully cut her totally out of my life but it is so d a m n difficult which sucks. But yeah. I'll get over it eventually; I've talked it over with my best friend and her girlfriend, who've both been through their own fair share of relationship crap, and they're helping me get over it. Well, they'd both thought she was horrible for myself, because of all the internal issues I'm still dealing with, they thought she was unhealthy but I never listened. I'm listening now. reply
cvnt*
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1 decade ago
the story in short:
i texted a girl in june. didn't know her. she asked me a question about harry potter. she never responded when i asked who she was. i texted her back and we conversed over stupid stuff. we continued talking for months, and she refused to tell me who she was. but i told her everything about me. i trusted her. then she told me she liked me and eventually told me who she was. there's a lot of stuff that took place in between that. most important: she told the wrong group of people she liked a girl before she revealed who she was. one of the girls got angry bc they liked her, but she liked me. so she had to keep me secret for my safety. anyway, over thanksgiving, she told me she was glad i knew who she was so she could finally call me hers. but i was like confused over everything & not ready to have this private bull crap. so i ended it. technically, she ended after (yet another one of our constant) fight(s). and she said she'd never talk to me again, when i never said i wanted that. so i told everyone who knew about her that i played her like a piano and ended it and hurt her so nobody would find out that she ended it and i cried and was upset and crap. in february, we talked again bc i needed to talk to someone about fob ending hiatus with. then crap happened like we fought over who ended it and why and apologies and all. and on v-day i made her a valentine and when i was ready to give it to her, i overheard her talking about her new boyfriend. so i threw it away, cried, and was like the foqqq. wat. and we fought over that. during them dating (they still are but before i ended it again)))) we talked about ending it and i cried really, really hard over that and she was like now i kno how i felt and im like u ended it i hurt too. then she kept like telling me blatantly that she's in love with me but will never cheat except hello she even invited me over and revoked the invitation bc she was "afraid of cheating" UR ALREADY CHEATING IF U HAV TO HIDE UR TEXTS??????? but she would vent about being forced to live a "double life" except nope it's all her choice. we even exchanged /those/ pictures and on her 2 month with her boyfriend she posted about how she's able to finally stay committed and loyal like wat. ur not loyal to anyone. ur a cheater. we talked about what would happen if she dropped lukas and she told me str8 up she'd keep us a total secret from everyone but it isnt against me it's just privacy wat ur relationship with a guy is public dont do this. a lot of other stuff happened. she told me she wanted to be happy for once and only happy with me. she constantly apologized for dating the guy. so much crap. she put me through so much. friday and saturday we were fighting again. i finally just told her that i'm not leaving her again (((((as if i did the first time but that is a very confusing and totally separate story with too many emotions and thoughts to actually explain)))))))) but that i'm ending our crap and if she doesn't wanna speak bc shes not okay with being "just friends" and i don't want a relationship and wont be the other one or be put in jeopardy of being cheated on (look what shes doing to lukas) then fine we wont speak. the last thing she said to me? a snapchat of her smiling with http://vaks.in/wp-content/uploads/2012/07/e420.png that emoji across the screen wtf wtf wtffffff nO i was honestly so mad and i'm just a little (extremely) heartbroken over everything, bc there's obviously a lot of fights and talks and personal stuff that i'm not sharing but that's the gist and it's still quite long reply
cvnt*
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1 decade ago
Hiiii(: My shirt says Owl City, ha ha. & thanks, but I do hide it in real life, except around a few people. reply
cvnt*
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1 decade ago
Your username is sheer genius. And I like your eyes. reply
cvnt*
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1 decade ago
No problem! Glad I could help.(: reply
cvnt*
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1 decade ago
About your sexuality, I was like that. I liked the same guy for years, but Freshman year I got over him. Through middle school, I noticed girls. When I got to high school, I REALLY noticed girls. I met a girl I really am crazy about. I still find guys attractive physically. Not a lot, but there are guys whose faces are... nice. Girls are attractive in every aspect, for me. Emotional connection, physical connection, romantic connection, personal connection, everything. To be lesbian isn't to be guyish. Ever heard the term "lipstick lesbian" or "femme?" I consider myself a step down from femme-- mostly girly, somewhat guyish. reply
whateveritsausername
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1 decade ago
Ok, I'm gona just wait it out a while and see what happens. But thanks soo much it really helped! reply
cvnt*
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1 decade ago
No problem! Glad I could help.(: reply
cvnt*
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1 decade ago
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xXAoG8vAyzI reply
cvnt*
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1 decade ago
Some lesbians are like that. Personally, I'm pretty feminine, as is my best friend who is lesbian, and the girl I'm "talking" to. I wear make up & dress nice & act how is typically considered "girly," just not extremely. I also can act guyish. & My best friend's girlfriend is guyish looking & acts guyish. So do three of her friends. But that's totally irrelevant to what your sexuality is. I don't wanna make this comment too long, but there's a video I watched which explains it really well which I can show you. reply
whateveritsausername
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1 decade ago
Yea that would be cool, could you comment the link please? reply
cvnt*
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1 decade ago
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xXAoG8vAyzI reply
whateveritsausername
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1 decade ago
Or maybe that's true, I really don't know. The thing is, I'm 14 and I've liked the same guy for three years and I've started to notice that I don't really like him or any guys. I don't like girls either, but about a month ago I was thinking about gay right and such and I was all "I wish I was gay because I would be so good at proving to people that gay people are awesome and stuff" and I almost think I might be a lesbian but idk so I was just curious as to what you were like in general because in my head lesbians are super boyish... So yea that's why I was wondering reply
cvnt*
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1 decade ago
About your sexuality, I was like that. I liked the same guy for years, but Freshman year I got over him. Through middle school, I noticed girls. When I got to high school, I REALLY noticed girls. I met a girl I really am crazy about. I still find guys attractive physically. Not a lot, but there are guys whose faces are... nice. Girls are attractive in every aspect, for me. Emotional connection, physical connection, romantic connection, personal connection, everything. To be lesbian isn't to be guyish. Ever heard the term "lipstick lesbian" or "femme?" I consider myself a step down from femme-- mostly girly, somewhat guyish. reply
whateveritsausername
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1 decade ago
Ok, I'm gona just wait it out a while and see what happens. But thanks soo much it really helped! reply
cvnt*
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1 decade ago
No problem! Glad I could help.(: reply
whateveritsausername
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1 decade ago
Well based off from what I know (just stereotypes) people think that lesbians are normally very boyish with short hair and no makeup? Like I know that's not true, but you said you were a lesbian and some of your friends were too and I was just curious what you're like reply
cvnt*
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1 decade ago
Some lesbians are like that. Personally, I'm pretty feminine, as is my best friend who is lesbian, and the girl I'm "talking" to. I wear make up & dress nice & act how is typically considered "girly," just not extremely. I also can act guyish. & My best friend's girlfriend is guyish looking & acts guyish. So do three of her friends. But that's totally irrelevant to what your sexuality is. I don't wanna make this comment too long, but there's a video I watched which explains it really well which I can show you. reply
whateveritsausername
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1 decade ago
Yea that would be cool, could you comment the link please? reply
cvnt*
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1 decade ago
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xXAoG8vAyzI reply
cvnt*
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1 decade ago
If it were me I'd be pretty torn, haha. But to each his or her own, I suppose. reply
cvnt*
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1 decade ago
You're welcome! It was this guy like Lorcan. He posted one of your quotes and was fangirling pretty hard so I got all curious. reply
cvnt*
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1 decade ago
aw aw aW *squishy hugs*
that made me smile(: thank you! you're so sweet
also i love astronaut. it's one of my favorites definitely reply
ChocoTaco
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1 decade ago
*Hugs back* ^-^
Aw, I'm glad <33 thank you!!!
And yes mine too ^-^ love that song c: reply
cvnt*
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1 decade ago
Your quotes are quite lovely. As well as the the things listed after the plus sign. I just noticed you're following me, but some guy posted about you on my Facebook. And yeah. Definitely I love your quotes and maybe even you if you weren't male.(; reply
cvnt* · 1 decade ago
really tho thank you for your dont be a baby comment. ive been praying, wishing, hoping, begging, crying for courage for weeks now, and i finally told this guy i like him. he hasnt replied, and im scared, but this is the first time ive ever told a guy i like them instead of giving up. without you being real with me, id have just let him go. and im glad i didnt, even if the result isnt the best. so thank you
reply
InsertAliasHere · 1 decade ago
well, how did it go? what did he say?
reply
cvnt* · 1 decade ago
no. i only follow people whose quotes i.adore. as you can see, that would be a grand total of 4 active people on this site
reply
Vinita* · 1 decade ago
Ah, i see. Thank you anyways :)
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cvnt* · 1 decade ago
i keep forgetting this site used to mean the world to me l o ll do u have instagram nikka
reply
cvnt* · 1 decade ago
YOUR USERNAME OMG.
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petrificustotalus · 1 decade ago
c: <3
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cvnt* · 1 decade ago
MAY I JUST SAY I HATE MY BEST FRIEND SO MUCH SHE LITERALLY JUST /RAGEQUIT AND SHE LIKES TO /KEYBOARDSMASH AND SHE SPELLS THO ALL THE WAY WITH THE UGH AT THE END AND SHE TYPES EVERYTHING LIKE A NEEDLE BUTT YET SHE STILL GETS ON TUMBLR NONONOSHE THINKS SHES GOOD AT INTERNET BUT SHE LAUGHS AND BAD THINGS AND TALKS ABOUT TUMBLR IRL AND ASKS ME WHY THEY TALK WEIRD AND DOESNT KNOW WHAT FANDOM AND SHIPPING IS I WANT HER TO GO AWAY
reply
cvnt* · 1 decade ago
I JUST WANNA SAY HOW MUCH YOU ROCK AND LIKE. YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND ON THE INTERNET ALMOST LIKE EVER AND LIKE YOU JUST WE HAVE EVERYTHING IN COMMON AND WE'RE BOTH JUST GR8 WHY CAN'T EVERYONE BE LIKE US TO MAKE THIS SITE WORTH COMING TO.
reply
cvnt* · 1 decade ago
All the good people I follow pretty much left and then you come into my life. Are u god bc this miracle cannot real. You=me ok bye
reply
cvnt* · 1 decade ago
Ok so I've been seriously thinking about what you said and I hate it but you're right. I'm not mad, but you're very, very right, and I'm still kind of brooding over that.
But I'm trying now to seriously get over it and hopefully cut her totally out of my life but it is so d a m n difficult which sucks. But yeah. I'll get over it eventually; I've talked it over with my best friend and her girlfriend, who've both been through their own fair share of relationship crap, and they're helping me get over it. Well, they'd both thought she was horrible for myself, because of all the internal issues I'm still dealing with, they thought she was unhealthy but I never listened. I'm listening now.
reply
cvnt* · 1 decade ago
the story in short:
i texted a girl in june. didn't know her. she asked me a question about harry potter. she never responded when i asked who she was. i texted her back and we conversed over stupid stuff. we continued talking for months, and she refused to tell me who she was. but i told her everything about me. i trusted her. then she told me she liked me and eventually told me who she was. there's a lot of stuff that took place in between that. most important: she told the wrong group of people she liked a girl before she revealed who she was. one of the girls got angry bc they liked her, but she liked me. so she had to keep me secret for my safety. anyway, over thanksgiving, she told me she was glad i knew who she was so she could finally call me hers. but i was like confused over everything & not ready to have this private bull crap. so i ended it. technically, she ended after (yet another one of our constant) fight(s). and she said she'd never talk to me again, when i never said i wanted that. so i told everyone who knew about her that i played her like a piano and ended it and hurt her so nobody would find out that she ended it and i cried and was upset and crap. in february, we talked again bc i needed to talk to someone about fob ending hiatus with. then crap happened like we fought over who ended it and why and apologies and all. and on v-day i made her a valentine and when i was ready to give it to her, i overheard her talking about her new boyfriend. so i threw it away, cried, and was like the foqqq. wat. and we fought over that. during them dating (they still are but before i ended it again)))) we talked about ending it and i cried really, really hard over that and she was like now i kno how i felt and im like u ended it i hurt too. then she kept like telling me blatantly that she's in love with me but will never cheat except hello she even invited me over and revoked the invitation bc she was "afraid of cheating" UR ALREADY CHEATING IF U HAV TO HIDE UR TEXTS??????? but she would vent about being forced to live a "double life" except nope it's all her choice. we even exchanged /those/ pictures and on her 2 month with her boyfriend she posted about how she's able to finally stay committed and loyal like wat. ur not loyal to anyone. ur a cheater. we talked about what would happen if she dropped lukas and she told me str8 up she'd keep us a total secret from everyone but it isnt against me it's just privacy wat ur relationship with a guy is public dont do this. a lot of other stuff happened. she told me she wanted to be happy for once and only happy with me. she constantly apologized for dating the guy. so much crap. she put me through so much. friday and saturday we were fighting again. i finally just told her that i'm not leaving her again (((((as if i did the first time but that is a very confusing and totally separate story with too many emotions and thoughts to actually explain)))))))) but that i'm ending our crap and if she doesn't wanna speak bc shes not okay with being "just friends" and i don't want a relationship and wont be the other one or be put in jeopardy of being cheated on (look what shes doing to lukas) then fine we wont speak. the last thing she said to me? a snapchat of her smiling with http://vaks.in/wp-content/uploads/2012/07/e420.png that emoji across the screen wtf wtf wtffffff nO i was honestly so mad and i'm just a little (extremely) heartbroken over everything, bc there's obviously a lot of fights and talks and personal stuff that i'm not sharing but that's the gist and it's still quite long
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cvnt* · 1 decade ago
Hiiii(: My shirt says Owl City, ha ha. & thanks, but I do hide it in real life, except around a few people.
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bella is a penguin * · 1 decade ago
Oh Coolio :)
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cvnt* · 1 decade ago
Your username is sheer genius. And I like your eyes.
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cvnt* · 1 decade ago
No problem! Glad I could help.(:
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cvnt* · 1 decade ago
About your sexuality, I was like that. I liked the same guy for years, but Freshman year I got over him. Through middle school, I noticed girls. When I got to high school, I REALLY noticed girls. I met a girl I really am crazy about. I still find guys attractive physically. Not a lot, but there are guys whose faces are... nice. Girls are attractive in every aspect, for me. Emotional connection, physical connection, romantic connection, personal connection, everything. To be lesbian isn't to be guyish. Ever heard the term "lipstick lesbian" or "femme?" I consider myself a step down from femme-- mostly girly, somewhat guyish.
reply
whateveritsausername · 1 decade ago
Ok, I'm gona just wait it out a while and see what happens. But thanks soo much it really helped!
reply
cvnt* · 1 decade ago
No problem! Glad I could help.(:
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cvnt* · 1 decade ago
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xXAoG8vAyzI
reply
cvnt* · 1 decade ago
Some lesbians are like that. Personally, I'm pretty feminine, as is my best friend who is lesbian, and the girl I'm "talking" to. I wear make up & dress nice & act how is typically considered "girly," just not extremely. I also can act guyish. & My best friend's girlfriend is guyish looking & acts guyish. So do three of her friends. But that's totally irrelevant to what your sexuality is. I don't wanna make this comment too long, but there's a video I watched which explains it really well which I can show you.
reply
whateveritsausername · 1 decade ago
Yea that would be cool, could you comment the link please?
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cvnt* · 1 decade ago
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xXAoG8vAyzI
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cvnt* · 1 decade ago
Ask away!
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whateveritsausername · 1 decade ago
Or maybe that's true, I really don't know. The thing is, I'm 14 and I've liked the same guy for three years and I've started to notice that I don't really like him or any guys. I don't like girls either, but about a month ago I was thinking about gay right and such and I was all "I wish I was gay because I would be so good at proving to people that gay people are awesome and stuff" and I almost think I might be a lesbian but idk so I was just curious as to what you were like in general because in my head lesbians are super boyish... So yea that's why I was wondering
reply
cvnt* · 1 decade ago
About your sexuality, I was like that. I liked the same guy for years, but Freshman year I got over him. Through middle school, I noticed girls. When I got to high school, I REALLY noticed girls. I met a girl I really am crazy about. I still find guys attractive physically. Not a lot, but there are guys whose faces are... nice. Girls are attractive in every aspect, for me. Emotional connection, physical connection, romantic connection, personal connection, everything. To be lesbian isn't to be guyish. Ever heard the term "lipstick lesbian" or "femme?" I consider myself a step down from femme-- mostly girly, somewhat guyish.
reply
whateveritsausername · 1 decade ago
Ok, I'm gona just wait it out a while and see what happens. But thanks soo much it really helped!
reply
cvnt* · 1 decade ago
No problem! Glad I could help.(:
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whateveritsausername · 1 decade ago
Well based off from what I know (just stereotypes) people think that lesbians are normally very boyish with short hair and no makeup? Like I know that's not true, but you said you were a lesbian and some of your friends were too and I was just curious what you're like
reply
cvnt* · 1 decade ago
Some lesbians are like that. Personally, I'm pretty feminine, as is my best friend who is lesbian, and the girl I'm "talking" to. I wear make up & dress nice & act how is typically considered "girly," just not extremely. I also can act guyish. & My best friend's girlfriend is guyish looking & acts guyish. So do three of her friends. But that's totally irrelevant to what your sexuality is. I don't wanna make this comment too long, but there's a video I watched which explains it really well which I can show you.
reply
whateveritsausername · 1 decade ago
Yea that would be cool, could you comment the link please?
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cvnt* · 1 decade ago
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xXAoG8vAyzI
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cvnt* · 1 decade ago
If it were me I'd be pretty torn, haha. But to each his or her own, I suppose.
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cvnt* · 1 decade ago
You're welcome! It was this guy like Lorcan. He posted one of your quotes and was fangirling pretty hard so I got all curious.
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cvnt* · 1 decade ago
aw aw aW *squishy hugs*
that made me smile(: thank you! you're so sweet
also i love astronaut. it's one of my favorites definitely
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ChocoTaco · 1 decade ago
*Hugs back* ^-^
Aw, I'm glad <33 thank you!!!
And yes mine too ^-^ love that song c:
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cvnt* · 1 decade ago
Your quotes are quite lovely. As well as the the things listed after the plus sign. I just noticed you're following me, but some guy posted about you on my Facebook. And yeah. Definitely I love your quotes and maybe even you if you weren't male.(;
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