Just A Little Story About The Love Of My Life.
His name is Adam and he's only fifteen.
In the summer he got into a bad accident because of a drunk driver.
And he's never been the same since.
I first started talking to his sister, Katie, and she was telling me a little bit about him.
The first time we talked, just his personality got me. I liked him alot before I even knew what he looked like.
When he started venting to me, I cried. I felt so bad for him. And I wanted to help.
I started to talk to him everynight, and he is one of the sweetest guy's I have ever met.
I started telling my best friend how I much I liked him. And I eventually told his sister.
They both suggested I told him. So one night, talking to him, I wrote him a long paragraph telling him how I really felt. He told me it was sweet. I could tell he didn't need a girlfriend on his hands. I understood.
On October 10th of 2010, I got a message from him. He asked me out. I texted my best friend crying my eyes out because I was so happy. He tells me I'm beautiful every day. And I'm seriously so happy I'm with him..I felt like the most luckiest girl in the world..
He has been severly depressed to the point where he cuts himself. Deep. Breaks and punches mirrors because he says he can't stand looking at his skinny, scarred and bruised up body. He is so insecure about his looks. He thought I was going to break up with because he is ugly. But in reality, he is the most cutest boy in the world. The doctors told him he is going to die in January. And I was so, so scared and so depressed that whole month. I could barely sleep. Eat. Think. I was so worried.
But, when January was over, and now we are in March. I'm so happy..but I'm still so so worried about him. The other day he fell down the stairs and he almost died.. He has a father who is not willing to pay his medical bills, threw a freaking vase at his head, threw him down the stairs and tellls him he is worthless and a waste of money and time.
One day he was getting a test done and his doctor was trying to make conversation with him and asked him if he had a girlfriend, and he said "Yes, and if I didn't have her, you wouldn't be testing me." The nurse said, "why?" and he replied, "because I would be dead."
Something he said one night to me: "noone could care less about me, I don't care anymore. I'm not worth sh●t. I'm loosing everything. And I want out.I'm un important, invisible, a lost cause. Noone needs me to fight for myself. They are better off. God puts me through hell. Im better off dead. Gone. Out of everyone's way. I'm just f●●king Adam. The sick boy in the hospital. That gives everyone problems. I'm a waste of space, money and love. I'm nothing without you. You save me from slits, and inducements. Nothing has been your fault, your smart, beautiful and loyal. How I got you as someone who loves me so much. I don't know. But I thank my stars for it.I feel like killing myself everyday."
As you can see, he pretty much has the worst f●●king life ever. I wanted to write this quote on here for a long time now. But didn't want people to think it was fake..and I just wanted attention. I swear on my life this is 100 percent true..
He May Not Be Exactly Perfect ; But To Me He Is.
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