&+ we always hear about the girls who have fake smiles, w h o p r e t e n d t o b e h a p p y, w h e n r e a l l y t h e y 'r e dying on the inside. But, really? Not every girl is like that. some are just___* happy.
>> this is causing both of us misery. You know it, i know it.<< Just stop. You're smothering me. Can't you see when i pull away from you? How can you not understand no means no, not try harder. >> I'm not some little girl << who's going to change her mind and want you back. I know what i need, for the most part. x x (_.·´¯`·×» and I need you to leave.
Don't tell I >>stole<< another's heart, Don't tell that mine was s-t-o-l-e-n. Don't tell I shade the (silver moon,) And paint the sunlight .g.o.l.d.e.n. Don't tell my life was changed xonexdayx, Don't tell the one who >changed< it. Don't tell my soul was *lost* before a [soaring spirit] saved it. credit to foreverdreamer95 *my edit :]
I'm here. this is the easiest way to say i love you. somehow, i didn't think you'd believe it if i said the words. so i'm going to prove it to you. il'l be there, whenever, forever. don't doubt me. i've had my eye on you for a long while now. i fell a long time ago. but, i was scared. i'm still scared. scared you're going to hate me, scared of all the unknown things. please believe me. i love you.
*** Remember when *** ---> I c a u g h t y o u r e y e ? <--- you gave me rainbows and [butterflies] w e | d i d | e n j o y | o u r | h a p p i n e s s when our >> love << was over, i was such a [mess.] I *smiled* at you and -----> you *smiled* back. that's when i knew, there's no turning back you said you *loved* me, __and i did too__ now though it's o-v-e-r, i still love you.
I take one big step and i look away and i thought of all the things that i wanted to say i'm always too late, you never got your story straight i'm always up late, i t h i n k i ' m e v e r y t h i n g y o u h a t e. not mine :]