Hello! I'm Brittany. I have 2 other wittys, but I felt like I needed one that no one I know knew about. Well...I guess if this is my about me, I should probably tell you a little about me. First, I am here no matter what for whoever needs me. I have depression and anxiety. I'm going to college next year to study psychology so that I can be an affordable therapist for teenagers who have mood and anxiety disorders. I don't want anyone to feel the way I do. I love music. I listen to basically everything. But hey, everyone has to draw a line somewhere, and for me that when someone can't write a song without swearing every other word, or if someone's voice is just flat out painful. My favorite band ever is The Beatles. My favorite band that still exists is Mayday parade. My favorite singers are Ed Sheeran and Jason Mraz. I'm a sucker for feel good music and clever lyrics. Hmmm...my favorite color is purple. I'm 18 years old. I love singing and I plan to start making covers of songs as soon as I get a better microphone for my laptop, so if any of you are interested in hearing me, I'll put links to videos on here when i post them on youtube. I have a wonderful and handsome boyfriend. He's my best friend, my hero, my prince, my partner in crime, and my favorite person on the planet. I love God, and I'll pray for you if you'd like. I'm always here for any of you, and I promise, I don't bite, hard ;). So yea...That's me, take it or leave it.
I've always been the "cute" girl. I used to think it was great, but now I wish people would see me as a gorgeous, 18 year old woman. I'm so sick of people looking at me like I'm 13 still. I want to be the girl who turns heads when i walk into a room for once.
So I just want everyone to know that my best friend is the most wonderful person ever. He also happens to be my boyfriend. Today we had a church service and one of the pastors said that if anyone needed any kind of healing prayer that we should come forward. I've gone up before for prayer, but it never really changes anything...but today was different. See, the pastor said he felt like God said there was someone with a knee problem, and a young person struggling with cutting, and said that they specifically should come forward to be healed. I started bawling...I hurt my knees and back pretty badly when I was in marching band, and I've been struggling not to cut for the past 6 years. I cut a lot from the time I was 12 until the day I met my boyfriend, when I was almost 16. I stopped for about a year, and cut once, and then hadnt again until a few days ago...I really needed help. I don't feel the depression or the need to cut anymore, and I honestly think it's because my best friend wouldn't let me miss the chance to get better. I don't know if any of you will read this, or if you'll care, but I felt like I should share my story with you guys. Your lives are worth so much, you don't need a boy to love you in order for that to be true. Yeah, of course it's nice to be in a secure relationship, but you need to find worth in yourself. I'm here for all of you, whether you want prayer or just someone to talk to.