Because of you. Prologue I closed my eyes. I could feel his heavy breathing from across the room. I stood in near tears. As I opened my eyes, gazing into his, I could feel the pain. We were both in pain. I twisted my wrist and turned the knob. "I'm sorry." he whispered. I hesitated at his words..but continued forward. Was this the end? I promise it will get 1,000 times better! I didn't wanna give away too much in the prologue but I really think you'll enjoy this..
Who Would Have Known 1 Night Mom! Night Dad! Night Sis! Night Bro’s! I was so tired..last day of school tomorrow! I thought.. It was the last day of 7th grade, everyone energetic to get away from the crazy teachers, loads of homework, and hot hallways. There were yearbooks everywhere you turned your head, and everyone was chatting. You never do anything on the last day, anyways. This was going to be an awesome summer. First, my family and I would go away on an all inclusive trip to an amazing island. Then, I would go to sleep away camp for 2 weeks, releaving myself from the drama and getting fresh, wilderness air. Finally, for the last month and a half or so, I would go to my Grandma’s new, huge modern condo alongside the beach, going on the boardwalk everyday or playing soccer and volleyball on the beach. How could I forget the crazy boardwalk rollercoasters and world-famous ice cream? Finally, as the bell rang, everyone screamed and headed for the doors. It will get better! I promise! 5 favs and I'll continue :) Trust me it gets a lot better, I just want to know if you girls wanted to keep reading? Fave/Comment/Follow Format by twilightgirl995
Don't you dare tell me to "forget about it." Don't tell me to forget all the feelings I felt, all of the pain I went through, all of the tears I cried with them. All of the memories we shared and laughs we had. Because they were my best friend, and I don't even know where we stand. There's not a single day that goes by that I don't think about them or what it used to be like. Don't you dare tell me to forget about the only person who understands me. Don't you dare.
He loved me and hurt me unlike any other. I don't even think he knows how much pain and suffer he put me through & I am still going through, which is why I can't let go. I promised myself to never let him go. That was the worst decision, but how was I to know his innocent self could hurt me, after everything we'd been through? He doesn't deserve me, but I can't let him go. I never will.
Lollipops turned into cigarettes. The innocent turned into whores. Homework goes in the trash. Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka. Bikes become cars. Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground? When protection meant wearing a helmet? When the worst thing you can get from boys were cooties? Dad's shoulders were the highest place on Earth and your mom was your hero? Race issues were who ran the fastest and the only drug you knew was cough medicine. The most pain you felt was when you scraped your knees and goodbyes were only until tomorrow. We couldn't even wait to grow up... I miss my childhood.
WITTY BEST FRIEND ANYONE? I love sports. You have to be able to put up with my crazy stories and problems.. I'm funny, so accepting and really understanding. I love to help. Comment if you want a witty best friend too!
The other day, a teacher who works in my lunch room, who will also be my coach next year, saw me really upset. He came and sat next to me and pointed at the bracelet i was wearing. it said "You are love." I took it off and threw it in the garbage. Maybe people will realize now. I miss you more than anything, J. <3