Dear B,
Wow, things between us have reached every level possible in just a matter of knowing eachother since march...the 14th to be exact. I'll never forget that day btw. It went from seeing you at a restaurant in MY town, not even from where you lived, and instantly we both noticed eachother. I still say it was fate. I instantly somehow recognized who you were though we didnt even know each other(thanks to facebook). Soon after I found out you got another job helping a guy who is like my brother. You got my number from him and texted me...you had a gf. As it turned out tho, she was gonna be leaving soon and moving. We talked twice after and then not again for over a month. One Sunday morning I woke up to a text from you asking to go to the movies that day. I instantly had butterflies in my tummy. When you got to my house my mom let you in and when I walked into the room and we said Hi for the first time...I knew I'd never forget you. It was the best night of my life. Everything went perfectly. We continued seeing eachother almost everyday after that for 3 weeks straight, it felt like I knew you for years. You told me all kinds of lies(I still hold on to that they just might be the truth) and you broke my heart for the first time and ruined my springbreak. You did a complete 180 and said you didnt see how it was possible to have strong feelings for someone, after you told me crap about you liked me sooo much and things were just different with me...how stupid could I have been to believe you. In a matter of 1 week after this was when I realized I loved you. My first love and I didnt even get a chance to show you. We started hanging out soon after that and was basically just friends with benefits but I was happier that way then not having you in my life at all. You started to text me less and seem busy so I stopped all communication with you to see if maybe, just maybe you'd come chasing after me...you didnt....Well, its been over 2 months now and we hadnt talked, seen eachother, nothing. Finally, I got to see you this past Sunday. I know theres gotta be something between us cuz the way we just stare into eachother eyes for minutes at a time not saying a word, and the way we both smile whenever we're around eachother has to mean something, right?That whole night my life just seemed good again tho. No, better than good. Perfect. But no matter how much my parents hated you now and all the bad things they said to bring me down, I didnt care..I was with you again. You still dont wanna date but thats okay...I still believe every little thing that has happened with us has been fate, and God wouldnt have put me thru all of this pain and all those nights and tears shed just to let things end this way...and I still hope and wish EVERY single night that you'll realize all this too. No matter how long I have to wait or how long I have to go thru not seeing or talking to you, I'll be here waiting for you. Just remember that. Out of all the girls you said hurt you, I can promise you that I'll never hurt you. I love you, with everything I have...thats a promise.
love,
J
(true story sadly)
jenners