*****please help me. I'm sad and heartbroken.*****
so, from pre-k through 4th grade this girl was my best friend...
we drifted in 5th in different classes,
in 6th we were barely talking
because she was friends with these new people,
so those new people were nice to me,
but my 1st best friend acted akward and distant.
so i made friends with another group.
these guys were my life support, they were always there
until one of the girl started bossing us around.
and we all drifted apart, sick of her.
--so during this time i was friends on & off with this guy.
he's always in drama but acts innocent so nobody knows hes evil.
but lets not get ahead of the story.-----------
so i was crying because my friends and I drifted,
so this girl asked if I could sit with her.
that, for some reason angered this guy,
so he acted like a great friend,
then right when I thought
I was fitting in with his group of friends,
he sent me nasty texts,
the girls at the table got mad at him,
but he tricked them into thinking I sent them to him.
then he turned most of the school against me,
accept for a few people that are nice
but they already have a group I can't just invite myself into it.
and so there was this one girl on the side, who I met in 6th grade,
she was there forever, pretty much my best friend.
but she was popular, so I wasn't her best friend,
but I dealt with it, because I'd never want to lose her.
but when she found out this guy was starting drama with me,
she told me and that guy she couldn't be friends
with either of us.
now, she barely talks to me, but does talk sometimes...
and I'm left with no true best friends,
I act happy but I'm not.
Did I mention the guy I like pays no attention to me?
I'm invisable!
I can't switch schools until high school,
and I'm only in the beginning of 7th grade.
I don't know what to do
but I know I can't go on like this.
I'd want to kill myself.
So, someone help me please.
What should I do?