It's been almost four months. Since you were last here. Since you made the choice to drink and drive. My world crashed down. It fell apart. It would have been 4 years yesterday since we started our story. But it ended on July 18th, 2012. I vowed that I'd never love another. That no one would be the same as you. But I've learned. It is possible to live on. It's possible to not hurt so bad. Because I know you're always here. And he's just like you. i never thought it was possible. But he says the same things you did. He makes me laugh as hard as you did. And it is possible. I'll always love you. But I think I might actually be okay.
Don't kiss my lips and tell me you can't stay, Don't slip your hand under my shirt and tell me it's okay, Don't say it doesn't matter, because it's gonna matter to me. I can't be alone with you... </3 Format credit to Narwhallayouts
I finally texted him last night... I didn't think I'd actually get a reply.. Buuut.. He said "hey".. And all I replied with was "Oh.. Sorry.. I didn't mean to text you...." Because I know he won't listen to what I have to say anyway......
I have 3 jobs. Whenever I'm not working, I'm exercising. When I'm not working or exercising, I find people to hang out with. I won't let myself have time to think. Because I can't afford to think about you.
I'm gonna live like you never broke me. I'm gonna love someone else more than I ever loved you. I'm gonna lose a ton of weight. And show you what you've been missing. I'm not gonna sit and cry any longer. I'm gonna show you what you've been missing. It's your turn to cry. Format by Sandrasaurus
I did it, girls. I finally had had enough, And I broke up with him. After 3 years of him leaving me, And always running back. I finally did it. I still feel sad. But I'm not gonna let him control me ANYMORE. Format by Breeze .