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imSoLost

1. imSoLost
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   October 21, 2012 1:13pm UTC
   I don't even know myself anymore...
   
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2. imSoLost
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   October 21, 2012 1:05pm UTC
   Payton....
   If it wasn't for him....
   I wouldn't be here
   </3
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3. imSoLost
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   October 17, 2012 3:57pm UTC
   I love it when they say they love him.
   I love it when I mean nothing.
   I just love it when my ex means more than I do to my so called friends and they never allow me to live it down.
   I just f*cking love it.
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4. imSoLost
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   October 11, 2012 11:46am UTC
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   I don't know what to do anymore...
   I was in love with him, deeply in love with him. He was the first guy I ever loved, I ever card for. I broke it off, because I realized he was bad for me. He was ..
   controlling
   abusive
   using me
   alcoholic
   eventually I found out he was cheating on me.
   well...
   He texted me last night. called me a...
   sl u tty
   stupid
   attention-seeking
   dumb
   b i t ch
   that needs to get over herself
   and grow the f u ck up.
   he admitted to cheating on me, admitted he used me. He laughed at me, and said I'd never understand what it was like to be hurt like he was.
   You know what I really can't believe?
   My *friends*?
   you know, the people who are supposed to help me through this?
   "Oh, we love him. He's so nice! He's so sweet! He's a great guy."
   Make any sense to you?
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5. imSoLost
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   September 20, 2012 11:37pm UTC
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   Girls..guys..whoever is out there..please...help me...
   It's Homecoming Week. I should be super excited, right? But...
   My ex-boyfriend, myfirst love, the one I'm not quite over yet-we were together for so long. Until about March, I never realized how unhealthy our relationship was. Yeah, for the most part I've moved on. But he's coming home-from Afghanistan-any day now. My "friends" couldn't be more excited. How unfair, right? I feel like NO ONE CARES about how he treated me. One of closest friends told me today, "I like him as a person, not a boyfriend, specifically yours." Like, I'm sorry...it's the same dAmn thing! I love her, truly I do, but NO ONE knows what I went through. No one cares to ask or sit down and listen. Right now..there's so much stress on my shoulders, between him, school, home-just everything. Not even my parents sat down and talked with me about what happened. They don't care. I'm sitting here with a blade to my wrist, after going four months without cutting, after just writing my fourth suicide note this school year...I'm trying to be strong...the counsellor helped, but I couldn't handle it anymore. It felt like it was all bs. I couldn't take it. Please...please talk to me, anyone. I don't want to do this. Nothing is sticking out to me right now as to why I should stay, as to why I shouldn't cut. I just...I know this is stupid. I'm sixteen years old, I'm a straight-A student, I'm better than this. But..I don't want to be. I'm invisible to everyone anyway, so...why bother staying? Why not just leave for good...please, I need help...
   nmf
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6. imSoLost
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   May 3, 2012 11:00am UTC
   School started...
   and everything was still pretty good. He was a senior, pretty protective of his freshman girlfriend. We hung out after school everyday until he had to go to work. It was fun...for awhile. Up until his best friend interfered...she liked him. She flirted with him. Everyone told me to b*tch her out but I liked her. I was trying to get along with her for him. That wasn't it. I changed so much for him. I didn't know who I was anymore...
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7. imSoLost
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   April 13, 2012 10:39am UTC
   *the end of our summer*
   Sometime in August, his mom won funcards to the Iowa State Fair. Now, for some of you, this may not be a big deal, but those midwestern-ers and Iowans out there will understand this a bit better. I'd never been to the State Fair, and I'd always wanted to go. I'd grown up watching it on IPTV (Iowa Public Television) wishing to enter the talent show, go to one of the concerts, see the butter cow-all of it. So when his mom called my mom asking if it was okay if I could go, you can bet I was ecstatic. We would go Friday, August 13th. We'd be missing the last day of band camp, but it was worth it. All the ride up there, I sat in the middle in their family suburban next to him. Behind us was Tori, his little sister, and her friend. Up front was his mom and Levi. His dad was at work so he was unable to tag along. The entire time, Levi had CDs going and somehow I fell asleep right on his shoulder. He didn't mind. Once we got there, him, Levi and I branched off on our own. I watched them play games and then we went on random rides. We got stuck at the top of the Ferris Wheel where I had my first make-out session (: We held hands and kissed all day and explored. I took tons of pictures and we rode the skyline and he told me his favorite time was when it was dark and the stars were out. He says I was beautiful and a lot better than her-his ex. We talked about random things and he jumped up and down with me when I got a text that my cousin had her baby. On the way home, he told me when lightning strikes and a couple is kissing, it means they're meant to be together. All the way home it stormed and we kissed.
   This was the day I fell in love.
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8. imSoLost
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   April 13, 2012 9:54am UTC
   his favorite memory ♥
   We went out to lunch almost everyday that week and the next. Sometime in the next week, he took me back to his house to show me around. He showed off his model cars he built with his brother, the drawings his sister made for him, and where the drinks were. Downstairs, he showed me where his room was going to be, and the bathroom his dad and brother and him were working on, along with his brother's soon-to-be bedroom. He showed me all the board games they had and where their mom kept all the pictures. Close to that was a refrigerator where the pop and water bottles were kept. He asked me if I wanted anything to drink. I said sure and grabbed a Mike's Hard Lemonade...Him, "You know my parents would kill me if you drank that.." Me, "really? Why?" Him, "You DO know that has alcohol in it, don't you?" me, "Oh...no, I didn't know that..." (I truly didn't -____-)
   
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9. imSoLost
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   April 13, 2012 9:52am UTC
   my first kiss♥
   Same day as the lemonade incident:
   After I said I didn't know that, he laughed. I felt stupid. I fell into his arms and he held me there for awhile as I complained. He said, "Anna, you're not stupid. You just didn't know-it happens." I still felt stupid. He laughed. After standing there in his arms for awhile I turned my head so I wasn't talking into his shoulder, more his chest. (He was about seven inches taller than me.) I said, "Would you believe me if I told you I've never had my first kiss before?" He snickered, "Not at all." When I didn't say anything, he tensed. "Have you?" I shook my head. I could hear him smile. "Would you like to change that?" I shrugged, "I don't care." "I'll leave it up to you," he said simply. I looked up at him, smiling. "Sure. " and so he leaned down and brushed his lips against mine :)
   
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10. imSoLost
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    April 12, 2012 4:10pm UTC
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    ~How we got together~
    All summer I talked to one of the sophomore girls that was there that day. We detassled together. His girlfriend that I was close to broke up with him and started dating Garrett the next day. His younger sister is my age, and she also detassled with us. She told me about it. I talked to the other girl about him. I admitted I liked him. She said I'd be cute with him and I should go for it.
    One day towards the end of the summer, we had Volleyball Camp. I was with my friends, Hallie and Jami. They were coming to my house. We went to Subway then went swimming at the pool in a town a few minutes away. He just so happened to be there, with his two best friends, John and Melissa, his little Sister (Tori) and Levi. We talked and flirted the whole three and a half hours we were there. We exchanged numbers before we had to leave and I texted him all night.
    The three of us wound up in the city park getting annoyed by Hallie's boyfriend's cousin and her best friend. I was still texting him and he was at the Creamery eating with his mom. He asked if we wanted to hang out. We met at the Creamery and started walking to the community center where we said we'd meet him. He picked us up when we had gotten a block. At the community center we played bastketball, flirted, talked and I asked him by text-yes by text in person-if he'd ever date me. He said, "I'll keep you in mind."
    I texted him for the rest of the night. Little did I know, Jami was texting him too. She told him little things about me that he ended up liking. He told her he was going to ask me out on a date the next day. She texted me telling me to keep my phone ON and on LOUD. Sure enough, the next day, "Won't Back Down" started playing-he'd set that as his ringtone in my phone. He asked me if I'd like to go out to lunch with him. After calling my mom and okay-ing with her, I said yes and I went on my first date ever. To the Creamery<3
    I was fourteen, gonna be a freshman.
    He was seventeen, gonna be a senior.
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    ..Nmf..
    
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11. imSoLost
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    April 12, 2012 12:33pm UTC
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    How we met
    I've known him awhile, most of my school-life. His brother, Levi, is a year younger than me, my brother a year younger than Levi. Levi and Ryan played baseball together and we interacted every now and again.
    One day, with the high school band director, a bunch of us went on a trip to Music On the March, in Dubuque, Iowa. He went, along with his girlfriend, another boy in their grade he didn't like, a girl a year older than me, and two sophomore girls. We flirted all day that day and I admitted to his girlfriend-whom I was good friends with-that I liked him. She said she knew this already. She flirted with the boy he didn't like-Garrett. Garrett was funny and I didn't see what was wrong with him.
    Later that day, I sat across from him at lunch at Pizza Ranch and walked around Hot Topic with him when we all went to the mall. When we got to the performance, I had to let him out of the burb and I decided to stand with him. (He hurt his ankle and couldn't walk far so everyone else went to park finding it pointless for me to get back in.) We talked about his little sister, a third-grader at the time, Ryan and Levi's baseball teams, and me buying his car. On the way home, he let me rest my feet on his lap.
    This was the day I fell for him <3
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