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March 30, 2013 9:49am UTC

Lost and Insecure
Chapter 3
“What the hell, you didn’t tell me you were going on a date with Sebastian Duke!” My sister spencer yelled as she barged into my room.
“How did you know that?” I asked.
“A better question is how do you know him?” she asked ignoring my question.
“I met him in school today, now answer my question!” I yelled.
“Bailey, everyone knows. He’s the most popular guy in the school, he tells one person and then boom, everyone knows.”
“Oh my god.”
“So you might as well tell me what else happened before someone else does.”
“He told me he liked me and he kissed me.” I said, not looking up to see her reaction.
“Bailey, no he didn’t!” my sister yelled.
“Yes, yes he did.”
“You know how many people are going to hate you tomorrow?”
“No.”
“A lot.”
“I didn’t care what people thought about me before and I sure don’t care what they think now.”
“Ok, but maybe you shouldn’t talk to him in school tomorrow.”
“Why?”
“Well there’s a pretty good chance that he’ll stop talking to you and act like he never knew you.”
“I don’t think he’s going to though. He’s a really good guy Spenc.”
“Ok, but don’t come crying to me when he breaks your heart.” Spencer said and walked about of my room. I didn’t have to worry about that because he wasn’t going to, I hoped.
When I arrived at my first class the next day everyone staired at me and whispered. I tried my best to ignore them but it was pretty hard. I just kept my eyes glued on the floor and then when I got to my desk I slouched really far down and hoped I would just disappear. Every class was the same thing, they sat and staired. The hallways were even worse though. People would throw things at me, but I just kept walking and pretended I didn’t feel it. Lunch was different though; obviously Sebastian knew all these people knew but I didn’t know yet him he wanted them to or didn’t want them to. When I walked into the lunchroom the noise didn’t stop, but it did get a lot lower. I walked to the table I had sat at yesterday and waited to see if I would get humiliated or saved. When Sebastian walked in I didn’t look at him because I didn’t want to seem like a bigger loser if he didn’t sit with me. He went on line, got his food and then sat down at the table with all of his popular friends. He sat there and laughed and acted like nothing even happened. I knew it was too good to be true. I stood up with all my stuff, threw out my lunch and then walked out of the lunchroom. As soon as I left I heard the noise get 10x louder. I wondered what Sebastian was doing right now. I wondered if he even bothered to look back as I left the lunchroom. I wondered what he was thinking. I wondered if he felt bad that he didn’t sit with me, or even regretted it. it was too late now because he was sitting with Mackenzie and I knew what she was thinking, I told you so.
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March 29, 2013 9:30pm UTC

Lost and Insecure
Chapter 2
Sebastian talked to me the whole lunch period and every time someone tried to make fun of us he stood up for me. I’ve never really had a friend before but he seems like a really good one to me.
“Hey for the most popular guy in the school, you’re pretty nice.” I said.
“Well for someone who sits by themselves during lunch, you’re pretty cool.” He answered giggling. “So do you wanna like go out tonight?” he asked.
“I’d love to.” I said blushing, and Sebastian blushed too.
“Ok, here’s my number, text me your address and I’ll pick you up at 4:30.” The bell rang and we both stood up.
“I’ll see you then.” I said and walked down the hall and to my next class. The rest of my day was pretty boring, and I didn’t make any more friends. At the end of eighth period I was at my locker getting the rest of my books as these two really popular girls came up to me.
“Are you Bailey Smith?” one of them asked me.
“Yeah why?” I said softly.
“Stay away from Sebastian. He’s too good for you. And we’re gonna fall in love anyway so just stay away, or else.” She answered.
“Um ok.” I said, and they laughed and walked away. I hope they didn’t think that I was going to listen to them because I may be nice on the outside but not on the inside. I’m not gonna let some stuck up little princess tell me what boys to talk to. He is the first boy that has talked to me since like first grade and I’m not gonna let this one slip away. He’s sweet and down to earth and gorgeous and I think I really like him.
Sebastian and I sat in the restaurant and talked about everything. He was such an amazing guy. He didn’t care what other people think or say about me, all he cares is what I’m like inside. “You’re a really nice girl.” Sebastian said looking into my eyes and grabbing my hand across the table.
“Thank you! You’re really nice guy.” I said.
“Thank you,” he answered, “Wanna play 21 questions?”
“Um sure.” I answered
“Ok, I’ll go first. What’s your middle name?” he asked.
“Nicole, what’s yours?” I asked.
“Kyle. What’s your favorite color?”
“Red. Favorite actress?”
“Lilly Collins. Favorite TV show?”
“Pretty Little Liars. Celebrity crush?”
“Olivia Holt, Yours?”
“Austin Mahone. Real crush?”
“Um… you.” He said and then started blushing and looked down at the table. I really didn’t know what to say. It was all happening so fast and I never really talked to another guy to know if I really liked him.
“I like you too.” I said and Sebastian looked up and started smiling.
“Really?” he asked, sounding surprised.
“Who wouldn’t like you, you’re you.” I said honestly and he smiled for nine miles.
“Well I don’t understand why people aren’t begging to be your friend because you’re just amazing!” he answered.
“Thank you.” I said smiling.
“Well I better get you home.” He said standing up.
“Yup, that’s probably a good idea.” I said and we walked out to the car and he drove me back home. He held my hand the whole ride back and all I could think about was that girl that came up to me at my locker. Should I ask him about her? No maybe she’s just some creepy stalker girl, or maybe she was telling the truth and he was just lying. Maybe they had a thing. I’m gonna ask him, I have to ask him.
“I have to ask you something.” I said.
“Ok, ask me.” He answered.
“So today at the end of eighth period these two blonde girls came to my locker and told me to stay away from you. One of them told me you were too good for me and that you guys were going to fall in love anyway.” I said.
“So what’s your question?”
“Do you know her, and is she lying?”
“Yes and yes. I know her but I don’t like her. It was Mackenzie and Dylan. They’re both really popular and are friends with my friends. Mackenzie has been in love with me since like the third grade but she’s so stuck up. She thinks that just because her parents have money she can control everyone else.”
“So you don’t like her?”
“I like you Bailey, and only you.” He squeezed my hand a little harder and I smiled. That took some weight off my shoulders. After a few more minutes we pulled into my drive way.
“Thank you, I had a really nice time tonight.” I said turning towards him.
“I had fun too,” He said, “But I have one more question.”
“Shoot.”
“Do you want to kiss me as much as I wanna kiss you?”
“It depends, how much do you wanna kiss me?”
“I’ll show you.” He said and then leaned in. As he got closer he put his hand around my head. We continued to lean in and then I felt his soft lips touch mine. For my first kiss, I thought it was pretty amazing. I felt the sparks fly like they say you should in movies and magazines, and everything just felt right. He pulled away and I smiled.
“Goodnight.” I said.
“Goodnight.” He responded and I got out of my car and walked inside.
“Hi sweetie how was dinner?” my mom asked when I walked inside.
“It was great.” I said and then walked upstairs. It was amazing, but seemed too good to be true.
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March 28, 2013 2:39pm UTC

Chapter one
When it comes to the first day of school, I never have much luck. I’m not good socially and I don’t have many friends. I’m a quiet girl and my parents are very protective over me. I know it’s just to keep me safe but sometimes it gets annoying. Like in first grade every day after they “dropped me off” for school they would stay outside and watch me, everything I did. Eventually the school found out and told me I would have to take the bus. That was even worse though. There were these three older girls on my bus and they used to sit behind me and pull my hair and make fun of my dresses. Even to this day my mom makes me wear dresses to school. I think she’s dying it down though because she actually bought me some skirts and pants this year. She probably thinks since I’m going into high school that all the boys will try and look up my dress but I really don’t think boys do that anymore.
I hopped out of bed and put on yet another dress, then did my hair followed by my makeup and then put on some jewelry. I looked in the mirror and did a few spins and then went down stairs to get breakfast. “Good morning sweetie, you look beautiful!” My mom said as I walked to the table.
“Thanks mom.” I answered.
“Are you excited for today?” she asked.
“Um I guess.”
“Well are you nervous.”
“No.”
“Ok good because everything is going to be fine. Now eat your breakfast you don’t wanna be late for the first day of school!” I ate my breakfast and then walked out to the car. I got in and then my older sister got in after me.
“You don’t have to be nervous.” She said turning toward me.
“I’m not.” I answered.
“Bailey, everyone gets nervous on their first day of high school.”
“Well I guess I am a little.”
“Well don’t be. Nothing is gonna happen, and if any upper classmen try to mess with you, just tell them you’re my sister and they’ll leave you alone. And I’ll walk you to your first class so you don’t get lost.”
“Thanks spencer. You’re a really great sister.”
“Hey, that’s what I’m here for.” She said as we pulled into a parking spot. Spencer walked me to my first class and when I got there my heart started pounding.
“Bailey calm down, you’re gonna be fine.” Spencer assured me.
“Thanks Spenc.” I said and gave her a hug.
“Now try and make some friends today.” She said.
“I’ll try.” I said and then walked into my AP math class and there was not one person I knew form middle school. I guess this is a good time to make new friends.
So in the first 5 periods of the day I didn’t make one friend. I did talk to an actual person once because they were standing in front of my locker. Now it’s time for lunch and I don’t think it’s going to go any better than the rest of my day was. I walked in and went straight on line to get lunch. After I paid I turned around and started to glance around the room. There was one empty table in the back of the room and I figured that was better than the empty bathroom stall. I sat down and awkwardly started to eat my food.
“Dude that’s not even funny! Stop!” Sebastian, the most popular boy in the school yelled as he walked by my table and sat down at the one next to me. I have to admit I was kind of staring at him for a few seconds and then he turned around and I freaked out. I quickly turned my head the other way and acted normal. Out of the corner of my I saw him stand up with all of his stuff and then his friends called out “Hey Sebastian where are you going?” but he didn’t stop to answer. He walked up next to me and I was so confused.
“Is this seat taken?” he asked, gesturing to the seat next to me. I looked around but there was no one there. “Yes I’m talking to you.” He assured me.
“No it’s not taken.” I answered.
“I’m Sebastian, what’s your name gorgeous?” I was shocked. Did Sebastian Duke just call me gorgeous?
“I’m bailey.” I said.
“Well it’s very nice to meet you bailey.”
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authors note~
So guess what guys! I wrote a new story! I dont have a title though so if you read this it would mean alot if you could coment what you think it should be called! thanks for reading hope you liked it. p.s check out my website, i'm going to be posting who the characters are soon so check it out. heres the link! http://thestartofourlives.webs.com/

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March 27, 2013 9:56pm UTC

The start of our lives
Chapter 48
As more and more people piled around us, I wondered if it was good or bad that I didn’t really care that Justin and Kendall were together. For some reason I feel like he knew I was going to be here today with Madison, and came here with her on propose. Even if he did, I will not let him ruin this for me, never.
~10 months later~
It’s June now, and my senior year is almost over. I have not heard from Justin since he left for his world tour. He promised me many things when we were together, none of which he kept, and besides all the nights I spent crying because of it, I’m not that upset about it. I did love Justin, but in the end it just came down to the facts. The facts are that Justin could fall in love with any girl he sees at a concert and I wouldn’t even be there to know about it. I will always have the memories but in the end it’s just me, so I had to do what makes me happy. Tomorrow is my graduation, which reminds me of the last promise Justin had made me. “I promise to go to your graduation” he said. No one can know if he will show up, but he’s currently in the UK so I don’t think he will make a stop here. Olivia, and I are going to buy my dress for graduation today. Olivia and I have become very good friends, and I’m happy about that.
“What kind of dress are you gonna look for Julia?” Olivia asked as we drove to the dress shop.
“A light blue one.” I said.
“A short light blue one?” Olivia asked and giggled.
“I don’t have anyone to impress anyway.” I said.
“Oh stop being a downer. Be happy! After we graduate we’re going to Miami and we’re gonna find you a hot boy!”
“Ok, it’s a plan!” we got to the store and there was this beautiful dress in the window that Olivia fell in love with. She bought that one, but I didn’t have that much luck. I must have tried on 100 dresses before I found one I loved. We picked out jewelry as well and then went to go get our nails and hair done.
“Are you excited or sad?” Olivia asked as she sat next to me and got her hair done.
“I’m relieved. I’m relieved that I don’t have to see anyone I don’t want to anymore. I’m happy that I don’t have to walk down those hallways and have people give me dirty looks and then turn around and talk about me. I’m glad that I finally found someone that won’t turn around and stab me in the back.” I answered.
“I love you Julia.” Olivia said.
“I love you too.”
I sat on one of the many blue chairs lined up on the football field and thought about all the memories I had made in my years, the good and the bad. As they called each name one by one, I thought about what I was going to do with my life. Most people probably sat here and thought about what parties they were going to go to after this, but I’m not. I want to be five years old again. I want to not have to worry about boys breaking my heart, but only boys breaking my crayons. I want to only know the love for a mother, father or family member. I guess it’s too late for that now. They started to call the s last names so I got myself ready. “Julia Shea.” They called out and my family started cheering. I walked up, grabbed my diploma and smiled down at Olivia. After they called all the names, Olivia and I ran up to each other and hugged. Jon came down and congratulated Olivia and me and then kissed Olivia.
“Congrats Julia.” Madison said as he walked by me.
“Thank you.” I said and gave a soft smile, then looked at the ground. Madison and I broke up in March because I caught him cheating on me, twice. That was hard to get past, and I wouldn’t say I’m completely over it, but I try not to think about it. Yes it was hard considering he lives right next door to me but I’m leaving for Miami for collage soon, so I won’t have to worry about it.
“Hey Julia congratulations!” Christian said and gave me a hug. Christian and I have become pretty close too since he’s my best friends brother and we’re both single.
“Thanks Christian.” I said. After we pulled away, Olivia, Jon and Christian stood in front of me and then started staring behind me. “What are you guys looking at?” I asked and then started to turn around.
“No stop!” Olivia said, stopping me from turning around.
“What are you doing?” I asked her.
“Umm nothing.” She stopped holding me but I didn’t start turning around right away. Someone tapped on my shoulder so I turned around and Justin was standing there with a bouquet of roses in his hand.
“What are you doing here?” I asked.
“Keeping a promise to the love of my life,” He said, “These are for you. Congratulations” He handed me the roses and I was shocked; I didn’t know what to do. No one really noticed he was here, so I figured I’d take advantage of the moment. I ran into his arms and gave him a giant hug. He picked me up and I rapped my legs around him and then he kissed me. For that moment I felt like we were the only two people in the world. Nothing else even mattered. I was the luckiest girl in the world because I had the best boyfriend ever and I left and he ran after me. it might have taken him 11 months but it’s better late than never.
“I’m so sorry for leaving you. I love you.” I said.
“It’s ok, I’m just grateful that you’re giving me another chance. I love you too!” Justin said and gave me a kiss.
~7 years later~
I laid down on the table as the doctor slowly lifted up my shirt. Justin stood next to me holding my hand and the doctor started to put the cold jell all over my fat stomach. I giggled a little as he guided his stick over my stomach and pushed down every once in a while. “Oh looks like I have good news,” the doctor said, “you’re having twins, two girls!” I looked at the screen and then over at Justin as a tear fell from his eye.
“I love you.” Justin said.
“I love you too!” I said and then he leaned down and kissed me.
“I always knew you were the one for me, right from the start, and I am so glad I get to spend the rest of my life with you.”
“Justin I can’t thank you enough for all the things you have and will do for me. You are the best husband I could ever ask for. I love you, always and forever.” I said as tears ran down my face.
“To infinity and beyond.”
outfit- http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=76722059
~a/n
hey guys! this is the last chapter of sool:'( thank you all for reading it and i will be writing another story. i dont know what its gonna be about but as soon as i find out i will let you guys know. i love you all! thanks for reading!

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March 21, 2013 6:40pm UTC

The start of our lives
Chapter 47
Madison and I are going to the beach today, probably for the last time this season. I put my bathing suit on, put my stuff together and then went down stairs. Madison was already standing there talking to my mom.
“Hey.” I said and gave him a kiss.
“Ok, I’ll see you guys later,” my mom said, “I love you”
“Love you too.” I said and Madison and I went to his car. On the ride over we listened to the radio and talked about pointless things. The part that I loved about our relationship is that we could talk about anything and we never get bored. When I was younger Madison and I would always tell everyone we mat that we were going to get married when we got older; they would giggle and ask us how we knew. Back then we had no clue what life would bring us. We had no clue how many obstacles we would have to overcome, but we did know that we would always go through them together. I looked over at Madison and grabbed his hand. He looked at me, smiled and continued with what he was saying. I love him; I love him more than I have ever loved anything.
We arrived at the beach and unfortunately since Justin’s big scene at the award show, I had a lot more fans than last time I went anywhere in public. Although there were a lot of screaming girls, and a few screaming boys, Madison and I so through it and then went to find our spot on the beach. We quickly found a spot and then went into the water for a little while. Madison held my hand as we jumped over the small waves and dove under the big ones. He kissed me under water and above water and he wrapped his arms around my stomach and floated behind me. When we were bored of the water we swam out went back to our stuff. Madison picked up my towel and wrapped it around me; he rubbed up and down my arms and looked down at my face and kissed me. I smiled, then sat down and took out my sun tan lotion. I set it down on my towel so I could get out my phone and Madison moved aside my hair and started putting it on my back.
“Thanks babe!” I said.
“Well it’s the least I can do. You’re such an amazing girlfriend.” Madison said.
“Well you’re a better boyfriend!”
“You’re way better” he said and then gave me a kiss. I looked around the beach and it was kind of crowded. I looked to the left and there was a family of 4 little kids. They were running around and throwing sand, driving their parents crazy. I looked to the right of me and there was another couple. The girl had long dark brown, almost brown hair and the boy was wearing a hat and sunglasses and I couldn’t make out who it was. Madison and I lay down on our stomachs and started talking about what we were going to be doing the following weekend. We were having an amazing time and I was so happy Madison brought us here. A little chubby girl walked by us and then circled around the people next to us. She went around the first time and didn’t take an eye off the boy sitting there and then the second time she stopped in front of him. She looked at him for a second and then she yelled
“Hey, it’s Justin Bieber… and… and Kendall Jenner!”
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March 21, 2013 4:58pm UTC

I want to have somewhere to wear a beautiful dress to.

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March 18, 2013 6:46pm UTC

The start of our lives
Chapter 46
When the award show was over I wasn’t really in the mood to say bye to any more of Justin’s friends so I said bye to everyone that was sitting near us and then Justin and I left. When we got in the car I figured it was time to talk about what had happened before.
“Why did you do that?” I asked after Justin sat down in his seat.
“I heard you talking to Austin.” He replied.
“You heard all of it?” I asked.
“Yup.”
“So why didn’t you just tell me?”
“Well I was gonna do the thing with the speech anyway and then when I heard you say that to Austin I thought I really had a chance, but I guess I was wrong.”
“It’s not that I don’t like you it just that I like Madison too, and I’m kinda already dating him. I mean think about it, dating you would be a little hard right now.”
“Well if in the end it all came down to the distance, I would move to New Jersey for you.” I was speechless. What do I say?
“That’s sweet, but that’s not the biggest reason.”
“Well what is?”
“Madison.”
“Can you tell me a few things honestly right now; I will not tell anyone.”
“Ok, ask me.”
“Did you love me or Madison first?”
“I always loved Madison.”
“Did you really want me to stop kissing you before?”
“No.”
“So why did you push me away?”
“Because we were on camera and I’m dating Madison.”
“Do you really still love me?”
“Yes.”
“Who do you love more?”
“I don’t know.”
“Ok, last one. Do you like Christian?”
“No, why do you ask that?”
“Well I know Christian likes you so I was just wondering.” We didn’t really say much after that, because there was really nothing else to say. I just pretty much told Justin every detail about my life. Even though Justin knows I want him to kiss me, I hope he doesn’t because I have to tell Madison about the first time and I’m sure he won’t be very happy if there is a second one.
When Justin pulled up to my house I thanked him for inviting me and go out of his car as fast as I could. I walked into my house and Madison and Jon where sitting on the couch.
“Madison I don’t know if you saw the award show but either way I have to tell you something.” I said.
“No I just got here I didn’t watch it yet but what do you have to tell me?” he asked. Thank god, I thought and went on.
“Justin kissed me at the award show, and I don’t want you to get mad and go find him and beat him up again. As soon as he did it I pushed him away and you have nothing to worry about. He’s going home soon anyway.”
“I believe you and I trust you.” Madison said.
“How did I get so lucky to have such an amazing boyfriend?” I said and kissed him.
“Well you’re not as lucky as I am!” Madison said and kissed me.
“Hey I’m still here you know.” Jon said.
“Sorry.” Madison and I said in unison. I am just so relieved that Madison doesn’t blame me, but maybe he shouldn’t trust me.

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February 28, 2013 7:10pm UTC

It feels kind of weird not being single, but I think I like it.
~2/27/13~

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February 27, 2013 6:39am UTC

the start of our lives
Chapter 45
Justin and I walked into the room where we were going to get interviewed. I sat down and waited nervously for the lady to walk in.
“Julia calm down, why are you so nervous?” Justin asked.
“I really don’t know.” I answered.
“Everything is going to be fine.” Justin assured me and put his hand right above my knee. I took a big breath in and then the woman who would be interviewing us walked in. I really didn’t know what to do but Justin stood up so I did too.
“Hello!” the woman said shaking my hand and then I sat back down. A man in front of us said “and 3, 2, 1” and then pointed his finger. The interviewer started introducing herself and us, “Hello I’m Erin Andrews and I’m here with Justin Bieber and his date, Julia Shea.” She was only really asking Justin questions but sometimes they went for both of us. I was just waiting for one of them to ask if we were dating.”
“Ok well that’s the end of the fan questions but now I have some of my own. I think everyone is dying to know this one, is juslia back together?” There it is!
“No we’re not back together, just friends.” Justin said.
“Well Justin you don’t seem very happy to say that, am I correct?”
“What can I say.” I couldn’t believe Justin said that, on television.
“So are you both single?” Erin asked.
“I am.” Justin said.
“What about you Julia?” Erin asked.
“Um no I’m not. I have a boyfriend.” I answered.
“Really! What’s his name?”
“Madison.”
“Does he know all about everything that went on with you and Justin?” Erin asked, which I felt was kind of private but I answered anyway.
“Yes he does.”
“He knows everything?”
“Everything.” I was kind of insulted that she was asking me all those questions and acting like I would lie to Madison about Justin. That was probably what Justin had been so worried about in the car; he knew she was going to do that. After Justin and I were done answering questions we had to go sign autographs, which wasn’t so bad. My favorite part was signing autographs for the younger girls because they all said they wanted to be just like me when they grew up. I mean I know they were probably just talking about the how I dated Justin Bieber but it’s still cute.
After Justin and I finished signing autographs we went back to his apartment so we could change our outfits. We walked in and Justin showed me the dress he had for me.
“Thank you Justin, it’s beautiful!” I said and gave him a hug. I went into the bathroom and I was really really excited to go to the award show.
As Justin and I walked in we must have taken 10 billion pictures. We finally got to our seats and we were next to Austin Mahone and his date. We were sitting in front of Miley Cyrus and Liam Hemsworth and One Direction was sitting in front of us. Austin was here with a pretty blonde girl that I didn’t recognize. I turned to him and said “Told you that you had a think for blondes!” I giggled.
“Shut up.” he said and gave me a little nudge. “So are you and Justin back together?”
“No, but I think he invited me here hoping that he could get me back, but I’m with Madison now.”
“Well are you sure that Madison is exactly all that you want, because if I was you and I knew the person I was dating was ‘the one’ I wouldn’t be sitting at an award show with ‘the wrong one’.” I let Austin’s words sink in and I realized he was right.
“So what do I do if I think I was wrong?”
“Well I’ve never been in this kind of situation but I would think the best thing to do, is to tell one of them before the other messes it all up.”
“Thank you so much Austin!” I said and gave him a big hug.
“No problem, good luck!”
The award show started not too shortly after Austin and I had our talk. When Justin’s first award came around he didn’t win, and I gave him a hug and told him he was better than the guy that won. Luckily he was nominated for two awards so he still had a chance. Austin won best upcoming star, demi won sing of the year, and Miley won something for her movie LOL but I wasn’t really listening. It was finally time for Justin’s next and he won! I stood up and gave him a big hug before he walked onto the stage.
“I would like to thank all of my fans because without you, I would be nothing. Also I’d like to thank my mom for raising me into a successful young man. And also my dad, even though he wasn’t always around I know he still cared. And last but not least, the love of my life Julia Shea, for sticking by my side in all of this, I love you.” My mouth hung wide open and I looked over at Austin and I didn’t know what to do. Madison was probably going to watch this when he got home. When Justin got back to his seat I was standing up and he grabbed my face and kissed me. I pushed him away even though I didn’t want to and yelled “What are you doing! Madison is going to kill both of us.”
“Julia I really don’t care. I made a huge mistake when I let you go and I have regretted it every day since. I want you back.” Justin said.
“Well it’s a little too late for that. You know I’m with Madison now.”
“Well you can’t stand here and tell me you don’t love me back.”
“Maybe not, but I can’t stand here and tell you I don’t love Madison either.” I sat back down and didn’t really know what to do. If I ran out everyone would know why, but if I didn’t, what would Madison do? My intension wasn’t to hurt him, but I think I made a huge mistake coming here, and I don’t think Madison was completely ok with it.
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the start of our lives
Chapter 44
Justin and I walked inside and I got him a pack of ice. He sat down on the couch and Madison sat on the other. They both didn’t say a word and when I walked in I gave Justin the ice pack and just stood in between each couch. I didn’t want to sit with Madison because that might make Justin upset but I definitely was not going to sit with Justin. I wished that we could all forget what happened last summer, but them again I didn’t.
I woke up and walked down stairs the get some breakfast. Madison and his dad went out on a fishing trip early this morning and wouldn’t be back till tomorrow evening. I opened the cabinet and took out some cereal. My phone started to ring on the table and I was sure it was Madison but when I looked at it, the name displayed read Justin. “Hey, how’s your eye?” I asked.
“Hey, it’s bruised just like you said it would.”
“I’m so sorry Justin.”
“It’s fine, it wasn’t your fault. But my date for the award show just bailed on me so I wanted to know if you would come instead?”
“You sure, I’d love to.”
“Ok that’s great, but Madison isn’t gonna punch my other eye when I come to pick you up right?”
“No don’t worry, he’s not home.”
“He’ll be ok with it though right?”
“Yeah he’ll be fine.” I lied.
“Ok so I have to go to interviews before so you can just wear an everyday outfit there and then I’ll find something nice for you to wear to the award show.”
“Ok that sounds good.
“I’ll come pick you up at 1:00, ok?”
“Ok, see you then.” I said and hung up. I was scared to ask Madison if I could go, but I prayed he would say yes. I walked upstairs and went into the shower.
After I finished I got changed into an everyday outfit like Justin said. After I was all done I figured it was time to call Madison and ask him.
“Hey Madison.” I said when he picked up.
“Hey babe.” Madison replied.
“How’s fishing?” I asked.
“It’s good. So what’s up?”
“Well I have to ask you something.”
“Ok, ask me.”
“Justin called me and said his date to the award show cancelled and he asked if I would go with him.”
“And what did you say?”
“I said I would ask Madison.”
“Do you want to go?”
“Well I would much rather go with you but yeah I think it will be fun.” I said truthfully.
“Well I trust you so, you can go.”
“Thank you so much! I love you, and have fun on your trip! Tell your dad I said hi!”
“Ok, love you too baby. Have fun” he said and I hung up. I looked at the clock and it said 12:30 so I opened my computer and went on Tumblr. I had a bunch of messages so I started to answer some. Most of them had something to do with either Justin and me or Madison and me. Some of them even asked if Jon was ok. One of them said, “Are you jealous that Justin is going with Selena to the award show?” I figured since they would find out in a few hours anyway I could tell them so I answered, “No. and they aren’t even going together, I’m going with him”. Right after I hit send I started getting ones like “Are you serious?” and “are you guys dating again?” I answered the ones that seemed the most important and then it was 12:50 so I figured I should go down stairs. I was kind of nervous and I didn’t know why. Over the summer I kind of got used to going to these kinds of things. Well now that I think of it, I haven’t really seen any paparazzi since the week of when Justin broke up with me. But it was only a matter of time before Madison’s dance career blows up and then I’ll have to do it all again. I heard a knock at my door and figured it was Justin so I grabbed my stuff and walked over to the door. When I opened it Justin had a hat and sunglasses on, I’m guessing he didn’t want to get spotted by paparazzi. “Justin no paparazzi ever come over here, no one will see you.” I said while giggling.
“Right, I always forget this isn’t California,” Justin said, “anyway, after you.”
“Thank you.” I said and started to walk to the limo which was parked at the end of my driveway. When I got in it was even bigger than I remember they were.
“Are you nervous?” Justin asked.
“Kinda.” I said honestly.
“Well they’re definitely gonna ask us if we’re dating again, a lot, but leave that up to me. And if they ask you about Madison don’t ramble on, just make it short. And don’t bring him up unless they say something about him.”
“Ok, I got it.” Justin and I started to catch up but I couldn’t help but feel that we were both leaving something big out, something important. “So who were you originally coming here with?” I asked him.
“Umm I was gonna come with selena.” He said, knowing I didn’t want to hear that.
“Really.”
“Look Julia she changed. You might not believe me but it’s true.”
“Justin I believe you but I’m just saying, when she does something to you again don’t come crying to me.” Justin didn’t answer; he just scooted closer to me to turn up the radio. His song, “nothing like us” started to play through the speakers.
“I wrote this song, about us.” Justin said quietly. I didn’t know what to say so I just listened to the lyrics. I really listened, and it did sound like us. It’s so strange that I listened to it millions of times before but I guess I never really listened to it; but this was exactly what I didn’t need right now.
“It beautiful.” Was all I could get out, but unfortunately, I sounded like a complete ideot. We pulled up to the building where the interviews were being held and there was a red carpet leading right into the building. We were getting out of the limo and Justin told me to put my arm around his, so I did. We walked in and all the cameras kept flashing so I just kept smiling. We got in and I exhaled really loud as if I had just held my breath for a minute straight.
“Don’t worry, that’s the hardest part.”
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You always hear stories about being heart broken and never about how it feels to break a heart.
Did you ever think it could feel the same?
Did you ever think that seeing a person you once thought you loved walk away with tears on their facecould hurt the same as they feel?
What about the guilt?
People that break heart aren't always the villain, sometimes they are just a victom that got blinded by their pain.

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February 20, 2013 11:17pm UTC

the start of our lives
Chapter 43
Today in school it was so awkward. Every time I saw Hannah I looked the other way and every time I saw Hannah with Madison I ran through them and kissed him. I couldn’t stand her. The fact that she tried to get in between Madison and I aggravates me. I know that Madison loves me and that he would never do that but deep down inside I just keep thinking about how he made out with her. If he liked her then what’s stopping him from liking him now. She is one of the prettiest girls in the school. I shook my head and tried not to think about it. When I got up to my room I lay on my bed and opened my computer. I opened Tumblr and I had 35 questions in my ask. I started to read and answer them and I scrolled past one that said “I can’t believe Justin is coming to New Jersey! Are you guys gonna hang out?” is that true? I thought. I opened a new tab and scrolled down his twitter page. “Landing in New Jersey in 2 hours! Who’s gonna be there waiting?” one of his recent tweets said. Knock knock, I heard at my door. I check when he tweeted it before I went to the door, 2 hours and 30 minutes ago. I opened the door and Madison stood in front of me, thank god.
“Hey babe.” He said and gave me a kiss.
“Hey!” I responded. My phone vibrated in my pocket and I looked at it. “Last chance!” It read.
“So I heard Justin is here, in New Jersey.” He said, not sounding very delighted.
“Yeah I just heard,” I said, “look Madison I have to tell you something”.
“Oh god, please don’t tell me you love him!”
“No, no. of course not. I love you! It’s just, don’t get mad ok.”
“Don’t worry I won’t.”
“No Madison you have to promise me.”
“It’s really that bad?” I could speak so I shook my head. “I promise.” Madison said and then he kissed me.
“Yesterday, that wasn’t my first time.” I said, as delicately as I could.
“Who was,” he asked, “or do I not wanna know?”
“You probably don’t, but you should.”
“Ok, tell me.”
“It was, Justin.” Madison was silent, he just keep his eyes on the floor. He was probably too disgusted to look at me. “Madison, I’m sorry. But I don’t need you to tell me it was a huge mistake because I already know. But that’s all over now. You know I love you and only you.” Madison still didn’t speak. “I guess I can’t blame you if you’re mad. I would be mad too.”
“I’m not mad at you,” he spoke, “I’m just mad that I wasn’t there when you needed me. If I went with you last summer you wouldn’t have had to be with that jerk. You wouldn’t have felt the pain you had to feel.”
“It wasn’t all his fault.” I said.
“I know and I’m sorry all of this happened. I love you Julia, but next time I see him, I might just kill him.” Knock knock, I heard at my door. Madison was already here, so who else could it be? I stood up and walked to go get it. I opened the door and I couldn’t believe it, “Justin?” I asked.
“Hi Julia.” he said.
“What are you doing here?”
“Well I’m here for the next few weeks and I could help but to say hello.” Justin said. I turned around hoping Madison didn’t hear him, but he did, and he was already half way to the door. I saw the angry look on his face and feared that I knew what he was about to do. “Madison, don’t do this.” I yelled, but he ignored me. I tried to block him form Justin but it didn’t work. Madison rammed right through me and punched Justin right in the face and he fell back onto the grass.
“I guess I deserved that.” Justin said putting his hand up to his face.
“Madison go inside!” I yelled. Madison turned around and walked inside like I said. “Justin I am so sorry. Are you ok?” I asked sitting down next to him.
“Yeah I’ll be fine. I’ll just have to think of an excuse when I get interviewed tomorrow.”
“Oh my god, this is horrible. Is there anything I can do to help?”
“Is it really that bad?”
“Well you’re definitely gonna get a bruise. Come inside and we’ll put some ice on it.”
“Is he gonna do it again?” Justin asked referring to Madison.
“No he’s just mad because I just told him about how you were my first time.”
“Why did you tell him? I thought we weren’t gonna tell anyone!” Justin flipped.
“I had to, or someone else was gonna tell him.”
“Who? I thought we were the only ones that knew.”
“I may have told someone that I thought I trusted at the time.”
“Well we both better hope that you can trust them now.”
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The start of our lives
Chapter 42
Madison escorted me to the dining room and it was even more beautiful than I had imagined. We were the only ones there which made it more amazing. “This is amazing Madison! I love it.” I said.
“Well you know what I love? You!” Madison and gave me a kiss across the table.
“Thank you for doing all of this for me. You are the best boyfriend in the whole entire universe.” I answered.
“And you’re the most amazing girlfriend.” Madison said. He grabbed my hand and held it across the table.
After we finished dinner Madison and I danced. At first we danced to all the upbeat and fun songs but then a slow song came on. Madison put out his hand and said “May I have this dance?”
“Of course.” I said and took his hand. As we dance I felt my heart at peace. Finally realizing that the man you love has always been right there in front of you is one of the best feelings in the world. Love is a strong word. You never really know what it means until you find that one special person that not only explains it, but shows it in everything they do. I looked up at Madison and just smile.
“What?” Madison asked giggling.
“Nothing. I love you, and only you.” I answered and then gave him a kiss. I lay my head on his shoulder and everything was perfect; more perfect than it’s ever been.
Madison and I walked into his house and then he pushed me against the door, kissing me passionately. He started to kiss me down my neck and then he picked me up and I rapped my legs around him. We continued to kiss as he walked me up to his room. We reached his bad and he set me down. I lay down and we continued to kiss. It was amazing. No words could explain how happy I was in that very moment.
I woke up in the morning and Madison was still sleeping. His parents were still out so I decided to get up and make him breakfast. I slipped on my underwear and one of Madison’s shirts and headed down stairs. As I was making breakfast I heard Madison coming down stairs and then my phone started to vibrate. I looked down and it said, “Are you going to tell him that wasn’t your first time, or should I?” It was from the same unknown number that had texted me the last time, but this time I really knew who it was.
“Who’s that?” Madison asked.
“No one important,” I said and put my phone down on the counter, “I made breakfast”.
“Yeah it smells great!” Madison said sitting down at the counter. We ate our breakfast and after we were done I made up an excuse to leave.
“My mom told me I had to be back by 10 to bring Jon to his doctor’s appointment.” I lied.
“Ok. Text me.” Madison said and gave me a kiss.
“Ok I will.” I said and left. When I got into my house there was a note on the table. It said “Dear Juls, Jon went out with Olivia and your father and I will be home later tonight. We’re going to some party for his work. There’s food in the fridge or you and Jon can go get something when he gets home. Call me if you need anything. Love ya, mom.”
I ran up to my room and got changed. I was going to see the real culprit of these mysterious texts. I got in my car making sure Madison didn’t see that I didn’t really have Jon with me. Her house wasn’t really that far away and when I got there I saw that her car was in her driveway, so she was most likely home. I walked up to her door knowing exactly what I would say, just not what she would answer. I rang her doorbell and waited for only a few seconds in silence till she answered the door. “Julia what are you doing here?” she asked, pretending to not know the reason.
“Oh shut up, you know exactly why I’m here. Stop sending me these texts or I’ll tell the police.” I said.
“Ok, I’ll stop.” She said. I was surprised by her answer, and I’m sure she could tell. I kind of ignored it knowing I’d find out why she said that sooner or later.
“So why were you sending them in the first place?”
“Well that’s easy, I want Madison for myself. I’m just surprised it took you this long to figure it out. I mean I made it as obvious as it could be. And oh yeah, you should work on your lying, once Madison finds out that he wasn’t your first time, he’ll dump you so fast you won’t even know what happened.”
“Well he’s not going to find out because I’m not going to tell him, Justin’s not going to tell him and you’re definitely not going to tell him. Or else I’ll be telling the police something.”
“Oh Julia, we both know you don’t have the guts to do that, but I wasn’t lying. Either you tell Madison, or you can say bye bye to Madison.”
“You wouldn’t dare.”
“Try me.”
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February 8, 2013 9:46pm UTC

the start of our lives
Chapter 41
Today I went to the airport with Olivia to say bye to Christian. After Christian and his mom got on the plane Olivia, her dad and I went out to lunch. We went to Panera bread and sat down at a table in the back.
“Ok girls, I’m going to go get a few things I need but I’ll be back in two hours. You can walk around the mall. Here’s some money.” Olivia’s dad said.
“Thanks dad!” Olivia said giving him a kiss goodbye.
“Thank you Mr. Holt.” I said.
“You’re welcome girls. And Julia, call me Harry.” Harry said, and left.
“So are you and Jon, a couple now?” I asked, not being able to hold it in anymore.
“Yeah, I think so.” Olivia said with a smile on her face.
“That’s good! I’m happy for you guys.”
“Thanks! It just feels good to be with someone with a different past, you know?”
“Yeah I know exactly how you feel.” I looked down at my phone, hoping Madison had answered one of my million texts, but he didn’t.
“So I’m guessing you and Christian didn’t exactly hit it off last night.” Olivia continued.
“Not exactly. It’s just not the right time. I really just need a friend right now.”
“Yeah. Do you think it will ever be the right time with him?”
“I hope.”
After lunch Olivia’s father dropped us both off at my house. Olivia and Jon went to Jon’s room and I was left alone, like always. I went up to my room and walked over to my bed. There was a neatly folded note in my bed that had “Julia” printed on the front. I picked it up and opened it up to read it.
Dear Julia,
Christian stopped by my house this morning and told me the whole story. I’m sorry I didn’t believe you. I want to make it up to you so go put something nice on and meet me outside at 4:30. I will write I love you, but I think it means more in person. Well anyway, I will always love you beautiful.
Love Madison.
I did what the note said. I went into my closet and picked out a cute, tight dress. After I got all ready I grabbed what I figured I would need and headed down stairs.
“Well don’t you look nice!” my mom said from the kitchen as I reached the bottom of the stairs.
“Thanks mom.” I said.
“And where might you be going on this fine evening?”
“Madison is bringing me on a surprise date.” I said and couldn’t help but smile.
“Well isn’t that nice! Don’t stay out too late ok, but have fun!”
“Ok, thanks mom. But can I ask you something?”
“Yeah go ahead honey.”
“Why are you so happy?”
My mom looked up at me, confused. “What do you mean? I’m always happy!” She argued.
“Ok mom.” I looked down at my phone and it said 4:30. “I’m leaving mom. See you later.” I said giving her a kiss.
“Ok, bye honey. Have fun; I love you.”
“Love you too!”
I walked outside and stood on the small strip of grass that stood between my yard and Madison’s. I took out my phone and started scrolling down my twitter timeline.
“Oh my god, you look flawless!” Madison said walking up to me.
“Well isn’t it nice of you to show up.” I said, joking with him. He walked up to me and put his arm around my lower back, pulled me close to him and kissed me. We walked over to his car and then started driving to our mystery location. I was really excited because usually when Madison does something like this, it’s to somewhere good. After a long drive filled with pointless conversations, we finally arrived. We pulled into a small almost empty parking lot. The only thing that was around was an old dock and an expensive restaurant about 3 miles from here. Madison came around and helped me out of the car, even though I was completely capable myself.
“Don’t take this the wrong way but, where are we?” I tried to ask as nicely as I could.
“You’ll see.” He said and started to guide me over to the dock. As we stepped onto it I realized there was a boat pulling in near it. The boat was fairly big. It looked big enough to fit at least 200 people and it definitely had a dining area and a dance floor. It kept sailing closer to the dock and finally it stop right in front of it.
“Are we going on there?” I asked
“Yes, we are.” Madison answered. “After you.” He said when we reached the boat. We walked in and it was beautiful. There was a huge chandelier when we first walked in, and then I was suddenly really excited to see the rest of the boat.
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February 8, 2013 9:25pm UTC

I disapoint everyone I care about

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the start of our lives
Chapter 40
When they got out of their car I tried to rush them into my house the best I could but Christian wouldn’t give.
“Hey, what’s with the rush? I wanna look at your yard.” He said. He obviously knew I didn’t want Madison to see him and that’s why he was doing this. “Why don’t we go say hi to Madison.” Christian said.
“Yeah we should!” Olivia agreed.
“No” I said.
“Why? Come on! This is his house right?” Christian asked, suddenly walking from my yard to Madison’s.
“Yes but Christian don’t go over there!” I was serious, Madison would never forgive me if he found out I was with Christian, since he was still mad about the picture. Christian ignored me and kept walking. “Christian really stop!” I said.
“Too late.” He said, and he was right. He was already on his door step and then he rang his door bell. My stomach dropped. I don’t know what Madison is gonna do but I know it’s gonna hurt him. He’s gonna get the wrong impression and… too late. The door slowly opened and sure enough who was the person at the door? Madison.
“Hello Madison.” Christian said.
“What the hell are you doing here?” Madison questioned him.
“I’m here with your girlfriend, she invited me over.” Oh my god; he did not just say that. Madison stepped outside and looked at me. I stood there speechless, I couldn’t even move. The expression on Madison’s face was surprising. He didn’t look mad, or happy, or confused. He looked lost and devastated.
“You know what Julia, I just don’t think this is gonna work; you and me.” Madison said. He looked down at the ground and then went back inside his house. My heart was shattered into a million pieces. Christian turned to me and I ran into my house and up to my room. I didn’t start to cry until I reached my room but within five minutes I was sure there would be puddles around me. Christian came running up to my room and sat on my bed.
“Julia what just happened? I thought you said you guys were good.” Christian asked.
“Someone sent him a picture if you and me kissing and he doesn’t believe me that it never happened.” I said between gasps for air.
“Who sent it?”
“We don’t know.” I said.
“Why would someone do that?”
I shrugged my shoulders because I couldn’t say anymore.
“I’m really sorry Julia. If I knew you guys were fighting I never would have done that. I really don’t know what I was thinking anyway; I was being a big jerk.” I really couldn’t say anything. I was crying even more now.
“Do you forgive me?” Christian asked.
“Yes.” I managed to say. I lay down and continued to cry. Christian moved over on the bed and he was now hugging me. I cried for about an hour and when I finally stopped I sat up in my bed.
“Where’s Olivia?” I asked.
“Her and john or down there probably sucking each other’s faces.” Christian answered.
“Really? He really needs to date someone his own age,” I laughed, “so how do you two know each other anyway?”
“She’s actually my stepsister.”
“Oh my god! Wait are you serious?”
“Yeah. I should have told you but when she told me you guys were going for coffee I knew I had to come see you.”
“So you’re living here now?”
“Well kind of. I really do have to go back tomorrow. My mom and I are going back to get all of our stuff. Once we’re done with that we’re gonna move in with Olivia and her father.”
“It must be weird huh? Not knowing anything about someone and then having to pick up and start a new life with them.”
“It definitely something I have to get used to.”
“Yeah that’s for sure. Look Christian, I’m sorry about the whole Madison thing. You’re a really sweet guy but…” I started to say but Christian interrupted me.
“You could never look at me that way.” He said looking down at the bed.
“No, that’s not it. I just really need a friend right now. Just a friend.”
“I can do that.”
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What did I do to deserve this?
What did I do to you?

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January 26, 2013 11:25am UTC

The Start of Our Lives
Chapter 39
It was Saturday and all I could think of was the person behind the mysterious phone calls. I kept thinking of the people who knew about Christian. Justin, no. Madison, no. Christian, no. John, no. I couldn’t help but think that there was someone I was missing. I thought about it again and then I realized, Olivia. It was obvious. She wanted me to stay away from Madison so she could have him for herself. I quickly dialed the phone and told her to meet me at the Starbucks in town. She eagerly agreed, wanting to “catch up”; obviously not realizing I knew the truth.
When I pulled up I saw that her blue Volkswagen beetle had already pulled in. I got out of my car and walked into the little coffee shop. I saw Olivia already sitting down at a table with two coffees in front of her. As I approached to table I realized that the cup across from Olivia, was already half empty.
“Hi Julia. I hope you don’t mind; I invited a friend of mine. He said you guys knew each other.” Olivia said.
“Oh its ok.” I said. I turned around and saw someone that looked a lot like Christian walking my way. It couldn’t be Christian, I thought, he’s in Atlanta. Turns out, I was wrong about two things. It was Christian, and Olivia was not the unknown caller. I got a text from the unknown number and it said, “Wrong blonde sweetheart.” I didn’t think a lot about it because Christian was coming. I just quickly slipped it back in my pocket and stood up.
“Hello Julia.” Christian said, taking the seat next to me.
“Hi, you didn’t tell me you were in town.” I said.
“You didn’t ask.”
“I’m going to get a coffee.” I said and walked away. I wished they were sitting closer to where you order because I knew they were talking, but I couldn’t hear them. As soon as I got back to the table they changed the subject.
“So Julia, how do you guys know each other?” Olivia asked. I was confused, she didn’t know?
“We met when I went to California for the summer. Justin and I hung out with him a lot.” As soon as I said that I regretted it.
“So speaking of you and Justin, how’s Madison?” Christian asked trying to hide the smirk on his face.
“We’re fine.” I lied. The rest of our conversation was awkward. Christian kept making hints about Madison and when I finally started to get fed up with it, I finished my coffee.
“Well this was fun.” I said standing up.
“Don’t leave yet!” Olivia said.
“Yeah don’t leave!” Christian added.
“I have to be getting home.” I said.
“Then let us come over! Come on Julia, I’m leaving on Monday and I wanna be able to catch up.” Christian said. Realizing he wasn’t gonna give up, I did.
“Fine.” They followed me to my house and when we pulled up; I just prayed that Madison wouldn’t see Christian.
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{A/N: hey guys. Sorry this chapter was kind of boring, its getting better I promise. I made a website for The Start of Our Lives; you guys should check it out! heres the link: http://thestartofourlives.webs.com/
Thanks for reading! xoxo nicole}

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