hey. my name is rose. i'm 16 and i love love love music. i'm a total band geek and love all kinds of bands. taylor swift and avenged sevenfold are my favorite. i'm in drumline and i totally am in love with this boyy. who actually loves me back. i think music is great. it's my whole life. i i love my friends and my boy jihad(: love forever studmuffin, rmk.
today, i looked up my name on facebook. i looked at all the girls with the same name, i felt as if we shared a connection (: MLIA. HAHAHHA. all mine. no jocking please. or please give me credit? iluvhimheluvsher <3
"rosela", that was his nickname for me. now i just want to never hear it again. but as he goes on joking about it, and repeating it, it's all i ever want to hear. those are actually the colors of his and my eyes. his eyes are green and they turn blue. mine are brown that turn gold.
Spell your name and see what it means; A: hot B: loves people C: good kisser D: makes people laugh E: Has gorgeous eyes F: really wild and crazy, adore you G: very outgoing H: easy to fall in love with I: loves to laugh and smile J: is really sweet K: really silly L: smile to die for M: makes dating fun N: loving and caring O: has one of the best personalities ever P: popular with all types of people Q: hyperactive R: good boyfriend or girlfriend S: cute T: very good kisser U: is very sexual V: not judgmental W: very broad minded X: never let people tell you what to do Y: is loved by everyone Z: can be funny and sweet at tImes R: good boyfriend or girlfriend O: has one of the best personalities ever S: cute E: has gorgeous eyes M: makes dating fun A: hot R: good boyfriend or girlfriend I: loves to laugh and smile E: has gorgeous eyes K: really silly L: smile to die for E: has gorgeous eyes I: loves to laugh and smile N: loving and caring
i wish my life was like the end of you belong with me. but it's never that easy is it? i can't even get the guy i've known forever, let alone my best friend. i wish it was that simple to end like that, but my life will never end happy, no matter what i do.
i'm giving up. i don't want to fight with the facts anymore. i figured it out, he doesn't like me. he doesn't like me. i get it. the world hates me. i know he said he was my friend at first, but what happened? then she got to him. both of them. i can't even get a guy i've known for forever and my best friend t to like me. i know it's not her fault. i know it might get better, but i live in the now, the present, not the if and the how. i want to be like him, to not care, and baby, believe me, i'm getting to be that way sorry about the colors, just venting. raw material, go ahead and take it, take it like everyone's taken my everything. i have nothing left to give. iluvhimheluvsher.
Everyone says he's such a jerk to me. Asks me why i waste my time. Am I the only one who sees beyond his wall of t o u g h, the one that gets let in? I know he is truly great, and will someday love me back, but i don't want to wait forever. He says he knows he will want me, but not right now. What am i supposed to do? I keep saying I'm finally over him, that... that he's through with hurting me, but then why do i still love him? Why doesn't he love me? I ask these questions every day. Yet no one seems to have the answer, besides to just let go of him. What if i don't want to? What if I want him to love me? To give him one last chance, that seems to last f o r e v e r ? sorry about the fade, it sucks. just venting, i'm not crazy, maybe...(: please give credit for jocking. this is really how i feel. Iluvhimheluvsher
My eyes feel full of tears, but not one has fallen. My heart feels like it's in half But it's only one little crack. I can't forget the tone his voice had when he said it. There's a word for this... Oh yeah. R e j e c t i o n. There's only one way to deal Pretend you don't care, don't you dare stop laughing. Don't let him know it hurt, show him what he's missing. Don't be afraid to see him in the halls. If he cares, he'll deal. I mean, it's not like he went through the rejection this time.
I wonder... If his heart skips a beat everytime i text him, If butterflies come to him when i talk to him, He turns to look if he hears my name, Tries to talk to me every chance he gets, Thinks of me all day. because im positive i do.
There's only so many times: A girl can be disappointed, before she gives up trying, A girl can get her heart broken, before she gives up loving, A girl can get hurt, before she starts crying, And theres only so much you can put her through before she stops trusting you, Before she stops working. all credit to me. don't take please! it's true so it's all mine!