I hate that all my friends had a boyfriend but me. I hate thinking my friends secretly hate me. I hate crying myself to sleep every night. I hate having not having alot of friends. I hate not being good enough for him. I hate that I never had my first kiss. I hate not having a perfect body. I hate that he will never like me. I hate not having perfect teeth. I hate not being good enough. I hate being over emotional. I hate being the ugly friend. I hate thinking that I'm fat. I hate not being popular. I hate the way I look. I hate not being rich. I hate my laugh. I hate myself.
He doesn't care about me anymore. Well Josh, you know what? You want a skinny, pretty, flawless girl?? Today's the first day i'm going to cut, starve myself, and cake on the makeup...! Here's to the new me that you seem to like.
My friend Trevor was in a car accident and flipped the car over and flew out. He's only 13 years old and was with a 15 year old driving around at 4:00am. I've only known him for about two years, but he means a lot to me. It makes me tear up when I think of what happened. He broke both arms, broke his hip, smashed his ear and shoulder, and broke one of his legs. He can't walk on his legs for 3 months and can't play basketball (what he loves) or go to school. I wish i could see him, because everyone says he doesn't look like the old Trevor anymore... I've liked him in the summer last year, and now a little this year but moved on. Once I heard this, I was heartbroken... This isn't for attention and I know no one will read or fave this. But if you do, please pray for Trevor. I miss him so much. Get better soon buddy. I love you. ♥