I'm tired of acting like I'm fine when I'm really breaking inside. I know that everyone knows pain and that everyone has an empty feeling inside of them, even if they don't want to admit that they do. Everyday I wake up and as I'm getting ready for school I put on my fake smile. I show my fake smile to my parents, my sisters, my friends, my teachers, my class mates, my world. And somehow, between the forced laughs and fake smiles everyone believes that I'm fine. I guess I really know how to fool someone. But I don't want to have to fake it anymore. I want to feel important and loved and for once, beautiful. There are so many things I wish I could change about myself, as does every sixteen year old girl. We all have our problems and insecurities, whether they are big or small, but sometimes it's nice to know that somebody still cares and thinks about you. I guess what I'm trying to say it that I just want to be wanted.