Yesterday I had to stay home because of Sandy, so I was in baggy sweatpants and an oversized t-shirt. I wasn't used to it because I always wore yoga pants or try to wear clothes that would make me look better. And honestly, it was the only time in a long time that I actually felt beautiful♥
I know I'm not perfect I know I'm worthless I know I'm useless I know I'm a disgrace to the family I know I'm not skinny I know I can't do anything right I know no one likes me I know, I know, but just please, don't keep reminding me. Why can't I just be me?
Of course I don't really want this to happen to me, but a litle part of me just wants disappear, get hurt and in the hospital, or something bad happen. I don't know if it's just me, but I want to see how realy cares and will miss me.
capsized* posted a quote
September 17, 2013 3:43pm UTC
I DONT THINK YOU GET IT IF YOU TELL A GIRL SHES PRETTY IT WILL BOOST HER SELF CONFIDENCE FOREVER SO IF YOU FIND A GIRL PRETTY GROW SOME KAHONÉS AND TELL HER
Chris* posted a quote
September 16, 2013 9:04pm UTC
i just need a hug. a real hug, nothing less. a hug where someone wraps their arms around me so tight and assures me everything will be okay. a hug that makes me feel as though someone is actually there for me, and cares. just a hug. hufihrfrihgbviltg . .
I know I am not pretty and I know I never will be, and I most certainly know that noone will ever look my way twice but thanks for the friendly reminder