Im Sam(:I have been through a bunch of bad moments in my life. Yes, Imma cutter. Gonna judge me? Get off my witty. Im ugly, and fat, and everything under the sun. Brett James</3 12/20/11. R.I.P bestfriend. He committed suicide, i broke that night. I have been cutting myself since I was 10 years old. Im 14 now... I refuse to get help. I will never get better. 1-2-12; I tried killing myself that night. If it wasnt for my friend Katrina I wouldnt be here right now. I will never be the same again. Okay, Follow me I follow back. Single forever<////3 Good bye beautiful<3
Welll haiiii thurrr beautifulll<3 this wouldd be Meagann! (loveisjusta_history_ and ConfessionsOfABrokenGirl) Sam was dumbb and left her account onn;D welll Samantha is my bestfreakkingfriend for eveeeeerrrr and she's my shexxaaaay girrfrennn<3 JK. but I love her with alll my wittlleee cold heart*; and she's been hurrr for me through soo much. she is amazing, funny, sweet, gorgeouuss, caring and friendly(: so follow her, talk to her, do whatever, I PROMISE she's fuckking amaaaazzzingg. I lovee you babbeeeh<3 Lovee, Meagannn.
Hannahers where hurrr 3/15/12 follow me at purple101h :3 Uhhh wellllllllllllll I'm just editing your profile fo you & done now soo byeeeeee ;3 NO ONE TOUCH HARRY EDWARD STYLES !!! HE IS PURPLE101H'S (: FOLLOW HERR<<
Ohh, well haaaay;*
we haven't talked in forever,
and I feel really bad:/
things have canged. a lot.
I want to talk to you so badly.
tell you everything.
that doesn't happen though.
I'm sorry for everything/:
I've been kinda iffy lately. ya know?
well anyways, I love you Samantha.
Well, hey guys. I know that you'll all probably skip over this quote, but oh fuuuckking well. So; this isn't Sam. It's Meagan. (loveisjusta_history_) I just wanted to say that Samantha Wehry, I love you. I love you so firetrucking much. I know that lately we've fallen apart. And I am so, SO sorry for that. Most of it's my fault. I haven't had time for anyone anymore, really. I'm consumed in school work, drama, family, myself. I kind of ket you slip away, but part of me feels it was you choosing too. That's out of my control, but I want you to know, you will always be my bestfriend, girlfriend and world. I miss the old times we had. I miss you. I miss us. I miss our friendship.
Hey guys and girls! Meagan here (loveisjusta_history_). Samantha left her Witty on. So today, she started talking about how everything's her fault, how things would be better if she was never born. So; if you ever feel like that; just remember; whether you made 1 person smile, or 1,000 people smile, you were born for a reason. Whether to cure cancer, or make somebody smile. You are here for a very good reason. Because if you didn't have a reason, you wouldn't be where you are now. So remember; whether it's 1 person you made smile, or 1,000. You were here to make them smile.
MEAGAN. I didnt tell Jake anything, I promise. Im legit about to cry in the middle of class on how you dont believe me. I love you, I WOULD NEVER DO THAT TO YOU!</3 Please Meagan, believe me? My life is already s h i t with my parents figting and my dad in the ER. Please Meagan, if you could do anything, please let it be to forgive me. If you dont I'm not going to be able to live anymore. Please Meagan please.
The Life of a Teenage L O S E R Chapter 3; "Hey Ian, just thought I would tell you I'm on my way and will be over in like 10 minutes! Alright. Oh, and thanks for inviting me over!" I say as I call Ians phone and leave a voicemail. Oh my gosh. I wonder what we're going to do? Watch movies? I hope it's nothing scary, I ccant stand those types of movies! I'm here. I knock of Ians door and he answers wearing the cutest outfit, EVER. "Morgan, you look, HOT." Ian said to me. "C'mon in!" He said I looked hot, I hope he cant tell I'm blushing... "You don't look to bad yourself Ian!" I say. "Hahahaha Thanks Morg." Ian said smiling. Morg? I already have a nickname! Oh my gosh things are moving fast! "Wanna watch a movie?" Ian said. "Sure." I say looking around his bedroom. "What movie do you wanna watch? I have Comidies, Horror, Ro...Romantic." Ian said, why did he stumble when he said "Romantic"? "It doesn't matter to me!" I say, not being any help. Ian picks a movie, It's called "My Bloody Valentine." I have a feeling it's going to be scary... Halfway through the movie I screamed "IAN. WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?" Feedback? Is it good?:3 Comment/Like pleaseee<3
Life Of A Teenage L O S E R; Chapter 2. School. The one place I get to get away from my terrible home life. But school is also bad. I don't have anywhere to hide anymore. It's like my depression, creeps up on me everywhere I go. Ian is what the worse part of the day. Were lab partners all the time and I just sit there and stare into his beautiful ice blue eyes. "Morgan... MORGAN." Ms. LeVardi my science teacher screams. "Wh-What?" I say. "Now, since your actually paying attention, can you tell me what makes up a compound?" Ms. LeVardi says to me with her normal smirk. "Uh, Molecules?" I say confused. "Woah, Morgan. You ACTUALLY learned something." Ms. LeVardi said. "Hey, Morgan. I dont think your dumb. I dont pay attention either so don't worry about it." Ian said to me smiling. "Hah. Thanks Ian." I say almost choking on my words. "Hahaha no problem. Hey, whats your number? Maybe we could hang out and study sometime." Ian said flashing me a flirty smile. I give him my number and class is over. I meet up with Ariana. "Morgan! Ian and I broke up today!" Ariana said to me giving me a huge hug. Ian and Ariana arn't dating anymore! Yes. This is my chance! "annnnd she wiiiiill be looooooved. annnnnd she wiiiiiill be looooooooved." "Hello?" I say as I answer the phone. "Hey Morgan. It's Ian." Ian... Ian is calling m e? I'm a loser! "...I was wondering if...uhh...you wanted to hang out at my house tonight? My parents arn't going to be home." Ian said to me. Ian wants me to hang out with him! "Uh, Sure. I'll be over at like 6. Is that alright?" I say. "Yeah, Perfect! See you then!" Ian said. "Ohhh who was that?" Ariana says as she winks and pokes my sholder and almost pushes me over. "Oh, it was just my cousin Meagan. She wants me to come over and watch movies." I say. I never have lied before...It feels...good. "Oh. Alright! Text you later bffl" Ariana says winking. "Hahahah bye bffl" I say back winking. I need to look somewhat attractive before I go see Ian! This is going to be the start of something amazing. feedback? comment/like!(:
The Life Of A Teenage L o s e r Chapter 1; "And she wiiiiill be loooooooved, and she willll be loooooved" Ugh. Its my mom. I better answer it "Moooom, what do you want?" I say to my mom on the phone, half asleep. "MORGAN MARIE SUTHERLAND. GET DOWNSTAIRS RIGHT NOW! YOUR GOING TO BE LATE FOR SCHOOL!" My mom yelled into the reciever. Ugh. School. One of my own personal Hells. Ian is there. Oh Ian, why must he be so gorgeous? Morgan! What are you thinking?! Thats Arianas boyfriend! Shes the only person who makes me popular in this hell hole we call Hartington Nebraska. I get dressed, brush my teeth and do my hair. "UGH. DARN YOU BLONDE HAIR THAT WONT STRAIGHTEN." I scream to my hair. "Morgan...What are you doing?!" My mom screams at me. "MOM IM COMING!" I scream back. My family sucks. "and she wiiiilllll be loooooved, and she wiiiiillll be loooooved" Oh! It's Ariana. "Heeey Morgaaan. Im outside come down when your ready!" Ariana says. "Alright be down soon." I say then hang up. "Uh, mom. Ariana is going to give me a ride to school today. Is that alright?" I say sort of quietly. "Yeah, Yeah. Whatever. As long as I dont have to do anything its alright." My mom says, not even looking up from watching the morning news. And THIS is what I get to come home to everyday... Feedback? Is it goood?(: Comment/Like pleasee! :D
The Life Of A Teenage L O S E R. Prologue; Hi. Im Morgan. I live in a small town in the middle of Nebraska. I am 14 years old. My bestfriends name is Ariana. She's kind of an airhead. Shes gorgeous, and popular. She has the most g o r g e o u s boyfriend in the world. His name is Ian. But what Ariana doesn't know, is that I am hoplessly in l o v e with Ian. From his ice blue eyes all the way down to his white AirJordans he wears to basketball practice. He is flawless. But he would never date a l o s e r like me. This diary is for my personal secrets about life, love, jealousy, and depression. Feedback? Im kinda scared about it, i dont think its good/:
So, I kind of want to write a story:) Comment on this quote what you want your name to be and what you want your charecter to be like. I will chose 3 random people! I will probably start making the Story on Thursday. The title will be The Ways of a L o s e r . The Main charecters name is going to be Morgan. Guys and Girls are allowed to be in it! Start commenting. Bye Beautiful;*
Long, but I just need someone to tell this to; Summer is the time I feel the most insecure. Swim suits, tank tops, short shorts. I actually starved myself, for 1 whole month. I only drank water. I lost 20 ish pounds, but in my mind, I was still the fat, ugly girl I was 20 pounds ago. And keep in mind I was still cutting myself. Tomorrow, is my 4th year I have been cutting. I want to try and stop cutting, but I cant. Cutting is like, a second nature to me. Pain is the only thing I have ever known. But, people still dont inderstand, I do feel. I act and say "Oh, well forget you. I'm my own person and I love that" But on the inside im like "Oh, here goes another date with my razor/knife" I've been cheated on, used, l i e d to by the people I trust. And people S T I L L dont comprehend why I have trust issues. I am so sorry for this huge vent, I just needed to lose some steam. If you read this; Thank you. I love every single last one of you. Gay, Straight, Bi sexual, Tall, Short, Overweight, Skinny, Black, White, Asian, or anything else. I AM here for you. A N D A L W A Y S W I L L B E <3
Dear Meagan, I love you sooooo much. More than anyone and everything. I have supported you through everything and you did the same with me. No one understands either of us except us. I know EVERYTHING about you and you know EVERYTHING about me. Thats why your my bestfriend! No one will ever replace you. I had my sunday school teacher have us pray for you today. I didnt tell them why, I just told them to. No one, NO ONE will ever be a better friend that you are. If you die today, My heart will break into a bagillion pieces. And even though you told Zach to take care of me, he is no Meagan Ruth Williamson. Please. And in the process of writing this letter, tears are falling on my keyboard thinking of how I will have an empty place im my heart without you. If I see Jake I swear, I WILL murder him. I will make sure to Listen to BC13 and Keep Holding On and I Feel Pretty and It Girl our songs, our songs that made us laugh together so many times! You will never be forgotten by me. I will always have our memories. Good and Bad. I love you. So much. ~Your Sexy Girlfriend Sam<3