EVERYONE thinks I'm crazy 0.o 'Cause I don't believe in commitment.. I know this sounds slutty. But I just don't believe in staying with one person.. It wouldn't work out. I'd get bored to easily.. I NEED excitment. So if i was in a realationship.. i'd end up cheating.. I HATE cheaters and liars.. So why be either.. I just won't be in a relationship. THANKYOU:)
I made a mistake I'll do it again I know myself i can't stop, I'll make mistakes Always and forever I'll lie I'll say I'm not going to I'll promise but I'll break my word learn this before you choose to be stupid and join my type of world my life you're sweet and innocent keep going don't join me I'll only hurt you..
When I think about the fact that one day.. in a few short years... I won't be that kid anymore, the one who sits on her laptop in her room. Stuffs her face with food and waits for that one special person. I'll be an adult... and ill still be waiting, but now i'll have to get a job.. pay bills... be alone.. When I think about that, i get sad. I'm done.
Still Beating Chapter 10 Mistake. That’s the word I woke up to this morning; it floated around in my head seemed to be pushing at my skull. But it seemed like anything but a mistake, it was perfect and magical! Then as I was cooking me and Ely eggs in his kitchen it hit me, the mistake, did we use protection? The shear thought that we might not have made me shake. Ely came into the kitchen and ran his hands under his shirt I was wearing and around my waste. “It smells amazing,” He took a piece of one of the eggs. “Yeah under cooked eggs must taste fantastic,” I laughed and turned so my chest was pressed up against his, “I have an awkward question.” “Shoot,” He smiled and pulled me closer. “Well did you put on a, well did we use a,” I stammered. “Yeah,” He laughed and slid an egg onto a plate, “My dad’s a doctor he’s gone over the importance of protection more than enough!” “Good,” I sighed and pressed a fork into an egg. He leaned in and kissed me, “Well we’ve got to go to school.” “Ok, I better head home.” I put the pan into the sink. “No my parents are gone the whole week I don’t want to make you go back to your mom yet stay the night?” “Again?” I questioned. “Yes again,” He laughed, “Now I got to get ready.” He kissed me and went upstairs. “Fine,” I yelled up to him then ran up the stairs to change. Since I had no clothes to wear he let me wear his sister’s old stuff from when she was our age which was surprisingly stylish. Then we waited outside for the bus. “Thanks again,” I kissed him. “Anytime,” He kissed me back. The bus rolled up and we were still kissing, that’s when I heard the shouts from his friends. “Did she sleep over?” “Get it in!” “She did sleep over!” Ely smiled and held me hand and led me onto the bus! Did this mean were a couple? I sat down next to him and the whole way I heard mocking jokes from his friends but what I noticed most was Sam glared at me all the way there! Do you like the story and were its headed give me feedback sorry I didnt post all weeked I was visting family! :) And Im sorry about the graphicness of the last chapter if you didn't read it this is what happened: Char's mom beat he really bad and Ely came over and brought her to his house and they did it lol! Awkward!!!!!!!! Fav/follow/feedback thanks guys ~Olivia
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Gotta make this quick: I haven't written in a while sorry! Schools getting out and its been hard to find time I've been working on a idea but its takeing me a while to get a solid chapter I'll try to get one up soon! So help me out I really want to know whos reading it? so fav if you read my story "Still Beating" Thhxx!!!
Still Breathing chapter 7 A shiver went down my spine as I walked slowly into the hospital shakily I walked up to the front desk. “My shoulder was hurt in football,” I stuttered. “Ok fill this out then well take you back and look at it,” She handed me a clip board and paper. “Thank you,” I faked a convincing smile! Soon after I was taken into a room I sat down on a bed and a man in a white coat came in. “I’m doctor Frasier,” He held out his hand! “I’m Char,” I shook his hand. “So what happened to your shoulder?” He asked sitting down in a chair. “I was playing football a few days ago,” I frowned. “Okay let’s take a look!” He pulled my sleeve off my shoulder and began to look at it bending my arm asking if it hurt, he then stared at it while writing something on a paper. “I don’t think it’s a break, though it’s swelling like one, so we’ll get an x-ray!” Her smiled and handed me a paper, “Just go to the x-ray room down the hall.” The paper had a scribble on it about giving me an x-ray, so I walked to the room down the hall and handed a woman the paper. She took some x-rays thankfully I had a long sleeve shirt on covering my scars! The x-ray was followed by a lot of waiting, after a while the doctor came in again. “It looks like a fracture, you’re young so it will heal quickly but we should cast it,” He smiled. “Ok,” I nervously smiled. “So explain how this happened.” He began the cast. “I don’t exactly know we were playing a rough game of football and after I realized it hurt really badly, I thought it was just a bruise but after a couple of days I got worried.” I lied smoothly! “Ok,” He smiled all done, “luckily I don’t think you’ll have to get it set.” I smiled, “great!” “So you’ll follow up on the bone with a bone doctor!” ~~~~ I got home later and sat on the couch my dad arrived soon after with a furious face. “You’re coming to live with me until you heal your mom doesn’t want to take care of a “handicap” that is how she put it.” I felt relief flush over me; it was over, until I heal! The horrible part it only took me 3 weeks to heal. I walked into my house shakily after living with my dad for three weeks healing. “Mom I’m home,” I walked into the living room to see her, I looked into her eyes, they were filled with hate, she was drunk, drunk and violent. Sorry I know its a rushed chaper I just was bored with the shoulder and wanted to end the severity of it and get a fresh start with her mom! And nothing happened with that boy? hmmmm! comment for a notification!
Still Beating Chapter 6 I stretched out my arms and dived carefully into the pool. My body met the water with a cold shock and I plunged through the surface letting the clear pool’s water surround my body. I pressed my feet to the ground and in one motion opened my eyes and kicked off the pool’s bottom shooting out of the water! I stood still above the water just being able to touch the bottom, my wrists burnt and my shoulder ached but I grabbed the side of the pool and with all my strength kicked off gliding through the water like a knife right across to the other side. The water splashed my face and left me refreshed. I smiled and floated above the water. That’s when I heard a guy’s voice, “What happened to your shoulder?” I panicked and sunk below the water. It was after school and I was at the schools pool anyone can use it but no one ever did that’s why I felt comfortable going in and not having to worry about anyone seeing me. I had gone to school that day and Sam ignored me so I acted like I didn’t notice and went to the pool after to cool off! I looked through the water and saw the figure of a guy. I pushed my head above the water and looked around to see a guy with brown hair looking at me. He was wearing swim trunks and no shirt. I covered up my scars on my wrists and quickly climbed out of the pool. “Football,” I lied and wrapped my body in a towel. “Oh can I take a look?” He asked walking towards me, “I met you at that party you were pretty sick.” I could remember faintly after the party with Sam a guy holding up my hair. (Chapter 3) Embarrassed I spoke back, “Oh yeah, uh I got to go!” “Ok see you around but you should have at least someone look at that bruise!” “Ok I will thanks!” I practically ran out of the room and up to the locker room to change. It was empty and quiets just what I needed to think. I washed up in the showers then got dressed and began to look myself over. My wrists looked horrible and so did my shoulder, my legs were scratched and cut and bruised, my arms were aching and red with cuts, and my stomach was swelling. I sat down at the sink and splashed water on my face. “It will be ok,” I whispered trying to convince myself, but not succeeding. My shoulder look worse by the day and I began to worry none of the swelling had gone down and it was blacker then I remember it being. I swallowed hard and new I needed to ask someone for help and since my dad refused to believe I was hurt and Sam was mad I had no one, so I grabbed my stuff and walked down to the pool were the boy was swimming. “What’s your name?” I asked coolly. “Ely,” He stood in the middle of the pool. “Ok, you offered to, uh, take a look,” I stutter. “At your shoulder, I’d be happy to,” He climbed out of the pool dripping with water his muscles shinning. He had perfect brown hair and blue eyes. I smiled, “Thanks.” I pulled down my sleeve exposing my shoulder, he smiled, “My dad’s a doctor so I’m good at the medical stuff.” It felt awkward and hurt a lot but in the end he told me what he thought it was, “I can’t say for sure of course but have you gotten it checked for a minor break?” “Uh no,” I got Worried Hope you liked it! Mix it up a bit! Finndd love what will happen lol???? ok so comment for a notification? FEEDBACK? Character links are going to be posted!
Still Beating Chapter 4 My heart sunk as those words escaped his mouth I quickly looked at my uncovered shoulder to see nasty bruises covering it. I pulled up my hood and smiled lightly. “Football, the guys get rough,” I lied easily. He smiled back, “Uh well make sure they don’t hurt you too bad!” “Of course!” I laughed! He walked over and began to ask many questions about my mom but I slyly lied through it! When he was all done he sighed, “We’ll make sure your mom gets better!” He reached out his arm to pat me on the shoulder and that’s when I flinched in pain. He gave me a stern look. “I’m going to have one of the paramedics check that out. The boys in football shouldn’t be playing that ruff and you should have come to the hospital after that! You could have just bruised it but no one knows for sure until you get it checked out!” He left with a fake smile. My shoulder really did hurt but I was afraid the paramedics would figure out it was caused by my mom so when they came to check it out I used all my strength to act like it didn’t hurt, but in reality I was in agony. The paramedics didn’t do much they were to focused on my mom and believed me when I said it didn’t hurt, they barley even took a glimpse at it! I watched from my window as they pulled my mom into an ambulance. She was stretched out on a gurney and looked pretty beat up, but it was her fault she drunk herself into this mess. That afternoon my dad took me to the hospital to see my mom, she would be alright she just hit her head hard after her fall and had a concussion, and a bit of alcohol poisoning, but they cleared that up with a nice stomach pump and some medicines! They told me she would be in pain because of the stomach pump but I was happy about that that means she can’t hurt me until she gets better and I’d have some time to heal from her hitting me last night! That day was a real blur; I didn’t go to school and took naps whenever possible, I was hoping some of the bruises would go away by the morning but I was just dreaming so when I woke up the next morning I wasn’t surprised to still see them. I had to stay at my house for the next three days alone since my mom was still in the hospital but I didn’t mind much. I took a nice long shower then walked to the mirror that’s when I froze in fear! I know its really short I wanted to do something to lead you onto a cliff hanger and not just answer it in this chapter and the clue I had last time wasn't used so I'm going to use it next chapter! :) Sorry again for the long wait but I was sick :( FEEDBACKKK! please lol! Thx to all my supporters! (Constructive critisisam won't hurt!)
Gotta make this quick: sorry guys bout the wait on my story "Still Beating" I've been really sick :/ But I'm better noooowww! I owe you guys so many chapters so gotta make this quick so I can get started!
Still Beating Chapter 3 I woke up outside as usual not knowing where I was, I sat up with a horrid spinning in my head and looked around there was a pool about five feet away and a lot of other people. It took all my strength to stand and it was a miracle I didn’t just topple down, I walked around the yard hoping to find Sam somewhere but she wasn’t outside so I took a step into the door of the house to see tons of people passed out. I climbed the stairs and walked into the bathroom feeling the urge to puck which I did multiple times. I heard footsteps behind me but couldn’t turn to look because I was too caught up in, well pucking my brains out. I felt whoever it was grasp my hair and hold it up away from the toilet. “Thanks,” I managed. I sat up and leaned my head against the wall my vision was blurry and I felt horrible. I could make out the figure of a guy he was tall and muscular from what I could see, “Welcome!” His voice was scratchy I watched him walk away out the door then watched as Sam stumbled in and hovered her head above the toilet. After she was done she lay next to me and smiled. “What happened,” She asked lightly. “Who knows,” I replied, “Let’s get out of here.” “Yeah,” she agreed and we somehow managed to get into her car and drive to a random parking lot, “I’m going to sleep it off.” She leaned onto the seat and fell into a deep rest I leaned onto the seat like her and did the same. I woke up a while later feeling a lot better and store at the clock in the car it read 6:00. I sat up and shook Sam! “Sam!” I yelled! “What,” She roused. “School,” I shouted loudly. “Oh goodness,” She started the car; “You can borrow some of my clothes!” she started towards her house! She stopped at her house and grumbled, “This is my dad’s car he’s going to be so angry!” I got out of the car with her and we ran inside getting ready we were on our way out the door when her dad stopped us! So did you like it comment? Please? Sorry I didn't give a clue last time so Im giving it now! Its a extention to the last clue cause I haven't used it yet but I will next Chapter I promise! Clue- Is she dead, would that be such a bad thing?- charlette!
Still Beating Chapter 2 I climbed the steps onto the bus I could already hear the laughs and voices of my friends. I walked to the back of the bus and plopped down into my usual spot. “What happened to you?” One asked giving me an odd look. “Nothing,” I responded pushing my hood over my head knowing I probably looked like a girl who hadn’t slept in days and caked on makeup she didn’t know how to apply. I was still sore from my mom and knew I had bruises all over so I tried carefully not to show any. “Don’t worry,” My best friend, Sam, the only one who doesn’t just like me because I’m branded a ‘popular’ smiled, “You look fine!” “Thanks,” I responded and continued with the usual gossip of the bus ride to school. When we got to the school the bus hit the brakes suddenly and the girl in front of us dropped her drink and it splattered all over Mia, the meanest one of my so called friends. She glared at the girl then stood up taking the remains of the drink and pouring it on her head. The other girls beside me all joined smearing it into her hair everyone helped, beside me and Sam. They all got off the bus but I knelt down beside the weeping girl and smiled. “Sorry about them let me help you,” I began to clean up the mess but she stopped me. “Your all the same, you don’t care you just want to humiliate me, go away leave me alone,” She continued to glare at me. I stopped helping, stood up and practically ran off the bus I’d never been so humiliated by anyone in my school ever. I entered the school Sam waited for me. “Come on lets go fix your makeup in the bathroom,” She tugged on my arm, she was the only person I had trusted, and told about my mom. She dragged me into the bathroom and helped me fix myself up, “That girl, she hates us,” I exclaimed! “Well it’s not like she’s going to love people who smear coke in her hair,” Sam laughed and wet a paper towel. “No really Sam,” I stopped her from wiping away the last of the makeup with the towel. “Sorry, it’s just a lot of people hate us it’s just the way it works,” She began to wipe the makeup. “I know it’s just I tried to help her but...” I stopped. “But she still would never forgive you or your friends!” Sam finished with reapplying the makeup, “Done!” “Thanks,” I smiled and we left the bathroom. That night there was going to be a party and like always I was expected to attend so I took the bus like usual three towns over to my job, if anyone found out I had to work they’d hate me forever so I had to go to a different town! I worked at a small shop and got my pay check today so happily after work I headed to an out of town hammy-down store and shopped for ‘new’ party clothes! I didn’t want to go home; otherwise I’d have to face my mom so I just sat on benches and walked the sidewalks until it was time to get to the party. I took the bus into town then went to a public bathroom changed and did my makeup with the cheap stuff I had, then I headed to Mia’s house! You could hear the music blaring from three streets away, I walked inside to see red cups floating around and a blur of people I remember ‘thinking this is my type of scene’ then everything after was a black blur! Comment if you want a notification! Ik it was short i just needed a bridge to the next chapter! :)