So on facebook my crush posted those date or pass send me number things.
He had about 6 message him and all but 2 he said yes or maybe.
This guy is the most unjudgemental guy ever
I thought he liked me
I messaged him
1234567
(I get his notifications btw)
a couple seconds later he posts:
uhmm I can't believe you asked... but, 1234567. No.
I almost cried.
Later he messaged me back. and said hey.
I didn't answer. He messaged me
Are you ok?
I messaged him this:
You don't even care if I was ok or not. You know how long I've liked you?! 3 YEARS. I thought you liked me too. We have hung out so many times. i wanted to see if you would date me. And you said no. You are some of the reason I am alive today. Did you never realize that all those nicknames from my friends and me acting like a total doofus and smiling around you was me acting normal?! Because i have been depressed and you never realized that. I was only happy around you and when you said no to me I felt so worthless you wouldn't even know. You never took a hint, but in the past if you took the hint and told me you didn't like me back I would've moved on, but no you just worked me up till I admit I love you and you don't care. You reject me. I am not searching for sympothy here and you dated a bi chic that talks and looks like a man. yet I am prettier and straight and you say no. You went back with your ex's and not me. 3 years... 3 YEARS you had to push me away. I smiled around you. YOU WERE THE REASON I SMILED. THE ONLY REASON. I am over you.
He answered:
Emi, I am sorry. I don't like you that way. I wouldn't date you because you moved. If we were 17 and could drive them I would probably say yes because you are cool and awesome. Just because I say that now means nothing in the future. I don't rreally know who I want to date. I wasn't paying attention to the names, because so many girls like me because of my looks and other people think I'm a man wh0re. Then there's girls like you who judge me and want to date me because of my personality.. Right?
I replied: yes...
later he posted... 1234567.. I would date you...