We're all walking around with glossy eyes."I'm just tired," we say. But you know what? It's all bullshit. Yes, we are tired, but it's not all from lack of sleep. We are tired of waking up with nothing to look forward to, tired of going to bed exhausted after doing a million things we find no enjoyment in doing. We're tired of this void, this emptiness that looms over us even though our days are packed. We're tired of the loneliness that presses down on us even though we're surrounded by dozens of people. So why can't we just say it? Humans are so afraid of looking into each other's eyes and say, "I am unhappy, I am broken, I am hopeless and fallible." We've been conditioned to associate pain with weakness, sadness with coldness, loneliness with unworthiness, difference with disease, as if these feelings are contagious, as if ambivalence is something not to be felt, but to be feared. Well, I say screw all of that. Screw forced smiles and polite handshakes and I'm fine, thank yous. Screw the fear of crying in a public place, screw the fake chipper voice, screw the lies we spit out to cover up our problems. We are humans. We are meant to feel. To feel everything and feel it all openly. We are not metal - we are flesh and bone. Our boiled blood courses through our cold, clammy hands. We are intricate and beautiful and we should never hide our human parts, because if we do, then what's left to show? http://www.flickr.com/photos/somebodysaysomething/5159478196/?ref=nf <- original.
I'll always love that rush I get when your skin grazes mine. The way my heart beats faster when your hand touches mine. How when you want to get my attention, you'd shake my arm as opposed to calling my name. How when I help you with an answer, you'd always pat my back to thank me. How excited you get when you get an answer right in class, when you weren't even paying attention in the first place. Your unbelievably cute smile. Your laugh. The fact that you always shake your leg, and you shake it even more, if someone says its annoying them. How you tend to always space out during class. How when you concentrate, you start chewing on your pinky's nail. That when I text you to remind you to do something, you'll tell me the following morning that you remembered to do it. That even though you only text me for homework help, you still thought of me for that split second. How you always know how to make me smile, even on my worst days, and so much more. But the things I hate? there w i l l only be three; You'll never realize how much I like you. You'll never know any of these things, even though I'm dying to tell you. You'll never be mine.
I have to limit myself to reading 10 pages of top quotes each night otherwise i'd be up until midnight on page 50 of the top quotes and i'd have to run on five hours of sleep for school.♥ you know you do to (:
So I'd just favorited the quote: i just wanna see your name pop up on my phone screen. and five minutes later, his name DOES pop up on my phone screen ♥ http://www.wittyprofiles.com/q/1947441 <- the favorited quote. give it some love :)
Dear EmmetLuva1020 and nikky28, You have people who care about you a lot. Everyone would be devastated if you were gone. Everyone should have a good life. You shouldn’t take life for granted. There’s someone out here who has it worse than you do. You’re being unreasonable. You are an important part in a lot of people’s lives. You’re a good person. You’re someone's best friends that I they'd never want to lose. You shouldn’t let one little thing get you down from living a good life. So don't do something that's not worth it. I may not know you, but I feel that we have a connection through Witty. Please don't kill yourself <;3
WHENEVER we see him with her, we think, "Why'd he pick her? Why not me? What does she have that I don't have?" But, what we should really think is, "What I have, that she doesn't have, and probably never will have, he's missing out on." all mineee. edit if you want (: just give credit got lazy :p
"I've learned that a lot of people take me for granted. Use me for unfinished homework, building up they're already too big egos, etc. But you know what the sad thing is? I just let them keep using me and taking me for granted. They only see me as, the girl with the brains. The girl who always has the answers and will let you copy off of her anytime. Well I'm sick of being that girl. I want to be the girl who's seen as a regular person. An average person. The person that wants to love and be loved." - Me got really lazy but wanted to put this up dont have to read if you don't want just a vent really. edit it and make it look pretty?
“Sometimes we fall short of the people we are meant to be,&sometimes people do things they’re ashamed of.&usually after the guilt sets in,we make things worse.But sometimes people do funny things in the face of pressure and desperation.&the truth…well,truth is an absolute,&the truth can set you free.” Dan Scott (One Tree Hill) Got lazyy;; not minee but I love itt (:
“We all want to be loved , to be happy . So why aren’t we? Because we’ve become experts at sabotaging our own happiness , feeling like victims, when, in fact, it’s the choices we make. The bad habits, the vices, the inability to show love and compassion – these are the things that tear us down. We’re not victims. We’re assassins when it comes to love and happiness .” - Dan Scott Not my quote but colors minee
It's funny how I can never concentrate in school, but when I see you, you're all I can think about. <3. <3. <3. <3. <3. <3. <3. <3. <3. <3. <3. Not sure if anyone else has done this Otherwise all minee.
You have no idea what an amazing person and friend you are. And I'm too scared to lose that over two silly questions. You're like my brother, but you have a right to know that I lied to you, and I know should have told you sooner, but I was taken by surprise and.... but.... I can't live with that question unanswered, even though I probably already know the answer, but I have to know for sure.... all I want you to do, even if it does damage, or ruin, our friendship, is to tell me the truth, no matter how harsh. I can take it... I hope. Got.lazy.with.colors. all minee