kmsxx* posted a quote
November 20, 2014 4:52pm EST
“ Sometimes just talking helps. It doesn’t matter if the whole freaking conversation is just a string of ‘I don’t know’s. Just say it anyway. Eventually you’ll spit out enough puzzle pieces that make sense when put together. ”
“I am incredibly awkward and negative. I get attached easily, and I hold on for too long. I don’t like opening up to people. Most five year old children can express their feelings better than me. I hide behind my fake smiles. I’m probably one of the most difficult people you will ever meet. But I can be sweet. I’m a great listener. I’ll guard your secrets with my life. I will never judge you based on your mistakes, and I’ll love you as much as I can. I can be, if you let me, one of the best things in your life.”
Start now. Start where you are. Start with fear. Start with pain. Start with doubt. Start with hands shaking. Start with voice trembling, but start. Start and don’t stop. Start where you are, with what you have. Just … start.
I think that’s one of the reasons why music is so powerful, because it’s not just music, notes or chords, you know, you’re on a journey and every song can make you feel something different and the same song can make a hundred different people feel a hundred different ways and I think that’s the closest thing to magic that exists.
To me, fearless is not the absence of fear. It’s not being completely unafraid. To me, fearless is having fears. Fearless is having doubts. Lots of them. To me, fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. Fearless is falling madly in love again, even though you’ve been hurt before.Fearless is walking into your freshman year of highschool at fifteen. Fearless is getting back up and fighting for what you want over and over again, even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. It’s fearless to have faith that someday things will change. Fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. I think its fearless to fall in love with your best friend, even though he's in love with someone else. And when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, I think it’s fearless to stop believing them. It’s fearless to say “you’re NOT sorry”, and walk away. I think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. I think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. Letting go is fearless.Then moving on and being alright… That’s fearless too.
Two a.m. You know. The person you call at two a.m. and, no matter what, you can count on them. Even if they're asleep or its cold or you need to be bailed out of jail... they'll come for you. It's like,the highest level of friendship.