I've attempted suicide 5 times, I've been talked out of suicide 15 times. & I can not wait for suicide awarness day <3 I'm still alive, and I'm so proud of others who made it through the harder times in life. 9.10 <3 The best day in the world .
He lied to me, He said I was perfect&beautiful. My friends all warned me, & said I should stay away from him because he's a jerk. But I'm still young, so I didn't listen. The next week. We were having a normal conversation, but we had already broken up. & Out of nowhere he says. " You're a B***** and you're ugly. For no reason. I had selfesteem issues since I was young but they dropped a lot after that. He asked me if I had razors. & when I said yes he said to cut his name..HIS NAME into my arm. So I did cut, but not his name & I sent him a pic of the thing on my arm that he caused. * He said "I don't see my name" Out of all the things. I cried myself to sleep again. I hate him so much, But he's perfect to me. & I think I still really like him; He's just too hard to get over. * I don't care if this isn't pretty, Or doesn't have a format.,some of you may think this is ugly, But i don't mind. I'm just venting here.
we always used to talk real late after midnight. Now the only thing we do on the phone is fight. Is there a way to make this go away. I dont think that we're gonna be okay. You were my hero and i was your sidekick, now you're gonna be the tear that i cry when we split. Baby i dont think that i can do this it seems so wrong makin' up with only one kiss. Dont think that i could ever be able to stay with you now baby. Cause in time i know that we'll both see, we're not meant to be. Nmq(:
She's over you. Look what you did. You lost the girl who would do anything to be yours. You kept her waiting far too long. ...You were her everything. She loved you. She thought you'd be different. But you were just the same as any other guy in her life. Tell me boy, how does it feel? To lose at your own game?