So, i haven't been on for a really long time now. I do believe my time has come to an end on witty. Witty has always been there for me. Through the good and the bad times in my life. I'm really thankful for this site, and for the people i've met or got to talk to. And i just want to say, i may be on from time to time. So if you need help with anything, or just need someone talk to, or someone to listen. I'll be here for you. Each and every one of you guys are amazing. Please don't ever forget that.
I hate when something happened months ago, and you can’t forget it. It’s something burned in my brain that i can never forget. No matter how hard i try, it’s still there. I still see everything clearly.
I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry i ruined our relationship. I'm sorry i broke your heart. I'm sorry i didn't have the same feeling for you as you did for me. I'm sorry i'm such a messed up person. I'm sorry.
I need some advice.. I have a boyfriend and he makes me happy, he's a great guy and everything. But part of me feels like I don't have feelings for him. Idk what I should do.. If I break up with him, I feel like he would be devastated. But if I stay with him any longer, I feel like I'm waisting his time and leading him on thinking that we're going to be together for a long time. What should I do?
NO LYING QUIZ 1. Last Cigarette? Months ago 2. Last Beverage: Water 3. BIGGEST secret: I blame my sister for my dads death....... 4. Last Phone Call? Some random guy 5. Last Text Message: Boyfriend♥(: 6. Last CD Played: I don't member 7. Last BUBBLE Bath: Years ago 8. Last Time You Cried : Last week 9. Last Meal: Pasta SEVEN Have You’s??? 1. Have you ever dated someone twice?: Yeah 3. Have you ever kissed someone & regreted it?: No 4. Have you ever fallen in love? No 5. Have you ever lost someone?: Yeah... 6. Have you ever slept until 2pm?: Nope 7. Have you ever been drunk and thrown up? Hahaha yeahh SIX Things You Did in the Past Three Days: 1. Went over a friends house 2. Hung out with my boyfriend 3. Went to work 4. Listened to music 5. Hung out wih my niece 6. Watched movies List FIVE People You Can Tell Pretty Much Anything to. 1: Taylor 2: Boyfriend 3: Bekkah 4: Josh 5: Meagan List THREE Favorite Colours. 1: Purple 2: Black 3: Red List FOUR Things You Want to Do Before You Die. 1: I don't even know 2: I can't answer this question 3: Sorrryy 4: Nothing comes to mind This month have you… Laughed until you cried: Yeah Went behind your parents back? Yeah WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT: 1. Your last kiss? "I'm dating a weirdo" lol 2. Gay Marriage? I don't care, it's whatever 3. Lowering the drinking age? Nah 4. Straight, Gay, or Bi? Why we gotta label people? 5. Who are the best huggers that you know? The boyfriend(: 6. Do you believe in love at first sight? Nah 7. Is there something you want to tell someone? Nope 8. What brand of shirt are you wearing? My work shirt 9. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends? No 10. What is your current annoyance? Crammmpppsssss >.< 11. How many kids do you want to have? 2-4 12. Do you want to change your name? Nah 13. Last time you saw your father? ...... 14. What did you do for your last birthday? Family came over 15. What time did you wake up today? 10:30/11 16. What were you doing at midnight last night? Watching Fruitvale Station 17. Name something you CANNOT wait to do: Go to a concert 18. What is your favorite thing in your room? Nothing 20. Where is your best friend right now? Home?
Now that i have a job i will be saving money to move out. It’s something i need to do. Don't get me wrong, i'm truely grateful my mom provided a roof over my head and food to eat. But i can't take being in this house any longer with my sister and her husband. So come april i will be moving out and starting my own life.
I went to a wedding yesterday and it made me realize one thing. When and if i ever get married, my dad’s not going to be there. He’s not going to be there to walk me down the aisle. He’s not going to be there for me to dance with. And realizing this, makes me not want to get married. How can i share that special day if i won’t have my father there..
Witty Survey: Cross Off the Things You Have Done Graduated high school Kissed someone Smoked a ciggarete Got so drunk you passed out Rode in a police car for something you didn't do Rode every ride at an amusement parkt Collected something really stupid Gone to a rock concert Help someone Gone fishing Watched 4 movies in one night. Gone long periods of time without sleep Lied to someone Snorted cocaine Dealt drugs Been in a car accident Been in a Tornado Done hard drugs Watched someone die Been at a funeral Burned yourself Ran a marathon Cried yourself to sleep Spent over $200 in one day Flown on a plane Sat first class (1st seat ) on a plane Cheated on someone Been cheated on Written a 10 page letter Gone skiing Been Sailing Cut yourself Had a best friend Lost someone you loved. Shoplifted something Been to jail Dangerously close to being in jail Skipped School Skipped a class Had Detention Got in trouble for something you didn't do Stolen books from a library Gone to a different country Dropped out of school Been in a mental hospital Been treated in a mental hospital Have watched all the Harry potter movies Had an online Diary Fired a gun Had a yard sale Had a lemonade stand Actually made money off of the lemonade stand Been in a school play Been fired from a job Taken a lie detector test Swam with dolphins Gone to seaworld. Gone to seaworld and seen Shamo Got absaloutly socked by Shamo. Voted for someone on a reality TV show Written poetry Read more than 20 books a year Written over a 30 page essay Gone to Europe Loved someone you shouldn't have Befriended someone you shouldn't have Used a colouring book over the age of 12. Had surgery Had stitches. Taken a taxi. Seen the Washington Monument Had more than 5 im's/chats online going all at once. Overdosed Had a drug or alcohol problem Relative to someone with a serious alcohol/drug problem Been in a fist fight Gone surfing in California Had or have a pet hamster Pet a wild animal Used a credit card Did "spirit day" at your school Dyed your hair Got a tattoo Had something pierced Known someone with HIV or AIDS Fell in love/ had or have a crush on your bestfriend.
I know i need to get my medication. I know it’s important to be taking them. I’m not stupid. But what you fail to realize is that i don’t have the effing money! Wouldn’t you think if i had the money i would have had everything by now and be feeling a whole lot better.
I understand i have to get a job. I know that. But it's kind of hard when i have no time what so ever. All i do is babysit. And they get mad when i can't babysit for like one day. So what's going to happen when i actually do get a job and no one can watch the kids?