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hdohertyloves
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September 30, 2014 9:52pm UTC

My name is Hannah.
I made my witty account when I was tweleve years old.
I am now seventeen.
I haven't visited this website in years.
I created the account mainly just to vent about some stupid insane crush I had on a boy.
I'm here to tell all of your girls;
All of these little problems we face everyday will not even effect us in a matter of weeks.
Friendships end.
Relationships are forgotten.
Old hobies are lost.
But that's the beauty of life; We will not care.
we grow up
and forget about every problem.
I'm not saying to ignore your problems.
Like I mentioned, I was only on here to vent about that little crush.
In a way though, always thinking about him made it harder to forget about him.
Really, I stopped using witty when him and I started dating.
I didn't have anything I needed to rant about.
So, here I am, five years later, still with him, and still happy.
Sometimes it doesn't work out, and other times it does.
What I am trying to say is keep your head up,
and a smile at the bullshit.

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July 1, 2013 10:05pm UTC

*Bruises and Black Eyes*
Chapter 18
I think the hardest part about talking about these past few years was actually hearing myself say everything. My 'public' boyfriend was a monster and didn't love me. He hated the fact I'm a virgin. He always was trying to sleep with me, and I would have to push him off of me every time. He yelled at me in public. Picked at every flaw I had. And then the black eye situation. I told officer Liz how much I couldn't stand him, yet I never ended thing. Instead, I would just not see him. Ignore him if I did. I guess I liked that I was treating him the way he treated me. I also told Liz about how much I love Tyler. How long he waited for me, how he is the only one that understands me. He knew I feared Logan, and even tried to fix that. I don't even know why I was with him for so long.
Liz told me Logan can never touch, or hurt me again. She promised Logan will switch school, and did other stuff, like community hours. I did not pay any attention; I didn't want to hear his name ever again. She then said Tyler should have a court date, but only has to show up. She said nothing will probably happen to him. As for me, she wanted me to see a therapist to help me cope with everything. So did I.
When the police let me out of the small room, it felt like stepping out of my body. Like I was given a whole new me. I could no longer be sad. And I loved it. I even smiled. But my smile grew bigger when I saw Tyler right across from me. He was sitting in a black chair, foot tapping the ground. His hands were clenching the arms of the chair, and his blue eyes were fixed on the ground. The flickered to me. His face moved up.
He stood to his feet in less than a mila-second. Immedently, his hands were around my waist, embracing me. He squeezed me so tight I thought I was going to explode. I sqeezed him just as tight, and planned to never let go. I felt the salty warm tears floor my eyes. I've been crying a lot latley. But for the first time in a long time, they're happy tears.
"Tyler, I'm so sorry for everything I have put you through. I'm sorry for always hurting you. Thank you for protecting me always. I promise I will always be here for you. I won't hurt you anymore." He sqeezed me even tighter. After a few minutes, he released his grip, and looked me in the eyes.
"Mel, I love you. You are the one that got hurt out of all of this, not me. I promise you, you will never have to go through any of that ever again." I felt his warm lips press against mine. In that moment everything was perfect. But it was interrupted by a police man clearing his throat. We both turned around. "Uh, both of your parents are downstairs. We have already told them anything. They are all coming up now."
This should be intresting. And awkward.

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June 29, 2013 9:21pm UTC

*Bruises and Black Eyes*
Chapter 17
I remember the police putting Tyler and Logan one seperate cars. Cops surrounded me, asking if I was okay. My black eye must have left a lot of unsolved questions. Maybe the wouldn't have had to take me to the police station if I actually answered them. But I couldn't. I was sobbing too hard.
The chair they had me sitting in was cold, metal. There was a fold out tabel in the middle of the room. A young women sitting across from it. She had a warm cup of coffee in her hand. She smiled. "Melany, right?" I didn't answer; I watched an ant march across the floor instead. "Melany, my name is officer Costo. But you can call me Liz." She was trying to be nice, and get me to talk. They need to know why the girl with the black eye was crying. I really don't feel like talking about it, but I don't think that's a good acuse.
"We talked to a few kids you go to school with. They all said you're dating that boy, Logan. You two have been together for awhile." I stay silent. "Some people also said Tyler and Logan use to be best friends. But latley they haven't been too close." I blink at the floor. The ant disappreared under the table.
"Melany," Liz leaned in closer to me. "Was Tyler the one that gave you the black eye?" Now she has my attention. "He was extremly violent when we showed up." She continued. I didn't want to hear anymore."
"I have never seen Tyler was angry. He is the most peacful man I know. Logan was my boyfriend, and the one that gave me this black eye. I've been with him since freshmen year. He drinks, and smokes, and sleeps with other girls. I know everything he does behind my back. Tyler and Logan use to be friends, until Logan started partying too much. Tyler and I have been secretly dating and I love him. I'm so inlove with him. But sneaking around makes me feel just as horrible as Logan is. Yet it makes me feel better because I'm doing what he deserves." The tears were rushing down my face as the sobs started again. I burried my face in my hands.
"He controls my life. He makes me feel like I am worth nothing! and maybe I'm not. I haven't decided yet. But Tyler makes everything better. They were fighting because Tyler found out Logan hit me. And now he's here, and probably hates me."
"He doesn't hate you." Liz said. I forgot I was talking to her. "He's talking to other officers right now, and from what I've heard, he's nervous you hate him. In fact, he's dying to see you." The tears were still streaming down my face, but a smile managed to find it's way to my face. "If you can tell me everything, from the start, you can walk out of here with Tyler." She really knows how to make someone talk.
"I moved here for freshmen here," And I told her everything. From my first day of school, to the day in the coffee shop with Logan. The day of April's party, to the last night. It felt good to talk.

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May 27, 2013 10:04pm UTC

*Bruises and Black Eyes*
Chapter 14
I could almost feel the words slip from my lips as the lingered in the cold air. From the corner of my eyes I watched Logan. He was starring at the wall. I hung my head back and let it rest on the couch. My eye was still throbbing. Logan stood up and I flinched. I was now terrified but I tried not to show it. Logan kneeled at the edge of the couch and took my hands. He barried his still face in my hands.
"We've both messed up, haven't we?" he says. I stay silent.
"Tomorrow morning, you're going to wake up and get ready to go to the beach one more time. You'll call Tyler, tell him it's not working. And that's it. Then we have a fresh start, Mel. A new chapter. I swear, I'll be the man I use to be. I promise." Then he kissed my hand. 'It's a shame Logan is terrible at keeping promises.' I thought to myself.
"I'll pick you up at around 12. Just do what I say. That way no one will get hurt." And then, I swear, he looked right at my swollen eye. He was threating me. I was not going to call his bluff. I nodded. He kissed my forehead gently, stood up, and walked out the door. I breathed.
After an hour of pressing ice to my eye, I crawled up to my bed. I slowly put on sweatpants, and curled up under my sheets. I few minutes later, I heard my parents arrive. They were walking around, whispering and chatting. I heard my door open, and I pretended to be asleep. I heard the door shut, and my father's voice tell my mother I was safe, and asleep. 'Do they always check on me?' I thought to myself. Weird.
My mind started to wonder what I would miss most about Tyler. Maybe it was the way he said 'I love you'. How he smiled, every single time he said it. Maybe it was the way he held me; tight and protecting. Maybe I would miss his sweet scent.
I tried not to cry. The tears stung my bad eye. I needed to calm myself down. But the only way I knew he to calm down was the think of Tyler. I closed my eyes.
I imagined the summer. The beach. Warm, golden sand. Laying on a beach towel. I could almost hear the ocean waves. I saw Tyler next to me. Just smilling, looking at me. That's when I knew what I would miss most; those eyes. So perfect and blue. Watching and protecting me. Keeping me close. Tyler is one of the sweetest people I've ever met. Caring, loving, and protective. He is my favorite person in my life.
My eyes fluttered when I heard my alarm clock go off. It's morning.
Readers-
I am so incredibly sorry this is so late. I promise, I will try to be faster with these chapters.
Writing this one almost got me emotional, I don't know about you.
Love you guys so freaking much
--Hannah

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May 16, 2013 9:05pm UTC

*Bruises and Black Eyes*
Chapter 13
There's a picture of my mother and father I found when I was little. It's them, holding hands in a green park. Smiling. My mother showing her pearly white teeth, beautiful eyes on the camera. My father, big and strong, had his eyes on her. The way he looked is undescribable. I always wanted someone to look at me like that.
My world turned black. My right eye was swollen; probably turn black by the morning. I stumbled my way to the couch. I just buried my face in my hands. I felt Logan sit next to me. We didn't speak for awhile. The sky turned dark eventually. 'What am I going to do with myself?' I thought. The sky turned balck.
I didn't have any ideas running through my head; my mind was blank. I just needed someone to comfort me. 'What should I say now?' I guess I should start honestly.
"I've been cheating on you with Tyler for the past two years." The room stayed silent.

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April 23, 2013 4:05pm UTC

*Bruises and Black Eyes*
Chapter 11
Lets fast forward two years; junior year. Two years of a well known, sad relationship. A boyfriend who told people he was only with me because I made him 'look good.' A boyfriend who picked what I ate, wore, and even picked my friends. Two years of him trying to get into my pants, and failing. Two years of listening to the rumors of him with other girls. Part of me did hate him. And the other wasn't ready to let go of my first love. Logan knew that, and wasn't afraid to use it against me.
The only reason I survived those two years was because of my secret relationship with Tyler, Logan's sort of ex best friend. Ty is the complete opposite of Logan; One of the reasons I love him so much.
Logan never found out about Tyler and me during those years. We were sneaky. We would only hang out when we knew Tyler was busy; Usually getting wasted at some party. I never really had to lie to him, because he never asked about me, like where I was while he hes drinking. I guess he didn't really care.
My relationship with Tyler was oddly simple. We didn't fight like how Logan and I did. The one thing was did fight about was Logan. Tyler of course was extremly uncomfortable knowing I was still in a relationship. Tyler would never fully understand how I felt. I was head over heels inlove with both of them. Even if Logan is different from when we first met. But it was clear who was better for me. Who treated me right, really cared about me, and truly inlove with me. Yet some times I looked at Logan, he would smile at me.
He'd put his arm around my waist firmly, and kiss my cheeck, even whisper in my ear "I love you." It's at those moments, do I feel good. Like I'm back to freshman year, being saved by him. It wasn't until the summer going into senior year, did I catch myself slowly losing hope. I was thinking of Tyler more than him. It's like I would slowly let go, he would kiss me, and I be right where I started.
It was Tyler's idea for me to hangout with him and Logan at the same time. Ty was desperate for me to lose Logan. So he thought if I was with both of them, I would see maybe which one was better for me. And that's where I am. Standing in my kitchen, with Logan on my lips, and Tyler's eyes awkwardly starring the ground, and making fists.
The whole day, I am to spend with both of them. I nice day at the beach. Its...different.
Readers- SO SORRY THIS IS SO LATE! But I promise I will really start working on the next chapter. Lot of plans for this next one ;)
With love,
Hannah

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April 22, 2013 4:09pm UTC

Money doesn't buy happiness.
but it does buy food, which is a lot better.

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April 19, 2013 10:37pm UTC

Watch a movie with a group of friends
friends:*Talk*
friends:*Talk*
friends:*Talk*
friends:"We're an hour in?"
friends:"Who's that?"
friends:"What is that?"
friends:"What's going on."
friends:"Where are they going?"
Me:
Me:
Me:
Me:
Me:
Me:

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April 19, 2013 2:04am UTC

*Bruises and Black Eyes*
Chapter 10
"I still can't decide if meeting you was the saddest or greatest day of my life. Because my heart is still spilt, into two peices made up of love & hatred. And both sides hold your name." -Unknown
The first heartbreak. That moment when you hit rock bottom. If you have ever experienced the first heartbreak, then you know the feeling. It's like you lose control in your whole body, except your chest. You literally feel your own heartbeat, and the sinking feeling begins. Like the upper half of yourself is melting to your feet.
I was in the coffee shop with Logan, who last night was the boy of my dreams. Come to find out, he didn't want to be in my dreams but just in my bed. He sat there, sipping his black coffee, more focused on his pounding head ache.
"Do you love me?" I heard the sound of my voice, yet didn't feel my wet lips move. Logan looked up from his coffee.
"Mel, now you just sound crazy." He looked back at his coffee. I nodded my head; it was pounding. I stood to my feet and ran out the door. I didn't even look back to see if he was watching. I ran as fast as I could down the side walk. 'Keep running' I thought to myself.
Everything is messed up. I'm messed up. Keep running.
I hate this town and I hate the new empty house. Keep running.
I hate high school and everyone in it. Keep running.
I hate the family I don't even have. Keep running.
I hate the fact that the only boy on earth that will put up with me is evil.
Keep running.
I ran until my feet gave out. I was panting, and my lungs were trying to breath. I reached my house when my entire body gave up. I jogged until I reached the green grass of my front lawn, and fell to my knees.
"Mel...?" I looked up. Tyler was standing on the front porch. "I've been ringing your door bell for five minutes. I thought you were asleep." He laughed. I got back up to my feet.
"Leave me alone Tyler." I breathed. I was serious. He blinked at me.
"...What? Why? Did I do something?" He looked so confused.
"Tyler you don't know me. You have no idea who I am. I'm messed up; I have issues. Logan knows I'm messed up.. Sort of. And he's still with me.. Kind of... He's the only boy that will put up with me. Some times I think I'm crazy. Maybe I am. But I'm not just about to dump the boy that I know will put up with me. Okay? So leave."
My hands were in shaking fists. It hurt so much to say it out loud. But I needed to. I needed to end whatever what was going on. Tyler walked down the steps; eyes locked on mine. He marched right over to me. His body met mine and our lips touched. One hand held the back of my neck and the other was around my waist, pulling me into him. Damn was that a kiss. It was the most real kiss I think I've ever had. I almost pinched myself to make sure it wasn't a dream. Tyler pulled away and I'll never forget what he said.
"Mel, we all have issues. One of your issues is trust. You're not ready to jump into a new relationship. It's scary, I know. So, I'll wait. You take your time with Logan, and we'll see how you and I go? It'll be our secret."
And that's how Tyler and I became a thing. Tyler of course had to watch the girl he loved be with the wrong guy for two more years, but he lived with it. As for me, I was the screwed up girl that was inlove with someone who wasn't coming back, yet also inlove with that boy's best friend.
Damn I'm messed up.
Readers-- It is 2 AM and I'm sitting here typing away for you guys. I posted chapter 9 on my profile earlier today. Hope to do chapter 11 tomorrow. I just want to say you guys have been so incredible. The support I have gotten is amazing. I reall really love you guys <3
With a huge amount of love,
Hannah

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April 18, 2013 8:20pm UTC

*Bruises and Black Eyes*
Chapter 9
Tyler and I spent a long time talking in the living room. We kissed a lot. I remember being so happy; at peace with myself. Ty and I talked about us. Where we want to be. We agreed we want to be together, but I said I need to give it time. With Logan's temper, anything was possible if he found out I dumped him for his best friend- well, ex best friend. So, I decided not to leave Logan so soon, and that I'll slide my way into it. Tyler would have been more excited if I agreed to dump Logan right then, but settled for my plan.
The worst part of the night was saying good bye to Tyler. Every time he would get closer to the door, he would walk right back to me and kiss me. And I would kiss him back. I kept looking at those blue eyes. My God they're so perfect. I remember how the light shined on those jewls and made them shine. And I have those perfect eyes on me. Not on some other girl. Tyler is loyal. I feel like crying, I'm so happy.
About an hour after Tyler left, the door bell rang. I smiled. I already knew it was him coming back to kiss me more. I nearly ran to the door only to have my heart sink to my stomach when my eyes met drunk Logan. "I..need to taaalk to you." He let himself in, almost tripped over his own feet. I watched the ground.
"Listen Mel, baby. I didn't want to spend to birthday druuunk. I wanted to spend it with you. I don't say this enought, but I love you. So much." When I looked up, I almost fainted. It was him. His face. The face of the boy that I saw my first day of high school. The one that walked me to class. The one that bought me coffee and took to out to dinner. The one I fell inlove with. I felt tears in my eyes.
"Mel, I'm so lucky to have you." Now the tears slipped down my face.
"I love you too, Logan." I smiled. I wiped away the tears and got my phone from my back pocket. I texted Jessie to pick up Logan; She's okay with Logan drinking. Plus we both don't want him walking home so late. She was at my house in five minutes. I hugged Logan so tight. I decided to call Tyler in the morning and tell him Logan and I are still together, and leave me alone. I was shaking. I had my boyfriend back. I fell asleep in my bed, and for the first time in months, got a good nights sleep.
Logan texted me in the morning. He wanted to get coffee with me. I walked to the coffee shop with my head spinning; I was so excited. I met Logan sitting at a table.
"My God, I'm so hung over."
"Shouldn't have drank so much...Do you remember anything from last night babe?"
"Not really. But I do remember going to your house. I forget what I said, but I recall trying to sleep with you When I woke up this morning in my own bed, I figured we didn't." He sipped his coffee.
I felt my heart crack.
Readers- I love you guys. Good chapter? Sorry this is kind of late- for some reason witty hasn't been working great for me. But at least I can post this! love you guys <3
With love,
Hannah

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April 16, 2013 11:11pm UTC

*Bruises and Black Eyes*
Chapter 8
That summer was the worst. Rumors spread that Logan lied to me, and I took him back. People talked about me; they couldnt understand why I was still with him. Once in awhile, Logan would still take me to a movie. When I see that face, my heart still skips a beat like the first day I met him. He still has the face I fell for.
Tyler was the only one that made things difficult for me. He never said anything, but he would give me this look. Every time we were out in public, and logan checked out another girl, I would just sit there. I could see Tyler at the corner of my eye, watching me with that face. He would get red and study me. But everything changed for the better the night of Logan's birthday.
For Logan's birthday, a few seniors invited us to another party. The only reason I went was for logan; it was his birthday after all. There wasn't anything crazy at this party; it was just crowded. I remember talking and laughing with Tyler. We had gotten a little closer. Logan was standing a few feet away, talking to a big group of seniors. I could hear every word they whispered. They didn't even notice me. One senior asked, "Logan, you still don't seem like the type to stay with one girl for so long. Why do you do it?" I don't think the senior was looking for a serious answer, but Logan reponded with, "Check her bra tag, then you'll know why I'm with her." With that, he took another sip of his beer. I wish I through the bottle at him.
My face turned red hot when I saw the seniors laugh. I marched out of that house with Logan wacthing me; now he knows I heard him. He was my ride home that night, but I was willing to walk that two miles home. When I reached my front steps my feet hurt.
About an hour later, Tyler was at my door. Our eyes met. It was raining outside, so I let him step in.
"Ty, if I talk about what just happened I'll cry, and I don't want you to have to watch me again." I was refurring to the night of April Steven's party only a month ago. Tyler's eyes didn't leave mine.
Ty looked so serious. His hair was dripping wet from outside. I was watching his eyes when he spoke.
"I knew I liked you the day I met you." The words slipped from his lips. The room was silent.
"When I saw your face, I knew I liked you. You are the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. But you're not just beautiful. You're creative. And smart. And funny. I could go on for days."
This deffinatly wasn't a dream; my heart is beating so loud it hurts my chest. Tyler continued.
"When i see you with him, I lose it. When I see the things he says to you I could kill him. The way he touches and grabs you in public makes me sick. I hate him. I hate him so much. And Mel. Melony I think I'm inlove with you."
In that second, I could feel the world stop spinning. My problems melted away to the earth. The controlling boy. The family that's mot here. The friends I don't have. All that mattered was that last sentence. I felt fresh tears in my eyes. Why the hell am I crying?
Tyler stood infront of me, waiting. I couldn't find the words to say. I was swept away by those blue eyes. And then something new came over me. I felt my body step closer and my lips were pressed against Tyler's. Our bodies collided and he almost fell the the floor. I felt him kiss me back. I felt those protecting hands hold my hand. Nothing else mattered in the world except us.
That's really when Tyler and I fell inlove.

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*Bruises and Black Eyes*
Chapter 7
The night was silent and still until rudley interrupted by sirons and red and blue flashing lights. I wachted the police car cruise down my street. Looks like April's neighbors don't like her get togethers.
My house is warm; the A.C. wasn't touched today. Yet, I was very cozy under the blanket that was placed over me. The tears had dried and my head felt a little more clear.
"I can't remember the last time I cried." My voice was sore. Tyler was silent. I sat up too sneak a peek at his eyes. They were still, starring at the wall.
"The night I beat up Derick and Eric..That was my first fight." Tyler's eyes didn't move from that wall. That was really random.
"I really don't believe that...and why do you bring this up?"
"When I was in middle school, my dad signed me up for boxing. He wanted me to be tough. I have 3 older brothers he favorites. They have never lost a fight they've been in. So, I guess to make sure all of his sons are tough, he made me take lessons. Eventually Logan took boxing classes with me. When Logan joined, it became a competition. That's how we both made top of our class. We got kicked out of our gym because one day our fight was too serious. So, my point is, I've never been in a fight other than when I box.." His head turned slightly and looked at me, waiting for an answer. "Okay." was the only thing I could think of.
"I don't want you to think I get into fights, that's the point of all of this." He laughed a little. There was a short puase and silence.
"Mel.. I need to ask. What are you going to say to Logan?"
"He'll apologize, and I guess we'll see." Now I was looking at the wall. I wonder how Logan will apologize? Tyler's face turned red.
"You're not going to break up with him? Why not? I don't get this."
"Look, it's complecated, alright?" Now I was getting mad. I don't want to hear what he has to think; this isn't his relationship.
"What's more complecated than what he did?"
"You just don't get it, okay? I have no friends I can talk to in this town. No one. Look around this room. Do you see family pictures? Any cute pictures of a mom and dad with their daughter? No. Empty walls. I don't have a family. I don't have anyone. I have Logan who protects me and doesn't make me feel so alone. So just because he made a mistake doesn't mean I should be unloyal. I'll forgive."
"Why? Why forgive him if he hurt you so bad?"
"I'm very forgiving." My eyes couldn't meet his.
"I still don't get it. Why would you let him back into your life if-"
"Because you still don't understand. My whole life I've sat in an empty house waiting for the day my parents come home and tell me they made a mistake. To tell me they're sorry for taking away my childhood. And to tell me mommys and daddys should always be there for their baby girl. I'm their baby girl and they don't care about me. They don't even know me. I bet you didn't know they have pictures before I was born. Smilling. They weren't ready for a baby. They were just married and still had things they wanted. And then I was born. They hate me. So if they came home right now and asked to be a real family, I would say yes in a heartbeat... but for now, I have no one. So I need him." The tears were streaming down my hot cheeks. There was something I've never said out loud. Maybe he'll think I'm crazy and leave. That's when I heard a slam on the door and my name being calling from Logan's mouth.
"You need to go. Now." I grabbed his arm and showed him the back door. I had to shove him out. I watched him walk down the steps. I sprinted for the front door and let Logan inside. He walked in and slammed the door. I jumped.
"WHAT THE HELL?! MELANY! You tell me you're going to be sick, and leave with another guy! MY BEST FRIEND?! How do you think it felt to have the whole party tell me that?!" His face was red and his hands were shaking.
"I saw you grinding with that senoir..." He blinked in surprise.
"Baby...babe, you were drunk. You saw me talking to a girl. There was other people grinding, but not me. You know me. But, why would you think it's okay to leave with another guy?" The memory was so foggy, I think he's right.
"Awe.... baby, I'm so sorry. I thought you were. And Tyler only walked me home to make sure I was okay, I swear! I promise!" I had a tear in my eye. Tyler looked at the ground and hugged me while I cried in his shoulder. He kissed me, and I stopped crying. After a few minutes of kissing we said our I love you's and he was out the door. I grabbed an apple and was off to bed. Right after I put on my sweatpants, my phone beeped. It was a text.
"Just talked to Logan. U do know he's lying, right?" Tyler was trying to butt in again. I didn't reply but rather plugged my phone in its charger and crawled into bed.
Dear readers- Thank you guys for being so patient. Last night I wanted to post this but for some reason the 'add a quote' box wasn't up. BUT this morning it was up and running fine!
I cried a little at this chapter. I knew I would when I started typing! what do you guys think?
Thank you so much for reading. You're all amazing. I love you.
With love,
Hannah

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*Bruises and Black Eyes*
Chapter 5
I remember what he was like before the summer. Logan was sweet. He made me laugh. Gave me flowers and coffee. He gave me kisses and walked me to class. After the weekend of Heather Hatch's party and that fight, Logan spent more time with the seniors. Every weekend he was drinking at some party. I grew tired of sitting in the corner watching him drink- I stopped going. I sat at home watching television. I got lonley. This house was new, and deffinalty bigger than our first house. My parents were always at their office. They worked together at the same building. Always together. I guess they some times forget about me.
It was a warm May Friday afternoon when Logan visited my locker. He greeted me with a hug and kiss. We hadn't been on a date in a few weeks now. We had been dating for seven months. It felt longer.
"I was thinking maybe I could come over tonight, and we could rent a movie?" He asked with a smile.
"Of course. Be there by 7?" he nodded, kissed me, and left.
At 7 that night, I waited by the door. I had on my favorite pair of jeans, and my favorite shirt that hugged my body. I was usually secure with my body, except my boobs. I don't know why every girl dreams of having giant boobs- they look awkward. My 36D's are pretty much always hidden.
The doorbell rang and I greeted Logan with a kiss. I had rented the latest action movie for the two of us. As soon as we sat down on the couch, he couldn't keep away. It's not like that was different- I always cought him checking out my butt or chest. I wasn't totallly expecting him so be so handsy though.
Logan had one arm around my waist and the other rested on the back of my neck. His hot breath smelt like mint. "Hey, Mel?" He interrupted. "There's something I need to say." He breathed and then our eyes met.
"I'm really glad I met you. You're mazing. You're beautiful, smart, funny. I love making you smile. Mel..I love you." He breathed slowly. There it was. The L word. I felt myself smile. I think I love him too. "I...I...I love you too, Logan." Now I smiled wider. He smiled back, and pressed his lips against mine. His hands felt right when they strectehd around my hips. Until they undid my jean botton.
"What are you doing?" I asked. Logan looked up at me.
"Mel.. We're making our on your couch, we told each other we are inlove. So I'm showing you I love you." He moved in closer to kiss me again, but this time I leaned away. This didn't feel right. "No." I said. Loud and clear. He blinked.
"Uh, that's not fair. You totally just lead me on."
"I'm not ready for that. I thought we were just going to hang out tonight..."
"Mel. Don't make me the bad guy." I fixed my eyes on the television screen. After ten minutes, he got up and left.
Logan called me about an hour later. He begged for my forgivness, and called himself a jerk. I forgave him.
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One by one, things changed. He stopped buying me coffee and treats. He pressured me into going to the gym. It was clear what he was trying to say. Our dates turned into going over each others house so he could try to take my pants off and I would tell him to back off. He was drinking every weekend. I knew he was changing, but every time I look at his face, I still melt. That's the face I fell for. The flowers, coffee, and kisses. I needed him. I don't have anyone else. No family. No close friends. He always tells me no one will love me as much as he loves me, it's probably true. I know we're inlove.
And then everything changed the night Logan took me to April Steven's party.
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*Bruises and Black Eyes*
Chapter 3
Freshman year was the best year I had. Logan became the best thing in my life. Every morning he brought me a cup of coffee and a new treat from the local coffee shop. He surprised me once in awhile with flowers. Our dates were fun; dinner, mini golfing, bowling, movies, ect. We would walk every where, but when we would want to try a new resteraunt out of town, his older sister, Jessie, would drive us. She was sweet; a senior at the time. I met Logan's family. His parents were very welcoming. I tried to introduce Logan to my parents by having a family dinner, but it was awkward and silent. I don't even talk to them. Usually I eat alone because they're at work, or at a meeting.
On the weekends Logan and I would hang out with our group of friends. Courtney would always make the plans. Courtney and I were never close, and we never grew closer. In our group I became closest with Kelly. We got along; we even looked alike. Long light brown hair, very tall. Kelly and I watcehd the same television show, so we would gossip about the latest episode, but our conversations never grew farther. The closest out of everyone were Logan and Tyler. They were always put on the same sport team, they had some classes together. They laughed at the same things, and had the same interests. They even looked the same. Same tan skin and height. But Logans light brown hair and brown eyes didn't even compare to Tyler's dark hair and those blue eyes.
I had never talked to Tyler until the night of Heather Hatch's house party. Heather Hatch was a senior, and we never said a word to each other. She was friends with my Logan, which got me my invite. Heather had invited only a few people, and wanted to keep it simple. Her plan would have worked if she didn't spread the word that her parents were out of town. The whole high school showed up.
I was sitting on the black leather couch next to a passed out senior who smelt like liquor. Logan was taking shots in the kitched with a few other seniors. I've never had a drink, and was embarrassed. I lied and said I wasn't much of a driker. I didn't think it was right for Logan as a freshman to drink, but I wasn't one to judge. That's when the front door open.
Tyler walked in followed by a few other guys. Instanlty my heart dropped. This was the first time I saw Tyler without being next to Logan. Damn those eyes. Those blue eyes. Right when they met mine, I was speechless. He smiled at me. Of course. Perfect white teeth. He walked over to me and said hello. I smiled. That's when the drunk senior woke up. His eyes were wide.
The drunk guy rolled his head and starred at me. He looked me up and down. "Well hello beautiful." he said. His breath smelt awful. I felt his arm slide around me. "What's..your...name pretty girl?" He couldn't really talk. Where's Logan? I thought. I began to panic. "Why don't you come....lean in..give me a little kiss. Damn you're good looking." I shook. I was scared. That's when Tyler stepped in.
"Derick. Leave her alone." Tyler breathed. He disappeared. That sweet boy with the eyes was now strong, serious. I was shocked. Derick laughed and stood up. "Hey now, freshman..." Derick placed his hand on Tyler's shoulder. The room was quite.
"I'm not trying to start anything, Derick. Just leave her alone."
"Oh yeah? Little freshman gunna stop me?" Derick looked a little serious now.
My jaw dropped when I wacthed Tyler's fist meet Derick's face.

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*Bruises and Black Eyes*
Chapter 2
Logan and I were freshmen when we met. I was so nervous the first day I thought I would be sick. I had attened another town's middle school, and was being placed in a completly different environment with strangers. My parents explained it was just high school and I would survive. They had bought a bigger house a few towns over and said I would be a lot happier there. They never even asked me when I thought.
The only person I knew was my cousin, Courtney. She was the typical popular high school girl. Perfect clothes, big group of friends, only hung out with the guy jocks. At my first lunch she introduced me to everyone. Every girl at the table ate low fat yogart and wore either a skirt or shorts. Some of the boys had on football jerseys and told me their first game was after school. The rest wore normal clothes and explained they play baseball in the Spring.
Courtney went around the table pointing to each face and spat out names I would never remember. I blinked when her manicure finger pointed to two empty seats. Her head turned to the doors right as two boys walked in.
"And that's Logan and Tyler." Courtney said. I watched the blue jerseys stroll up to the lunch line. Every girl watched the two mancandies grab lunch trays.
"They're first string on the football team." Said one blonde hair boy.
"They've been best friends for like, years." One red head girl added. The two football players walked over to our lunch table after talking to some senior boys about the game later that day. When they sat down, they both looked right at me.
"Guys, this is my cousin, Melony. She's new. So be nice." Courtney talked without making eye contact; She was too busy starring and sulking at her salad with no fat dressing. She kept peeking at the stack of cookies the blond haired boy had.
Tyler flashed a friendly smile and moved his lips to say hello when Logan spoke first.
"Melony. Nice to meet you." his smile was different from Tyler's. He almost looked entertained. "Is that your schedule?" He asked. I forgot I was holding the peice of paper in my hands. "May I?" I handed him the sheet. He examined it.
"Hey, we have the same class after lunch. Room 305. Math. I'll walk with you?" He grinned. I nodded.
"How the hell did you memorize your schedule already?" I asked. He laughed. A loud but smooth laugh. "Good memory." He replied.
When that bell rang, Logan sat up and we walk side by side out the wooden lunch doors. He questioned me about my old school. I explained everything to him. I was in the middle of my explaination when we reached the class room. He walked to the middle of the room and motioned me to follow him. I took the chair next to his desk.
That whole two weeks I spent most of my time with Logan. He made me comfortable. His abilty to turn everything into a joke made me laugh. On the third week, he asked me out. I didn't know what to say, so I said yes. I ended up having a really great time with him that Saturday night at the movies. We dated through out freshmen year.
That's how I got to know Tyler.

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