Ever Since
you walked out of me life, I hate doing even the simplest things.
I hate hanging out with my friends because I know that if I still
had you, that would be us spending time together. I hate long
car rides b e c a u s e the one thing that once made me tolerate
them was texting you the whole way. I hate that moment
when I finish my homework & I'm bored, unsure of what to do
next because if this was a few months ago, I wouldn't even
hesitate to pick up my phone & dial your number, which I still
know by heart. I hate how simply living my life gives me constant
reminders that everything has changed just because you suddenly
decided I'm a waste of your time