do you know how hard it is to go through every day and miss you? i know you do because i know you miss me as much as i miss you. i want to call you. i want to text you. i want to kiss you.i want to hold you. i want you.
i think that we learn a little bit from each and every person that we see and meet. we learned how to do something from someone and some where along the way we have copied someone. we take peoples traditions and turn them into our own.
i am honostly scared for you to call me at night, because i'm so scared that you'll be mad at me. can't you see that this is no drama, this is not me being a needy person. this is me throwing myself out there flying head first into a big black hole that i thought i got out of a very long time ago. please do not think that this is stupid and unneccessary and hear me out. i love you, i love you baby more than anything else in this world, and i dont want to loose you, i want to spend the rest of my life in those same arms that once held me through an entire night underneath the stars. and dont even get me started on those kisses. what i am saying dear is that i love you. and i needed a way to get out this capsul of emotions. so here it is. that was it. your the biggest part of my life, without you it's empty and hallow.
we were and always will be the class of o7. nothing will change that. we might be small, but we're strong. we'll go far in life. some of us without eachother but for the most part with amazing memories that will make us travel far in life. amazing stories to keep any one awake for hours. i still can feel myself walking across that stage and just thinking this is it the second i grab this paper, is the end. and you know what? i'm ready. take me world i'm ready to spit fire back at you. i'm ready to take on challenges and be apart of something bigger than i. i'm ready world. here i am. take me for the person you'll make me.
no one would understand us. we're two crazy kids who have been in love for years. were as real as cory and topanga. we're as vibrant as the sun and we're more in love than you think. we're smart about our relationship, and i just want you to know, that i will never be one hundred percent ready to take a break, but i'll just want you to smile baby.
forever used to be a main word in our vocabulary, then reality set in. a time when my mac and cheese was better than her lobster dinner. when kisses were enough, and sunday nights were the greatest. cuddling was a priority and bear hugs were a necessity. when we saw eachother every day and promised no school would tear us apart. nothing would ever tear us a part. now all i hear is it's going to be break time and i have to prepare myself every morning hoping to god that it's not going to be today. after one long year of being together sometimes it seems like we're about to slip. you promised we would be the best of friends forever, and you even proposed to me on the beach. then you said it was a tough question to ask, and i almost just threw out the ring. i'm old enough to know better, young enough not to care, but for you my darling. i would miss your bitter sweet love songs, that you would play for me every day. i would miss your mothers meat loaf and trying to find your cat, he ran away. i would miss you calling me at 3 because you miss me. and i will miss the great feeling of your touch. i can not will not refuse too loose you, but i know some day i will... i want you to be the man i stand next to saying "until death does us part" but right now your pushing me away. yes, one long year has crashed and burned, one long year in my state of mind. all because reality set in.
Speak, speak your mind. Your always telling me I need to open mine. And wait, wait your turn Then shut me out cause you've got nothing left to learn. Oh, you say there's nothing wrong with being proud. So tell me what you love and say it loud Now here's the dose that you've been dishing out. If you're listening this is how much it hurts. If you're listening this is how much it hurts. Oh, I'm wrong.I'm wrong again.But not because of where I stand but where I've been.And it burns Oh, you know it burns like hell. To know there's nothing I can do but wish you well. oh i've been giving you the benefit of the doubt. if your listening this is how much it hurts. if your listening this is how much it hurts.
i have been by your side since the beginning. i have shown you the colors of the rainbow and taught you everything i have known. so when i said goodbye to you please know that means hello. hello to a whole new world outside of the classroom. a world bigger than you and i, you will always carry my heart in yours as i will carry yours in mine. i promised to keep you until the end, because you will always be my best friend.
every girl only has one wish in the world. and that is to have the boy they love watch there every move they make, every tear they shed, every thought they have ever had be heard or seen by him. so they could shove in his face how much it kills to see him walk away from you.