dear boy,
i always get that feeling, when i look at you . that feeling in my stomach that makes me think : " wow, i love you ." obviously, im not in love with you . i love you as a friend, but i like you more than that .. its confusing . and that feeling .. its tha best thing i have felt for a while . its somewhere between my heart dropping to my stomach and a servere case of tha butterflies . and you know what i rly do love ? seeing you in school, cause i always get that feeling . texting you late at night, cause afterwards ive got a smile painted on my face . but you know what i hate ? when youre not in school, cause then i feel empty . when you talk to me about her, cause then im reminded that "we" will never happen . when were not texting, then i wonder if youre talking to her again ... somehow, and how i dont care, ive got youre voice on replay in my head and youre picture glued to my mind . i can but think about our conversations over and over again . i mean, why wouldnt i ? those are tha times that actually give me that little twinge of hope that maybe, just maybe, i could be yours <3
love, your secret admirer
vent .