Day 7 - Your Ex-Boyfriend...
Dear Sterling,
God, this one is gonna be hard to write. We were together for almost 14 months, there's so much I could say about you. First off, I miss you...and I'm sorry for ruining us. It's my fault and I can't change what I did. I'm sorry for breaking your heart. I know youre pretty much miserable but I don't want you back. I've been going on and off all summer long on whether I want to try again or not. I'd change my mind every hour. But I just figured out the other day, finally, that I don't want to. We shouldn't. I'll always love you and everything about you but we just don't belong together.
Sure, I miss your arms around me, you calling me your angel, fighting with molly about her giving my phone back, your adorable nerdiness, how much you loved me and still do, how I love everything you hate about yourself, and our yes/no fights with kisses in between the words. Of course I'll miss that. But I won't miss how I barely got to talk to my friends, how they all hated you and begged me to break up with you, my own twin sister saying she wouldn't come to my wedding if I married you. I guess in the end, I listened to them. Sometimes I'm glad I did, other times I'm not. But when it's all said and done, we will always love each other and be best friends and we will get past this. We will move on. I know I was your first everything but youre going to fall in love with someone much better than me, I promise.
I guess that's it. I could do more but I'm about to burst out in tears. I love you.
Love,
michelle, your angel :)
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