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girlinthewell

Status: miserable

Member Since: 15 Aug 2012 12:00pm

Last Seen: 17 Aug 2012 12:05pm

Gender: F

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hello!!!
welcome to my depressing and fucked up life!!!

i am 13, i am not gonna give my name out, its dangeous!

i love music, adam lambert is my obsession<3 and i will listen to any music you give me- as long as its not too happy. my favorite songs currently are: The Last night by Skillet, Make it Stop ny rise against, and better than i know myself by adam of course!!!

i believe 100% in gay rights and not at all in abortion. it is wrong to kill an innocent baby. i am a bookworm,and a writer. im a day-dreamer and a person who can never let go of anything. people say i am pretty and skinny, but i am most certainly not. people think i am okay, i will never be.

i want to thank my best friends: chris, Michelle, Danielle, Lizzy, and savvy. they are my world and i love them all!

i am not pessimistic, more shit just keeps happening so thats what i expect. i am not entirley introverted or extroverted- i am quiet and loud. i feel lost without friends but love being solitary. for the most part, i hate people, the screw everything up.

i am a failure at everything. cant get anything right and im bad with relationships. im always afraid of being abandoned, and i dont trust easily becasue people like to betray me. i am terrorfied of my future- even more so than the present. that ill be like my dad.

im a little OCD, probably borderline and i have panic attackes silently so youll never know. my head is filled with creepy thoughts- you dont even want to know...i hate everything and im always miserable. the only reason im alive is because of music and writing- but who knows if that will last?

- the girl at the bottom of the well

  1. girlinthewell girlinthewell
    posted a quote
    August 16, 2012 1:13pm UTC
    snarfing down my food because maybe if i take less bites...it will be less food...and i can loose weight!

  2. girlinthewell girlinthewell
    posted a quote
    August 16, 2012 12:24pm UTC
    me: whats the purpose of like
    person asked: idk...whatever makes you happy
    me: so nothing
    person: something makes you happy...
    me: death? thanks, no i will go and die...

  3. girlinthewell girlinthewell
    posted a quote
    August 16, 2012 12:13pm UTC
    Have you ever...
    1) Self harmed? Yes.
    2) Got into a real fight? Nope.
    3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed? Yes.
    4) Tried to commit suicide? Yes.
    5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt? All the time .
    6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting? nope.
    7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble? daily
    8) Accused someone of using you? yes, because they do
    10) Gotten drunk/high? nope.
    11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was at? No.but ive been to a concert
    12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game? no..to read though...
    Are you...
    13) Suicidal? ...What kinda question is that? But yes.
    14) Bored? Yup.
    15) Avoiding someone? Mhmm.
    16) Avoiding some task? Procrastination x
    17) Depressed? Yes.
    18) Crying? Not right now.
    19) Annoyed with a friend? arent i always???
    20) Worried and confused about something important to you? Indeed.
    Do you...
    21) Get depressed easily? Yes.
    22) Get jealous/envious easily? Yes omfg.
    23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things? Music is like the only thing keeping me here tbh.
    24) Worry about messing up your relationship a lot? Relationship?! PAHAHAH Good one ;]
    25) Try hard in all your classes at school? Yeah.
    26) Go out drinking? No.
    27) Smoke cigarettes? No.
    28) Smoke weed? No.
    29) Do any hard drugs? Nope.
    30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, Why? Lol I said no
    31) Believe in God/Belong to a religion of your own free will? I don't believe in God. It's impossible for something like him to happen, like technically impossible, if you think about it and all. It seems that the people who think there's a dude in the sky watching them, have some kinda mental problem. In the nicest way possible. Gawd I could rant about this all day. And religion is a load of crap. Just a group of people who are desperate to lie to themselves and pretend things will be okay
    32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them? Yes yes yes.
    33) Agree that self harm numbs emotional pain? It doesnt work on me...i just do it for fun!!!
    34) Believe people deserve second chances? Depends what they've done tbh.
    35) Agree with ‘An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth’? This is a hard one .__. I don't believe in religion but, this is kinda true. Depends what it is. Like, I don't believe in it if it's that someone's killed one of your family members, and you go kill one of theirs because you believe in it...But if it's a minor thing then sure.
    36) Think things will get better? The world seems to think that dont they??? well um nope not for me thank you
    37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished? Yes omg.

  4. girlinthewell girlinthewell
    posted a quote
    August 16, 2012 12:08pm UTC
    1. (picture of me) um no thanks
    2. (self esteem) non existent
    3. (fave book) oh um too many.
    6. (most famous person ive met) um my best friend was in the hunger games as an extra...
    7. (what i want to be when im older) forensic or adolescent psychologist
    8. (sibling relationships) not that great
    9. (relationship status) broke my own heart
    10. (what i did yesterday) hung with my best friend and a guy who wants to help me
    11. (what i did today) witty, sleep
    12. (what im doing tomorrow) um idk?
    13. (most embarrassing moment) my existence.
    14. (desciption of who i like) cute
    15. (biggest insecurities) everything
    16. (change about myself) be a better person
    17. (i’ll love you if) you love me back
    18. (something im good at) being depressed
    19. (something im bad at) everything useful in life
    20. (11:11 wish) confidential
    21. (reason i’ve lied to a friend) to protect them
    22. (fave movie) hunger games, harry potter (all), um...so many!!!!
    23. (something that has made me mad recently) my father and my mother
    24. (random fact) i come from a dysfunctional family
    25. (question of your choice) you didnt ask me a question

  5. girlinthewell girlinthewell
    posted a quote
    August 16, 2012 10:27am UTC
    letter 30-your reflection
    Dear reflection,
    I hate you. i hate everything about you. i hate your hair,your eyes,your teeth,your eyebrows,your nose. everything. you torment me and i wish i had any reflection but you. please go away?
    Love, the other part of you

  6. girlinthewell girlinthewell
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    August 16, 2012 10:22am UTC
    letter 29- person you want to tell everything to but too afraid to
    Dear Calum,
    your so easy to talk to, but i really can tell everything. you would hate me and try to fix me or something...im sorry. im always afraid to open up to you....nothing personal....youll find out someday- everyone will.
    Love, the box builder

  7. girlinthewell girlinthewell
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    August 16, 2012 10:20am UTC
    letter 29- person who changed your life
    Dear Danni, Michy & Indi, dad, and chris,
    okay so dad, you started my downward spiral enough said done. um chris, your just you and that is enough to change anyones life. Danni you hurt me but you were also on of the people i most care about. Michy and Indi...do i even i have to say how youve changed me ( and will change me after adam is on PLL) but you guys are definatly a major part of my life.as long as that lasts.
    Love, me

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    August 16, 2012 10:14am UTC
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  9. girlinthewell girlinthewell
    posted a quote
    August 16, 2012 10:09am UTC
    I dont make pinky promises, i dont use my pinky, i dont care if it gets broken. so i make middle finger promises....that finger i need so i wont break those promises:)

  10. girlinthewell girlinthewell
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    August 16, 2012 10:04am UTC
    letter 25- person you know who is going through the worst of times
    Michelle the Masicist,
    yeah, of course im writing to you. your whole life sucks. the good thing is, we are in this together til the end...like the very end actually. and trust me, id take away your pain if i could. wow. life is so unfair to you. i wrote a letter to your mom- the person i hate most(along with my father). its scary how much alike we are...and how much we are like the parents we hate. i swear we are long lost sisters. there is no way we are not related. i miss you- even though i saw you yesterday but i know i wont see you for a week so im still sad. anyway, im sorry your heart has been torn and your soul has died and your basically dead in an alive persons body. I love you<3
    Love, the girl at the bottom of the well

  11. girlinthewell girlinthewell
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    August 16, 2012 9:57am UTC
    letter 24- person who gave you your favorite memory
    Dear Rachel Lizzy Dare,
    everything we ever did together was fun. from apple cidar (lol) to singing and dancing and hahaha explosions to our giggle boxes turning upside down....it was all fun. i absolutley loved how it took from the porch of your house to my van at the bottom of your driveway for us to be friends. we were best friends by the end of the day. i miss you!!! now at differant schools we still remain close- but its not the same. yes i wrote in red- the color of your curly hair.
    Love, your phsycologist

  12. girlinthewell girlinthewell
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    August 16, 2012 9:52am UTC
    Letter 23- last person you kissed
    Dear Cameron and Zykeema,
    you guys seriously need help. Zykeema, i never though a 4 year old would get a whole bunch of her little friends to hold me down. im not strong, so 7 8 year olds holding me down was enough. you told them to keep me down then attempted to make out with me. i didnt exactly kiss back- and i want to thank michelle for helping me get up. cameron, 3 year olds arent supposed to put their hands down a 13 year olds pants (dont worry i moved away) and try to kiss them and call them sexy. remember the word michy and i taught you, beautiful is a nicer word.
    Love, your "daughter"/"mother"

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    August 16, 2012 9:47am UTC
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  14. girlinthewell girlinthewell
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    August 16, 2012 9:43am UTC
    Dear Chris,
    my first impression of you was a out of control rebel who would amount to nothing, and you thought i was a stuck up know it all. but wow, i was wrong because once i got to know you, you were a really great guy. you are sweet, and smart, and actually a pretty good student...in a higher math class than me so i feel pretty stupid now. anyway. now you are on eof my best friends and i love you!!!! not in a romantic way. you are my best friend, my family:) you absolutley crack me up trying to be my phsucologist and even though it will never make me better im glad to know you care. i miss you a whole lot i cant wait to see you again. im sorry im so weak...and remember that girl in the well, shes never gonna come out.
    Love, Micky

  15. girlinthewell girlinthewell
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    August 16, 2012 9:38am UTC
    letter 20- the one who broke your heart the hardest
    Dear Day-Day,
    You didnt break my heart in a break upway...you broke my heart simply because you hurt me. Im the kind of person who puts up walls, and if i let somebody in, let somebody know the real me and not my facade, its a HUGE deal. i let you in, and you pushed me away when i needed you most. and it hurt. and i wrote so many letters to you- just asking why, begging you to not leave me because, you of all people should understand, and you of all people know that my biggest fear is abandonment. anyway, all the tears caused were worth it because i cared about you-even though you left me, i will always be here for you
    Love, Prim

  16. girlinthewell girlinthewell
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    August 16, 2012 9:31am UTC
    letter 18- someone who pesters your mind
    dear whole world,
    everyone pesters my mid im constantly wondering what people think of me, why this person did that, how everyone seems to hat eme (although they assure me they dont), who is out to get me, who will leave me...everyone pesters my mind. life pesters my mind....honestly i think i pester my mind the most...like my future self.
    Love, me

  17. girlinthewell girlinthewell
    posted a quote
    August 15, 2012 1:56pm UTC
    letter 17- someone from your childhood
    Alice,
    haha wow, the fun times!!! gosh i miss you- your still the same...im not. 3rd grade was a long time ago!!!!! i remember wishing fairys were real...and writing stories together, and my stupidity to get rid of rachel who turned out to be a good friend....and MHC:) BYE SQUEAL!!!
    Love, "melissa"

  18. girlinthewell girlinthewell
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    August 15, 2012 1:54pm UTC
    letter 16- someone not in your state
    Indi,
    your the only friend out of state so...uh yeah...well i miss you!!!! cant wait to play poker!!!
    Love, your poker buddy

  19. girlinthewell girlinthewell
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    August 15, 2012 1:50pm UTC
    letter 15- the person you miss the most
    Dear cousin,
    every day i don tsee you brings me pain...you were always the one i could count on to keep me in check-and sane. im goin crazy without you!!! miss you!!!
    Love, your cousin

  20. girlinthewell girlinthewell
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    August 15, 2012 1:48pm UTC
    letter 14- someone youve drifted away from
    Dear Danni,
    your right...we were so close and now were drifting...im sorry. both of us pushed away while trying to come together...i miss you and will always be here- you know how to contact me...i promise you you are beautiful- cheer up, i dont want you falling into the well like i did. i care about you. dont worry. i wont ever trulry leave you- even if it seems like it ill always be around, ill be the little bird singing in your ear...youll see me everywhere- like katniss with prim and rue.
    Love, Prim

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