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ge0rgi4
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August 19, 2014 11:57pm UTC

I don't know what came over me today, but I was suddenly reminded of this website. I used to come on here a few years ago when I was in the midst of dealing with depression and anxiety. Witty was my escape- I could say whatever I was feeling and no one would judge me. I was met with people who understood, and people that were here for me if I needed it. After years of not being on here, I'm posting this quote to say that it really does get better. Two years ago, every day was torturous, I was sad and miserable nearly all the time. I wanted to die so badly, and I saw no point in continuing to live whatsoever. I was extremely suicidal and dejected. Witty has changed since I was last here; the top quotes have 20 hearts instead of 1000, all my old friends are no longer on here, and the layout is completely different. But that's okay, because I have changed too. I am such a changed person from the severly depressed kid that used to come on here years ago. I cried looking back at my old quotes, remembering how I felt, but then I smiled because I have overcome so much and proved that it's possible for you to do it too. Stay strong, I love you. ♡

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ge0rgi4
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October 31, 2013 4:10pm UTC

I want to buy myself a minivan, take out the backseats, put in a mattress, and drive for miles and miles until I end up somewhere beautiful. I want to read books stacked up to the ceiling and stargaze until I fall asleep laying on the blanket sprawled out across the grass. I want to dance among the forest's trees and the city lights. I want to walk into a bar and sing and have everyone sing along too. I want crystals hanging from my neck and love in my heart.
I want a life full of adventure.

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ge0rgi4
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June 1, 2013 4:23pm UTC

"But you can't get away from yourself. You can't decide not to see yourself anymore. You can't decide to turn off the noise in your head."

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ge0rgi4
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March 14, 2013 5:49pm UTC

what exactly am i to you?
it has been so long since i've seen your face
smelt the familiar scent of rose
your hair tangled
windswept
do you see me
when i do not see you?
are you hiding behind the corners
as i walk past
or has it really been that long since we've seen each other
our paths never crossing
am i just a memory to you now?
my hazel eyes looking into the distance
familiar music playing in the background
am i a portrait?
a light
dimly lit in the back on your fondest memories?
or your darkest?
do you ever cry thinking about me
and the friendship we had?
because sometimes in the black of the night
when the house is quiet
and the wind lightly blows against the window
i think of you
and sometimes
i even shed a tear
or two
or three.

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ge0rgi4
posted a quote
March 14, 2013 5:33pm UTC

am i better off dead?
am i better off a quitter?

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ge0rgi4
posted a quote
February 5, 2013 5:02pm UTC

thought I could
be strong
but it's
killing me

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ge0rgi4
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January 12, 2013 7:06pm UTC

happiness

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ge0rgi4
posted a quote
January 8, 2013 6:02pm UTC

For the love of cats, please follow your heart.

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ge0rgi4
posted a quote
January 8, 2013 5:48pm UTC

If you're still breathing you're the lucky ones, 'cause most of us are heaving through corrupted lungs

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ge0rgi4
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December 15, 2012 11:35pm UTC

Charlotte Bacon, Daniel Barden,Olivia Engel, Jospehine Gay, Ana Marquez-Greene, Dylan Hockley, Madeleine Hsu, Catherine Hubbard, Chase Kowalski, Jesse Lewis, James Mattioli, Grace McDonnel, Emilie Parker, Jack Pinto, Noah Pozner, Caroline Previdi, Jessica Rekos, Avielle Richman, Benjamin Wheeler, Allison Wyatt, Rachel Davino, Dawn Hochsprung, Anne Marie Murphey, Lauren Rousseau, Mary Sherlach, Nancy Lanza, and Victoria Soto. Many children torn from life way before their time, others died teaching, caring, and sheltering them. Rest in peace, angels.
♥

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ge0rgi4
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December 15, 2012 9:47pm UTC

I don't think I'm gonna make it through this time

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ge0rgi4
posted a quote
December 15, 2012 9:44pm UTC

I can feel myself sinking deeper
and deeper
and deeper

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ge0rgi4
posted a quote
November 28, 2012 8:15pm UTC

Everyone says it's going to get better, but I've been waiting 8 years and things just get worse
and worse
and worse.

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ge0rgi4
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November 28, 2012 4:30pm UTC

It's getting worse. It's getting so much worse and as much as I don't want to admit it I just need someone to care about me enough to help me.

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ge0rgi4
posted a quote
November 28, 2012 4:21pm UTC

The scariest thing in the world becomes the fact that you aren't afraid to die anymore. You don't look both ways before crossing the street. If you need medication, you take all the pills that fall into your hand.
You're not afraid to die, because inside you're already dead.

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ge0rgi4
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November 19, 2012 7:08pm UTC

I did what everyone told me you should,
I asked for help with this. I tried to talk to someone.
"It's just a phase, it's just hormones"is all they had to say.
They were the only person I trusted with this,
so that's it. I give up trying to fight this.
Let it kill me. I don't care anymore.

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ge0rgi4
posted a quote
November 18, 2012 9:58pm UTC

You'd think with the amount I cry I would have run out of tears by now, but nope.
They still flow like rivers.

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ge0rgi4
posted a quote
November 15, 2012 3:53pm UTC

I've spent too many days hating myself.
I find myself used up, growing too old.
Trying to wash myself of this regret,
the eternal feeling of constantly missing out.
They say I'm still young, that I can do anything.
If only they knew the weight on my bones.

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ge0rgi4
posted a quote
November 10, 2012 4:48pm UTC

sometimes love is not enough
and the road gets tough
I don't know why.

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ge0rgi4
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November 9, 2012 4:26pm UTC

I 'll smile, and you won't ask questions.

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