I just don't want to get hurt again. I hurt those who I care about so they can't hurt me. I might seem like a 'player' but I'm not, I'm just someone whose scared to get to close to anyone, because it leads to attachements, which leads to expectations, which leads to dissapointment.
It's like I'm living in a nightmare, and as it gets darker and darker, I become more and more sad and lost. I'm trying to wake up but I'm just getting sucked in farther.
You see the pain in my eyes, it's deeper, greater than yours. But you push it aside, like it's not even there. Your falling, down on your way to hell. I'm trying to pull you back up, but you drag me down with you.
i'm beginning to develop strong feelings for you. i'm not quite sure if this is good or bad, because i'm so afraid of getting hurt again. you make me so happy, but could i be happy without you? but things are finally good for me, and i want it to stay that way. format jimmy365
& know you don't like him, but things are finally good for me. That doesn't happen very often, and you never know when good things come alone like this, can't you just let me be happy? ❤
You Know Me, Not My Story You Know My Name, Not My Life You Know My Decisions, But Not My Reasoning Hate all you want, but keep your judging to yourself.
They're Like Black Holes Sucking Her In To The Bottum Of A Deep Dark Place, That's Imposible To Escape. She Grabs On To You, But You Let Go And Fall In With Her.
I'm tired Of Good Things Always Coming To An End. Of Complications Getting In The Way Of My Happyness. I'm Tired Of Judging The Future Because Of My Past. I'm Just Tired Of Being Scared When I'm Happy, Because I Know It Won't Last. It's Like I'm Not Even Happy When I'm "Happy" Anymore.