shes my best friend... but sometimes i have to wonder... does she really mean it when she says i love you? and does she care about me as much as i care about her? i know she does, but sometimes it really doesn't seem that way. alot of times i feel like she likes her other friends so much better than me. and why shouldn't she? i mean they're better anyways. i just feel like sometimes i care too much... and i annoy her. but i only care that much about her because i love her that much. i don't want to loose her again...most days she's the only motivation i have. i just want my best friend back. when i was her only best friend. when i was the only one she trusted. when we spent all our time talking to eachother before she had a boyfriend. before she was popular... i want that back, because little does she know... that was the best days of my
>>entire life<<
**just a vent. fave if u feel this way.