When I look back At old pictures of my childhood , I always feel really sad . I was such a carefree kid living in a carefree world . I was always happy and I had a lot of friends . But i didn't even appreciate it because I had no idea how my future was going to be . Look at me now . I have trust issues because people let me down so many times . I have a low self-esteem because society has other ideas of beauty . The only thing keeping me here , is not knowing where else to go . mq/nmf
hi guys , okay im going to vent , even though there isn't a vent category anymore . i have / had a group of friends , an we where really close and stuff , but then all of the sudden they watched a movie together and invited everyone except me . so i felt lonely and i got angry and upset , and i told them that they didn't have to do it so sneaky and just had to tell me if they didn't want me to be there . then they said i had missunderstood them and we got into this big fight . they said that they where done with me and that real friends don't think/do that kind of stuff . i said that they had to think about how they would feel if i invited everyone except them . and then they said , "we would act normally and we woudn't got upset . and i was like WHAT . i think we are no longer friends anymore , they are so different and i don't really understand why they would do something like that . if you have read all of this , thank you so much . and i need help , what do you guys think about this and what would you do if you where me in this situation ? and what should i do now ? please help !
Have you ever had that feeling , where you can feel you heart breaking . your chest is aching and it's like your heart is falling apart piece by piece , but you smile and act like it didn't hurt you at all .