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falling_hard101
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March 31, 2014 11:11pm UTC

Goodbye.
Chapter Two
June 12, 2013
I look back at the screen on my phone and then run my fingers through my golden hair. Nobody even knows who you are Ava. Nevermind would they come for a party. You're working yourself up for nothing. I glance back at the cake and then at the message, then at the knife- gleaming off the sunlight that has been ommited from outside. I push my phone into my back pocket and then let the knife sink down by the side of my leg. I take a few steps, and by my third step- my phone rings. I jump and the knife falls to the floor. I pull the phone out and look at it 'Call from Mom'. I dismiss the screen as I hit the decline button. Then my message alert goes off and a small cool sweat comes over my body. I click the messages, and the same number has come through again: "No knifes or guns are needed to play my game. Go ahead and put it back before you see tonights outfit". I look at my surroundings, and let the knife drop to my feet again, this time with tears following. I finish my way up the stairs I barely had even started going up. As I turn into my room, I can see out of the corner of my eye, my room full of balloons. I struggle through the balloons and when I get to my bed, I wipe a tear from under my eye and then begin shaking my head. "No." I say quietly as I pick up the hanger of clothes. I let my fingers run across the bottom of the short jean shorts, and then through the lace of the top. I pull the bandeau off of the middle of the hanger and then let the entire outfit fall to the floor. I look at the necklace that lays on the ground, surrounding the top of the hanger- the one that I couldn't bring myself to throw away when Adam left me. My phone goes off again, now a familiar sound to my ear. "You're playing by my rules. Put it on by the time everyone is here or game is over". As I observe the balloons even closer, I realize that there was something I was missing. Each of the balloons were enscribed with "Happy BIrthday" on it, but at the bottom of each was written "From.." , with a different name on each. The first one I noticed was Adams, and I took it in my hands to the window. I clipped the string off the bottom of it as I took one last look at it. I let it fall out the window, letting the wind pick it up and take it away. I turn from the window to the clock and then back at the outfit scattered on my floor and realize that within the next hour, Adam would be here with all his friends and there was simply no way that I could lose this game or him again.
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Please let me know if you guys like this(: I don't want to keep writing if nobody wants to read it
really open to suggestions and feedback!(:
http://www.pinterest.com/pin/172544229447894653/ (this is the outfit from the chapter)

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falling_hard101
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March 20, 2014 10:53pm UTC

Goodbye.
Chapter One
June 12, 2013
Everyday was the same for me. I would roll out of my brick- hard bed, and then slowly traipse into my bathroom. I would stare at myself in the mirror and then laugh softly, realizing how much I lost myself in the past couple of months. I would shake my head and then continue getting ready for the school day. But June 12 had an amazing ring to it. The last day of my sophmore year, and my sixteenth birthday.When every part of my normal life that I knew of,ended.I As my day dragged on, I could feel my body pulsing, and an overwhelming sensation came over me. I felt as though someone was watching me the entire day, but nobody really said anything so I went on without really putting much more thought into it.
When I arrived home, my mom had made a simple cake and left it on the counter with a little note attached 'Had to go on urgent buisness trip, I'll be back this weekend. Happy birthday'. I hope she regretted leaving her dead daughter that night though. I slid the cake into the silver lined trash can which lined up with the counter perfectly. I looked around at the now empty and silent house and sighed, and then I grabbed my phone. No new messages or missed calls, and definietly no notifications. I tossed my phone back onto the counter and as soon as it hit the counter hard, I saw it light up. I grabbed for it quickly and my expression dropped, a test message from Adam simply stating- Heard about your party, and I know we havent been on the best terms but I'll be there. I slide my phone into my pocket and when I turn around, there the cake was that I had slid into the garbage just minutes before. I looked around the ktichen, and grabbed one of the knives in the drawer. I slowly walked over to the cake and on the top of the cake was a message attached with a piece of tape, a short message which would change my birthday and life forever:
You lost Adam once, now go change your clothes into what I laid out for you on your bed.
Let them all into your house when they get here at 7 and don't deny people into your house. You want a good birthday? Listen to me and we can both make this work and I can tell you something,-you will never forget it.
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Please let me know if you guys like this(: I don't want to keep writing if nobody wants to read it
really open to suggestions and feedback!(:

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falling_hard101
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March 18, 2014 11:24pm UTC

Goodbye.
Prologue
This Is How It Started And This Is How It Ended.
I quickly pick myself up off the ground, and then let my dirt covered finger tips run over the top of my forehead. I watch as everything around me finally comes into view and I realize where I am. I'd been in the exact same spot twenty four hours earlier and I had felt the same gust of wind chill up my backbone. Everyday is the same, and everyday I'm not sure how it happens.
I look on the inside of my wrist and then at the forest and trees surrounding me. 244 is written in black permanent marker on the inside of my left wrist. I soflty drag my left index finger over it and my body shakes with pain, and I know its all still real. I let myself fall back down onto the ground and I let my fingers rub together, one by one. Watching as the dirt simply crumples to the ground to my left, where my body had been laid in a heap just minutes before. I press my thumb into the wrip in my pants and the small cut is still there, still tender and red.
I pick myself up and try to imagine how I'm going to die today because I have lived and died 244 times within the last 244 days.
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Let me know if you guys like this(:
really open to suggestions and feedback!(:

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falling_hard101
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August 24, 2013 11:06pm UTC

If I started writing a story, how many of you guys would actually keep up with it and read it?
(:

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falling_hard101
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February 22, 2013 4:22pm UTC

Please read this:
http://www.wattpad.com/12624924-welcome-to-my-life
I just started writing...but I promise it's gonna be great :)

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falling_hard101
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October 24, 2012 9:59pm UTC

If I started writing a new story..how many of you would read?
Fave and comment. I have some great ideas :)

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falling_hard101
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August 19, 2012 12:33am UTC

I'm sure you're talking about me to all your little friends,
But to be completely honest with you I couldn't care less.
You've tried you're games and they worked on me,
I'm surprised I hadn't caved and just said yes.
But if you really knew me,
You'd know I'm a stubborn girl.
I don't just go out with someone,
Because they made my stomach twirl.
You had me at hello,
And you left me at goodbye,
I never would have thought,
A guy like you would make me cry.
But I guess that I've moved on,
To bigger and better things,
Like a guy who can treat me better,
And that I would treat like a king♥
-All mine.

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falling_hard101
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August 18, 2012 11:59pm UTC

I didn't mean to hurt you,
It just needed to come out,
I didn't realize what I was going to say,
Would make you cry and pout.
But what really makes you childish,
Is saying all these things,
Like I wouldn't hear from all my friends,
It's about time for me to spread my wings.
When I told you I didn't like you,
I still wanted to be friends.
But I guess in your book,
That is where the story ends.
But I want to still hang out,
And do what we used to do.
But I guess things like that don't happen,
With people like me and you.
-All mine.

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falling_hard101
posted a quote
August 18, 2012 10:07am UTC

You're still in love with her,
But she's not in love with you.
I remember when you once told me,
"Nothing would seperate you two".
But now she's broken your heart,
and you're crying once again.
I can't believe you let her in you rlife,
before your heart could fully mend.
She hurt you in December,
and now in August as you cry;
"I only wanted her,
There couldn't have been another guy"
But it's true my friend,
that all good things come and go.
But let me tell you something special,
I'll be the greatest thing you know.
-All mine.

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falling_hard101
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August 17, 2012 11:52pm UTC

Its 10:56 and kinda late at night,
I'm wishing you were here so you could hold me close and tight.
I hate to see you upset and crying all alone,
She couldn't show you the feelings that I truly would have shown.
She left you in the darkness,standing out there in the rain.
I don't think I've ever seen you hurting in this much pain.
I've tried to help you through it, but you said you had enough.
You didn't want to talk about it anymore, it was getting way too tough.
But I guess this is the part where you don't become my prince.
Because even these kinda fairytales don't have happy endings and there's no way I will be convinced.
-All mine.

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falling_hard101
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May 11, 2012 10:49pm UTC

Nothing Left To Say
-2-
I climbed into my car and broke down. I felt that there was half of me missing. That feeling you get when you go to camp in the summer, and halfway through the summer you start missing everything? Your friends. Your family. Even your sister? Yeah, that kind of missing. Just as I was about to reach down to get a tissue from my console, I saw Devin's hand approach the handle on the outside of my car. I turned the ignition and sped off. Before I went into my house I had to get my act together. If my mom saw me, I would get lectured on how 'she told me he was a jerk' so I collected myself and sprinted up to my room. I collapsed onto my floor and the tears started pouring. I'm pretty sure I stayed like that for twenty minutes. All of the movie tickets, carnival prizes and pictures of Devin and I scattered across my room started to spin. When I finally stopped crying enough that I could see clerly through my eyes, I reached up to my eye again so I could get rid of the excess makeup, but there was nothing left. No tears. No makeup. Nothing. It was completely dry. I had used all my tears on my boyfriend ex-boyfriend. I had to write something he was going to remember me by. He wasn't going to get rid of me that fast. So I grabbed my best piece of stationary and sat down at my desk.
Dear Dev,
So I see you have decided that you had enough with me. Or you just want something else with another girl. I get it. But I want you to know, that I have wasted every last ounce of tear on you. There is nothing left. I have nothing left. I'm done. With everything.
I love you Devin Nicholas Jones. You are my everything. And you will never be forgotten.
Sincerely,
Your Boo
I walked over to his house and threw the stuff onto his porch. He could have it all back. I grabbed my keys and watched as the little 'Welcome to Forks Township" sign disappeared in the distance. I wasn't sure where I was going. Or when I was going to be back, but I had to get out of this little town. Too many people knew stuff about me. They knew stuff about me, and pretty soon they were going to know what I did to the towns star-quarterback, Devin Nicholas Jones.
What do you guys think so far? It's pretty boring right now, I know. But more faves/comments means good feedback........so do what you want :)

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falling_hard101
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March 13, 2012 9:44am UTC

Pretty Little Liars Quotes #6:
Hannah: Well, can you see or not?
Spencer: ...Hannah... Well can you?
Cant wait until season premeire! Comment who you #thinkisA

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falling_hard101
posted a quote
February 23, 2012 10:06pm UTC

Pretty Little Liars Quotes #5:
Is that why you killed her?
Cause she found your home movies?
........
Would you like some popcorn with that?

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falling_hard101
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February 15, 2012 4:00pm UTC

Pretty Little Liars Quotes #4:
If lying was a crime,
we would all be in jail.

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falling_hard101
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January 20, 2012 9:54pm UTC

Pretty Little Liars Quotes #3:
Don't get too comfortable.
It's not over until I say it is.
-A

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falling_hard101
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January 19, 2012 8:55pm UTC

Pretty Little Liars Quotes #2:
It's called immortality my darlings.
Get used to it.

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falling_hard101
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January 18, 2012 8:19pm UTC

Pretty Little Liars Quotes #1:
It is Aria.
Unless your her mom. Assume it's Spencer. You know sluttin' it up.

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