i always get the feeling i'm never really wanted.i dont think i would make much of a difference if i was not heremy friends always seem to have better times without mewhen i need someone to talk to i feel like the dont really careand they are never really there for me and there are times when i really do need a shoulder to cry onbut all i have now is a pillow and thats not really that comforting is it?i know some people are a lot worse off then mebut i find that pretending its okay for so long and going years without cryingyou tend to just sort of crashand the worst bit is not even you parents are there to help you upthey see you crying and choking underneath the covers and all they say is 'keep the noise down'right now i feel so unwanted, its horrible its probably worse than feeling heart brokenbecause with heart break at least at one point someone knew you existed and cared for youi know not a single person has read this, and im not surprised its just a stupid old ventwith no font, no colour, no anythingits invisible - just like me.