When I look in the mirror what do I see? A girl who's been strong for too long. Someone who's broken beyong repair. Someone who just wants to be loved. A child abuse survivor. Someone who's lost, trying to find a purpose. Someone who never had a childhood. Someone who cries to sleep every single night. Someone who's misunderstood, judged, hurt, made fun of, confused, and alone on a daily basis. The girl I'm hiding inside of me.
I respect all the quotes about stopping suicide. I'm not trying to diss them, or hate on people. I was suicidal once too. But I'm pretty sure all these quotes that say "Think about how many people it will hurt. Do you really want to cause all those people pain?" Wouldn't make any suicidal person feel better. If anything, it might make them want to die more.. Instead of saying "Think of all the people you'll hurt." say how much people love them. People who are dealing with suicide are not monsters or creatures. They are human, they are somebody. The world is a beautiful place & we need to help each other realize that. That's my opinion; to anyone who read this : Iloveyouu. & I'm here if anybody needs/wants to talk about anything at all. You never have to be alone.
I may not be the best daughter. I may not be the best sister. I may not be the bestest friend. I may not be the best student. I may not be the best person alive. But I do try my best everyday, all day. & I'm sorry if that's not good enough for you.