Hii I'm Erin.
I'm 13 years old and in 8th grade.I love music,it's the only thing that keeps me going.Matt,Juliette,Ineke,Hilary,Thomas and Ryan are my best friends.I honestly don't know if I could live without them.I have depression and I self harm but whatever people are making me get help.I'm scared of height,blood,tight spaces and sick people.By now,if your still reading this,you probably think I'm wierd.If you do that's okay,but don't judge me till you know me.Follow me,I'll follow back.So um yeaa,thanks for reading!
I looked up to them. Almost 15 years together. My parents. He cheated. I found out. I'm broken. We're all broken. I had to listen to them yell and scream at each other for hours. My sister was at the neighbor's. She has no idea. I tried running away. My mom called the police. I can't even think. My dad left. I have no idea if or when he's coming back. The hardest thing is that I have to stay strong, For my sister.
She paints a pretty picture, But the story has a twist, Her paint brush is a razor And her canvas is her wrist, She paints her pretty picture In a colour that's blood red While using her sharp paint brush She ends up finally dead Her pretty pictures fading Quite slowly on her arm The blood is not racing through her She can no longer do harm She painted her pretty picture But her picture had a twist You see her mind was her razor And her heart was her wrist
She's the girl who brightens anyone's day, She's the girl who cuts her wrists at night. She's the girl who has so many friends, She's the girl who feels so alone. She's the girl who's always smiling, She's the girl who needs pills to make her happy. She's the girl who seems to have everything in control, She's the girl who gets anxiety over nothing. She's the girl who really just wants to die, She is me.
One day at school, I ran into the girls' washroom crying. A teacher walked in,and asked me why I was crying. I told her it was because a group of guys drew red lines on their wrists,mocking my cuts. You know what she said? "Maybe if you didn't cut yourself,they wouldn't make fun of you."