Guys, this might be dramatic, but..I think I'm depressed. If you read this, thanks, I just need your opinions..
So basically, when I was growing up, I had a really happy family. In 2005 my little sister was born, and my aunt moved in with us for a bit. Our family was really happy. In 2007 my Dad started emigrating to England and I saw him every few months. 2 days before my 9th birthday, my parents started fighting. My mam & sister left our house & went to my aunts house. Then we went to my nanny's house. After that I stayed at my other aunts house for about a month & a half. So that was the worst part of the divorce. It hasn't really bothered me until about 6 months ago. Me & my mam had really bad fights & I started commenting on the divorce. We had these kind of fights about 3 times every week. Then I started picking on my sister (which I never done until the divorce) and I started telling her to stop sniffing & to chew with her mouth closed etc..I know..I'm horrible to her, I try not to be..but I just can't, I don't know what to do.. Recently I've been falling asleep at about 1 or 2 each night, then waking up at about 6 o clock each morning, then falling asleep & waking up like every hour. My dad who is still in England has noticed me sounding stressed & sad on the phone each time I talk to him, of course I'm not going to worry him by telling him why I'm upset because he's worried enough.. I've started picking my skin with a nail clippers, only my best friend knows, she hasn't told anybody. I think my aunt has noticed me acting different recently but I'm not sure..I've since fallen out with my best friend, so I can't talk to anybody or tell them how I feel since I don't trust anyone else only her. I refuse to tell any of my family this because I don't need help & I don't want them to think I'm exaggerating. If you're still reading this, thank you..Please comment with opinions. I really don't know what to do.