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In my room alone lying on my bed my mother walks in but nothing is said tears run down her face as she looks at my desk she is so sad but to be happy she tries her best the doorbell rings throughout the house she quickly wipes away her tears all my friends are at the door the friends i had for years we're not friends anymore they wont even look at me but when my mom saw them she actually looked happy she pointed them to the backyard and said "ill be out in a minute" opened a package on my bed and cried at what was in it i don't know why she is sad but in tears she falls to the floor my old friends walk back in and lead her out the back door i opened up the package it was about a year old suicide the story seemed familiar it stirred something inside i read the entire story how a girl slashed with a knife until the night they found a note and that night she took her life they found her laying on the floor in a puddle of dark red i look at the floor with tears in my eyes and see a stain next to my bed i hadn't noticed before how the red stood out from white then my friends came back in and took the package out of sight i follow them to the backyard and cant believe what i see they sit in a circle holding hands in honor and memory...of me my mom raised her voice to be heard above the rest then she began praying begging to forget to forget the day she found me consumed in all my pain forget the day she saw what happened when i dug a knife into my vein now my friends all took turns telling the sky how they feel as they expressed all their pain i couldn't believe this was real a year ago today was the day that i died i don't remember why i did it i know because Ive tried one last person walks in late explains and apologized said he was crying to hard to be able to drive his eyes are red and swollen as he screams he doesn't understand i walk over and hug him and hold onto his hand i know he cannot hear me but i whisper "i love you so its time to say goodbye I'm gone, now let me go" i know that on this night is the time ill finally go to the sky and all of my loved ones will be able to say goodbye i know that they'll have comfort now that I'm finally gone ill live on through their memories but now they can move on not taking credit~

dirtygurl4u2
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May 11, 2005 3:31pm UTC

the || best feelings || in the world are the ones you cant explain

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dirtygurl4u2
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May 11, 2005 3:31pm UTC

take this razor. sign your name across my wrist so everyone will know who left me like this.

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dirtygurl4u2
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May 11, 2005 3:30pm UTC

i wanna tell you how much i miss you & how much i want you .. but im afraid of tell you because im scared as to what you might say x3

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dirtygurl4u2
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March 5, 2005 10:53pm UTC

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Rest y0ur ear up0n my chest,
And try t0 listen t0 my heart.<3
But y0u w0nt hear anything,
F0r my hearts been t0rn apart
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babybiitch88 <-~-~im me

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dirtygurl4u2
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December 19, 2004 10:36am UTC

In the end I'll be nothing more then a memory...

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dirtygurl4u2
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December 19, 2004 10:36am UTC

Tears of hope,
Tears of pain.
I cry these tears,
Yet more remain.

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dirtygurl4u2
posted a quote
December 19, 2004 10:35am UTC

Rest your ear upon my chest,
And try to listen to my heart.
But you won't hear anything,
For my hearts been torn apart.

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dirtygurl4u2
posted a quote
December 19, 2004 10:35am UTC

No matter how loud,
I seem to scream.
The screams stay silent,
And I go by unseen.
-->babybiitch88=sn

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dirtygurl4u2
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December 19, 2004 10:32am UTC

She couldn't handle the pain,
Couldn't handle no love,
Had no angels,
Watching her from above.
Just a sixteen-year-old girl,
With no hope ahead,
So she cut her wrists,
And watched as they bled.
It hurt so badly,
Yet felt so good.
She was the only one,
Who truly understood.
The lies that surrounded her,
Her parents never there,
Her two faced friends,
Nobody seemed to care.
Living this life,
She could no longer handle.
She hung herself,
As her feet dangled.
Her face turned blue,
The rest of her body white.
The cuts on her wrists,
What an awful site.
She had nothing to gain,
And nothing to lose,
She was hurt emotionally,
Battered and bruised.
She felt hopeless,
And never ending pain,
She had so many people,
For this whom she blamed.
So on that night,
She did herself a favor,
When she cut herself
With her razor.
She then went all the way,
And slowly she left.
She chose not to live,
And turned to death.
This all is what happened,
Everything here that I wrote,
I know this because,
This was her suicide note.
---->not mine

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dirtygurl4u2
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October 30, 2004 7:03pm UTC

I get a funny feeling,
it comes from deep inside.
I get all mad and angry,
wanting to go and hide.
My doctor calls it depression,
my dad says it's just me.
But the thoughts and feelings,
no one will ever be able to see.
Some say I'm psycho,
some say I'm just weird.
It's like I'm a different person,
and the old me just disappeared.
I get really edgy,
I want to commit suicide real bad.
Then I get a headache,
followed by feeling sad.
I wish I could get help,
I wish it would go away.
Maybe if I keep praying real hard,
it will some day.

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dirtygurl4u2
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October 22, 2004 9:45pm UTC

~*I Know that my ~*LovE*~ for you is still there
But i'll just turn [{AwAy}] and act like I dont care
When we broke up my life fell ApArT
You backstabbed me and broke my xHxExAxRxTx
From all those times you said those perfect T H R E E words
Everyone knew that when I said it I *M*E*N*T* it, they heard
You had said the same thing everyday "I ~*LovE*~ You"
And i loved it and i said it too
But the strange thing is I really havent gotten over you
I always responded "I ~*LovE*~ You Too"
And I always have and now I still do
I truely do, I ~*LovE*~ you...*~

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dirtygurl4u2
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October 22, 2004 9:44pm UTC

I ((love)) walking in the ((rain))....cause then ((knowone)) knows im ((crying))...

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dirtygurl4u2
posted a quote
October 22, 2004 9:03pm UTC

Once was here
now is gone
I will always
love forever
the laughs
the tears
the smiles
without her
my life has no direction
no ups nor downs
no smiles or frowns
I miss her
I cry
I see her
I lie
what ever went wrong
I can mend
I will always
love forever
my very best friend
im not taking credit

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dirtygurl4u2
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October 22, 2004 9:00pm UTC

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dirtygurl4u2
posted a quote
October 18, 2004 5:24pm UTC

Hit me one more time doesn�t mean physically hit me! I think it�s kind of funny that people would actually think that�s what it meant.
-Britney Spears
~ lol that made me laugh but i dont know why!
sn----->> babybiitch88

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dirtygurl4u2
posted a quote
October 18, 2004 4:02pm UTC

A friend is someone that tells the truth, even if the truth really hurts :/

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dirtygurl4u2
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October 18, 2004 3:58pm UTC

~What is a friend? A single soul dwelling in two bodies~! :)
BY~aristotle
sn-----> babybiitch88

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dirtygurl4u2
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October 18, 2004 3:57pm UTC

~What is a friend? A single soul dwelling in two bodies~! :)
sn-----> babybiitch88

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dirtygurl4u2
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October 18, 2004 3:18pm UTC

+**! Look At Me and lOoK at u.!**+
+*Now teLL me huNNy...*+
+**WhO's JeaLiOuS oF wHo?**+
sn---> babybiitch88

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dirtygurl4u2
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July 28, 2004 9:17pm UTC

(_. ��)-�uR STaRe*uR eyeS
(�`�.�_)-�i LuV iT WeN u LooK @ Me BaBi
(_. ��)-�uR LiPZ*uR STyLe
(�`�.�_)-�i LuV iT WeN u KiZZ Me BaBi
(_�.��)-�uR HiPZ*tHoZe THiGHZ
(�`�.�_)-�i LuV iT WeN u THuG Me BaBi
(_�.��)-�N i CaNT DeNy
(�`�.�_)-�i LuV iT WeN iM WiTCHu BaBi

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