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depression_hurts

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No one wants to be judged, but every one is.
no one wants people to be rude to them.. but unfortunatly, most people are.
Everyone wants a true friend, and thats really hard to find now days. im a typical teenager, cry a lot, get upset over stupid things ect. I have 1 bestfriend. sometimes i feel like my friends dont even like me, they just pretend to so theyre not being rude but whatever. re to support me but I still feel alone, like no cares and no one ever will. i always will and always do :)

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I do have depression, an eating disorder and I do self harm. My eating disorder is bulimia and anorexia. meaning I dont eat (anorexia) but when I do eat I make myself throw it all back up (bulimia). I hate my life.. I dont know why. I have friends and family who love me, a roof over my head, food that I could eat if I wanted ect. I also have Antelophobia; the fear of imperfection, and, Pocrosophobia; the fear of gaining weight. People always say to me "you're really thin" or "you''re too thin" but thats what I like: my bones and the empty stomach. I just recently went to get help for my eating disorder and self harm. After about a month of being in recovery I relized, I dont want to be in recovery. I like my bones showing and my empty stomach. Right now I am; 4'10 , 79 lbs. 79 pounds to much.< not enough I am not satisfied. I will never be satisfied.

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I have had 'bestfriends' in the past that I tell stuff to and they judge me, or they leave me because they cant deal with it, and Im scared my bestfriend now is going to do the same.. but I really hope not! i wont :) Graduated grade 8 this year, finally out of grade school with all the judgemental people. I am going to the same high school as my bestfriend and boyfriend, and I really hope we dont depart! I'll be lost.

anyway, witty is my life. I love music, witty, my bestfriend, my boyfriend, my family and my pets<3
Demi Lovato is my inspiration.. I love her.
you probably dont want to hear my whole life story, so pretty much I am fighting against anorexia and bulimia, mainly anorexia, and right now, anorexia is beating me.

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If you have any questions, or just want to talk, comment on my wall. Im always open to giving advice.

Stay Strong!

Your beautiful♥
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HACKED!!! well not really cuz you gave me your password but watever :) love you <3 you ma and to ppl reading this tht stuff she says about being depressed and anorexic and stuff, she shouldnt be saying that beacuse chelsea is absolutly amazing and gorgeous and skinny, to skinny, and she needs to gain weight not lose it so i think you ppl should help me convice her that shes amazing and beauiful. also my aunts dog is humping her cat..... ANYWAY i love you and you ma and you always will be <3
hey, i got bored so i decied to hack you again. well ummmmm idk wat to say sooo um imma panda cuz im black white and im smart liike an asian, lol. ummmm well yeah sooo excuse my akwardness and bye, love you :) <3
i realllllyyyyyy need to get a life, lol. im soooooooo bored. i still have a ton of homework to do for tomorrow though :/ i dont wanna do it but i dont want like 10 zeros my mom would kill me. so im listening to a song on pandora i dont really like but im to lazy to change it. NOPE nvm i really dont like this song...... i changed ittttttt... and it went to a comercial add thingy... welll anyway ummmm my socka are orange and pink, lol yeah im SUPER bored it you cant tell, well byeeeeeeee love you

Disorder Your Score

Major Depression:	Extremely High
Dysthymia:	High-Moderate
Bipolar Disorder:	High
Cyclothymia:	Extremely High
Seasonal Affective Disorder:	Extremely High
Postpartum Depression:	N/A
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depression_hurts
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February 4, 2013 7:25pm UTC

you're to depressed to get out of bed.
so you say you're sick so you dont have to go.

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depression_hurts
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January 27, 2013 10:49pm UTC

if I lived in a town full of just wittians,
& I grew up with them my whole life.
I dont think I would be how I am now.
I dont think I'd be destroying myself how I am.
& if I was, it sure as hell wouldn't be this bad.
because I would have people around me
who understand and care.
who dont make fun of me for it or ignore it.
they would help me, and they would notice
when I need someone to just hold me tight
so I can cry. A town full of wittians..
would make my life complete.
if only..♥

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depression_hurts
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January 25, 2013 10:34pm UTC

"When a guy stares at you,
he wishes you would care about him
and wonders if you do."
if this is true.. I will be the happiest person alive.

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depression_hurts
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January 25, 2013 10:11pm UTC

Girl Facts:
--When a girl is mean to you after a break-up she wants you back but she is too scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever!
--When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile.
--When a girl bumps into your arm, while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand.
--When she wants a hug she will just stand there.
--When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later.
--When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind.
--When a girl stops arguing, she is thinking deeply
--When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be with her. --When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a pause, she is not fine at all.
--When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games.
--When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
--When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future.
--When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that
Guy Facts:
--When a guy calls you, he wants to be with you.
--When a guy is quiet, He's listening to you.
--When a guy stops arguing, He realizes he's wrong.
--When a guy says, "I'm fine" after a pause, he means it .
--When a guy stares at you, he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do.
--When your laying your head on a guy's chest, he has the world
-- When a guy calls, texts, comments, messages you everyday, he is in love.
--When a (good) guy tells you he loves you, he means it.
--When a guy says he can't live without you, he's with you till your done.
--When a guy says, "I miss you," he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else.
Repost this in 10 minutes and your true love will call you; text you; kiss you; or just surprise you (:

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depression_hurts
posted a quote
January 25, 2013 9:44pm UTC

You have no idea how much l like you.
How much you make me smile,
how much l love talking to you,
or how much l wish you were here.

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depression_hurts
posted a quote
January 25, 2013 9:42pm UTC

I distance myself from everyone because in the end
nobody will be there, except me.
I changed because I realized reality,
I feel like I'm the only person i can depend on.

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depression_hurts
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January 25, 2013 9:11pm UTC

this girl walked into my science class saying,
"ewww this school is gross. why do I go here?
eww what is wrong with people?!"
so I asked what she was saying ewww about.
Her reply was,
"two girls just kissed in the hallway."
I've never wanted to hit someone so hard.

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depression_hurts
posted a quote
January 24, 2013 10:53pm UTC

The stars are jealous of how you shine.

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depression_hurts
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January 24, 2013 10:45pm UTC

is anyone else worried about
'Fightingagainstanorexia' ?
she hasn't been on in 5 months.
it's scaring me..

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depression_hurts
posted a quote
January 24, 2013 10:30pm UTC

if I ever become happy again,
I think I'd be lost. Im used to depression.
I wouldnt know what to do with myself.

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depression_hurts
posted a quote
January 22, 2013 9:25pm UTC

Wittians.
Please read this,I need your advice.It will help me a lot.
I have been in treatment at the Teen Health Center for the past year or so and it hasn't really been helping me at all. I am having a really hard time coping with everything lately, even the littlest things. and I have realised.. I need help. On Febuary 20th I have an appointment with my pysciatrist to maybe get anti depressants, but the problem is my mom keeps saying she will not get them for me, because this is just a phase. me harming myself is just a phase. this depression is just a phase. this eating disorder is just a phase. Anyways, I met a friend this year who went through all the same stuff as I do now last year (except the ED). and she went to the Teen Health Center as well and they didn't help her. Then she started telling me about how she went to Brentwood to get help and thats how she recovered. She is now recovered from self harm, drug addiction and alcohol addiction. I'm proud of her♥. I was thinking about after my next appointment with my pysciatrist I will sign up and maybe start going to group sessions at Brent wood and talk to a counsellor there. They helped my friend, so hey. they might help me too. She was in the same position as I am now.. now look shes helping me to recover.
Should I go try at Brentwood? the Teen Health Center hasn't helped.
Thank you & I love you
to the ones who take
their time out to read this.

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depression_hurts
posted a quote
January 22, 2013 8:26pm UTC

homework > witty
guess which one won.

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depression_hurts
posted a quote
January 22, 2013 4:59pm UTC

♥I've fallen for your eyes,
but they dont know me yet.♥

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depression_hurts
posted a quote
January 21, 2013 11:36pm UTC

if you give me a chance
I wont give up on us
even if the skies get rough
im giving you all my love.

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depression_hurts
posted a quote
January 21, 2013 11:29pm UTC

Why do I keep running from the truth?
all I ever think about is you.
you got me hypnotized, so mesmerized..
am I crazy or just falling inlove?
is it real or just another crush?..
I know this crush ain't goin' away.♥

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depression_hurts
posted a quote
January 21, 2013 8:57pm UTC

the possibility that you would ever feel the same about me
is just too much

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depression_hurts
posted a quote
January 21, 2013 7:19pm UTC

When the guy you like jokingly asks if you wanna make out
and it takes you everything in your power to say
"no"

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depression_hurts
posted a quote
January 18, 2013 5:33pm UTC

I cant stomach the thought
of you not liking me.

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depression_hurts
posted a quote
January 18, 2013 5:13pm UTC

I cant accept that you dont like me back.
I will never be able to accept it.