celestialerror*

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celestialerror*
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December 27, 2013 8:31pm UTC

I love you, so I'm letting you go.

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celestialerror*
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December 27, 2013 8:21pm UTC

I feel like a stranger
in my own skin.
I tear open my veins,
trying to break free
from this prison;
but, in the end,
all I am left with
is blood stained flesh,
a hallow feeling in my chest,
and a shell of the person
who I once was.
(DS)

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celestialerror*
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December 26, 2013 9:48pm UTC

Oh, misty eye of the mountain below, keep careful watch
of my brothers' souls.

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celestialerror*
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December 26, 2013 7:46pm UTC

❝It hurts to let go. Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold on to something or someone the more it wants to get away. You feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses you, because you think that your feelings were wrong and it makes you feel so small because it’s so hard to keep it inside when you let it out and it doesn’t come back. You’re left so alone that you can’t explain. Damn, there’s nothing like that, is there? I’ve been there and you have too. You’re nodding your head.

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celestialerror*
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December 22, 2013 10:06pm UTC

nothing about me is poetic.
nothing about how I think is beautiful;
the fact that I hate myself,
and want to tear open my veins,
and think of twenty-two ways (and reasons)
to kill myself before noon,
isn’t tragically beautiful
(it’s just tragic,
and really fücking sad).
don’t turn me into a misunderstood
piece of art, and do not belittle
my sorrows so your antagonist
can have someone to save.
nothing about me is poetic;
nothing about me is beautiful.
(DS)

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celestialerror*
posted a quote
December 4, 2013 8:01pm UTC

December 4, 2013—
the day I got into my dream college.

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celestialerror*
posted a quote
December 4, 2013 7:53pm UTC

Dear you,
Today, you told me you found the girl you're going to marry. Today, I realized that any fantasy of you ever loving me back is absurd and childish. Today, my heart clenched, and my stomach churned, and, for a minute, I forgot how to breathe. Today, I realized that we've both changed, and so has our relationship; and we can never go back to what we once were. I am happy for you, I wasn't lying when I said that. I want you to be happy, and she's a lucky girl; I'm happy for you, really. I know that one day, there will no longer be a we, just a you and a me, but even after that, I will always be happy for you. I will always be grateful that you were in my life—even if it was never meant to be for forever.
Love,
me

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celestialerror*
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December 2, 2013 5:30pm UTC

❝
i. Contrary to popular belief, waking up early isn’t going to drastically alter your life or effect how you’re feeling. So sleep until noon and relish in the way laying in bed all day makes you feel a little more human.
ii. Drinking your coffee ‘black’ doesn’t make you cooler or more sophisticated than the rest of us who load in milk and sugar.
iii.Being unimpressed by everything makes you look like a twát. Get excited, be overly passionate about something. Enthusiasm is fun.
iv. Hating yourself isn’t romantic.
v. Eat whatever you want. Your friend’s a vegan? Awesome. Listen to her talk about how great she feels because of it while you tuck in to some chocolate cake. Tell her you feel just as great.
❞

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celestialerror*
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December 2, 2013 5:15pm UTC

You tried to become smaller
didn’t you?
You curled into yourself,
twisting and bending your spine,
wanting to fit into a box so small,
it would fit in your hand.
You tried to speak softer,
didn’t you?
There was no more room in your box,
so you spoke smaller words,
and shorter sentences.
Keeping your thoughts in
a bottle nestled between
your ribs.
You tried to follow the lines
on your palm,
like the vikings followed
the constellations―
searching for something―
anything―
other than yourself.
But what they failed to teach you,
between your abc’s and 123’s
is that you are not a box―
you are a warrior,
and your skin
is your armor.
The lines on your palm
are not a maps;
you are not meant to
fit inside a box;
your words are meant to
be heard as you scream
from the rooftops,
breathing in gulps
of fresh air;
and the only thing you’re
meant to find is
yourself.
(DS)

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celestialerror*
posted a quote
December 1, 2013 8:57pm UTC

Please don't go, I love you so.

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celestialerror*
posted a quote
December 1, 2013 8:43pm UTC

What did I do to make you stop loving me?

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celestialerror*
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December 1, 2013 7:56pm UTC

I dream about holding your hand.

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celestialerror*
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December 1, 2013 5:58pm UTC

❝I exist in two places, here and where you are.

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celestialerror*
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December 1, 2013 5:19pm UTC

I just want to be okay again.

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celestialerror*
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November 30, 2013 10:39pm UTC

Adventure is out there!

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celestialerror*
posted a quote
November 30, 2013 9:00pm UTC

To whom this may concern,
I must apologize,
I do not mean to
disappoint you;
but I must inform you
that I am not a project,
I am not something
that you can just “fix.”
I am a person;
and I’m not broken.
(DS)

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celestialerror*
posted a quote
November 30, 2013 6:25pm UTC

Dear December,
please be kind.

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celestialerror*
posted a quote
November 29, 2013 11:01pm UTC

Self harm,
suicide,
eating disorders—
you say it’s all
for attention.
Well then,
maybe it’s a sign
it’s time to start
paying attention.
(DS)

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celestialerror*
posted a quote
November 24, 2013 12:55pm UTC

❝
Nov. 17
Late last night, I thought of texting you
"Good morning, I can't sleep"
And then I remember that you are on a new journey
Which I am not a part of
And that's ok
But good morning, I can't sleep.
J.S.
❞

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celestialerror*
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November 24, 2013 11:43am UTC

Dear you,
I promise you I can be better. Just don’t give up on me, give me a little more time—please. I can’t do this without you. I’ll be better, I swear! Just don’t leave me alone with my thoughts, I beg of you.
Love,
me

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