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  1. crimson24 crimson24
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    January 27, 2017 11:39pm EST
    the beat of my heart is the rhythm of my life. maybe that's why things changed when i met you...

  2. crimson24 crimson24
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    January 17, 2017 8:39pm EST
    i am breaking

  3. crimson24 crimson24
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    January 14, 2017 10:03pm EST
    the trick isn't to work as little as possible, it's to find work that doesn't feel like work, clock Gs, and start stackin cash.

  4. crimson24 crimson24
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    January 1, 2017 3:54pm EST
    does creation end when brokenness mends? does inspiration stop when darkness stops or slows? only time can tell...

  5. crimson24 crimson24
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    December 31, 2016 9:46pm EST
    said bye to my brother tonight...6 month countdown starts tonight

  6. crimson24 crimson24
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    December 29, 2016 9:43pm EST
    woke up drenched in sweat, unable to shake the feeling that someone (or something) was still watching me. "you really should patrol this area better" we warned them, but it was too late. surrounded, unable to get out. crowded in a spiritual battle that we didnt know how to deal with. woke up and didnt remember where i was. stuck in a hospital again? no...the fans were still running, circulating the air my lungs desperately needed. plastered to the bed, paralyzed with fear. will this happen again tomorrow?

  7. crimson24 crimson24
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    December 6, 2016 11:13pm EST
    "if you can make it through the night there's a brighter day..."
    ~2Pac

  8. crimson24 crimson24
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    December 6, 2016 8:54pm EST
    my brother is leaving in 3 weeks and im terrified.
    my brother is leaving in 3 weeks and i wonder who will fix my damned car for free? who will i rant to about my long boring day? who will listen and their eyes will light up at all the right times without them realising it? who will play my little kid games with me when i need another adult to be a kid with me again and not have the slightest hint of judging?
    honestly nobody because nobody can be my brother...quite just the way my brother...is my brother.
    but, my brother is leaving in 3 weeks...and i dont know what i will do.
    my brother is leaving in 3 weeks...and this is the first time in awhile ive thought about certain relapses, and im not quite sure why.
    im proud of him. i have been proud of me. he's leaving to graduate. im staying with 2 jobs...and trying to graduate. more power to him. im excited for him. but im sad. scared. nervous. anxious. terrified.
    my brother is leaving in 3 weeks.

  9. crimson24 crimson24
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    December 1, 2016 10:07pm EST
    id rather die like a man than live like a coward~2Pac

  10. crimson24 crimson24
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    November 23, 2016 2:14am EST
    life is a blind roller coaster...but even roller coasters have rails.

  11. crimson24 crimson24
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    November 16, 2016 10:37am EST
    too many things are changing all at once;
    i need to slow down

  12. crimson24 crimson24
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    November 6, 2016 5:39pm EST
    it sucks because i want to drop 40 but i cant even drop to do 20

  13. crimson24 crimson24
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    October 27, 2016 11:22pm EDT
    let me get personal here for a little. i just had this thought and my brain exploded.
    people get confused and sometimes irritated when i say that even a minute makes a difference. it's just a minute...right? what they dont know is that just 5 seconds made the biggest difference in...and for...my life. it isnt about petty arguments, whether to close up shop at 7:59 or if we should wait till 8:02. it's about a deeply rooted feeling in my soul that 5 seconds saved my life. 5 seconds. the difference between my family and loved ones mourning my death, and me being successful and thriving at a job i didnt even really ask for a couple years later. when someone says "it's only one minute, it doesnt matter"...my soul knows it does matter. so if i shoot you a glare at a remark about the time...dont take it personally. my body is just glad to be alive and breathing. thank you, i think im done now.

  14. crimson24 crimson24
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    October 23, 2016 5:07pm EDT
    things are not always what they seem.

  15. crimson24 crimson24
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    October 21, 2016 4:45pm EDT
    Even yet, we may still meet again...
    hopefully sooner, rather than later...

  16. crimson24 crimson24
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    October 18, 2016 8:08pm EDT
    "If thine enemy wrong thee, buy each of his children a drum."

  17. crimson24 crimson24
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    October 12, 2016 3:52pm EDT
    the shirt...it is mostly dependent on the jeans...
    is it a man tee? sleeveless? girl cut, close fit?
    what are the words on the shirt? are they words of sadness, hope, desperation?
    are they my reflections on the past or thoughts for the future? or is it a silent cry...for the present?
    would i rather hide behind the humour? or display the emotion on my sleeve?
    where am i going...who am i seeing...questions, questions, questions...
    it's all up to my brain, i cant decide anymore...constantly at war.
    my decisions are never about fashion.

  18. crimson24 crimson24
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    October 12, 2016 3:47pm EDT
    i used to take so long thinking about what clothes i wanted to wear for the day, but now the process is so much quicker
    nothing has changed about it, except that ive gotten used to it
    the polls between the left and right side of my brain,
    how do i feel today? about my gender? about my weight? shape?
    how to i want to portray myself? am i tough? weak?
    am i confident enough to wear tight jeans?
    or am i homesick...and wear loose jeans?
    lastly do i have open scars? will the red bleed through?
    do i want it to bleed through? where am i going today, do i want them to notice and ask if i'm okay?
    are they almost healed? will not ruining a pair of jeans be just enough motivation for me to not pick at it?
    these are the questions i have grown used to. it's like answering the questions at the hospital. the same ones, over...and over...and over...
    you grow used to automatically checking boxes, knowing exactly where everything is on the symptoms sheet...
    hardly even throwing a second glance, but still never missing the mark. this is life in my head, and whether i like it or not,
    the automatic questionnaire will run, and my brain will answer. i dont think about it too much consciously, but when i do, it scares me.
    i automatically reach for the jeans that my brain has decided on...and now it's time to pick a shirt.

  19. crimson24 crimson24
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    October 11, 2016 5:16pm EDT
    i swear, if you've got the balls to mess around & hurt me or my friends, you'd better have a big enough d!©k to go £uck yourself with

  20. crimson24 crimson24
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    October 10, 2016 2:05pm EDT
    when my parents start to get too involved with my personal things, i want to remind them, "i pay you rent. if you could either leave me alone or let me save myself $100 a month that'd be dandy."

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